"I'm here for you"
"you're not alone"
"You'll always have me"
Fucking Bullshit
When it's 2:30 am
And My self-loathing claws it's way up my throat
And rips itself from my mouth
In a silent scream
I am alone
When the blade parts my skin
When the cuts get deeper
There is no one
I am alone
When the only real thing is the
blood running down my arms
I am alone
You say you are there but your not
I am alone
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She sat alone
Alone and at home
Where her screams were silent
But her mind was violent
Her insecurities hid deep inside
And they did indeed eat her alive
As a tear rolled down her face
And her heart begin to race
She took her blade and tore her skin
With her depression lied deep within
This went on for
Days
Months
Years
Until she cried her very last tears
She decided that she had enough
The world around her was much to tough
She took a gun to her head
Congratulations society
She is dead
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I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare
~~~~~
Did you really want to die?"
"No one commits suicide because they want to die."
"Then why do they do it?"
"Because they want to stop the pain.
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-all from google