requested: yes
scenario: something inspired by BLACKPINK's STAY, like a continuation of my first request (a little jealousy), but this time the jealous one is daehyun xD
Daehyun thinks that is not cool being jealous especially if you know how much your s/o loves you back, he trusts Rosé and knows that Sungjae since WGM only loves RV's Joy, but when he sees them singing together and freely interacting in public (during fantastic duo) he becomes jealous. Because he doesn't have the chance to sing with her although they're dating. This makes him so sad and one day while paying a visit to her at YGent during practice, he tells it to Rosé, she feels so sad too. So she chooses to sing BP's song 'STAY' while playing the guitar and make him join and sing it too. (swipe left on the image to get the song)
pairing: daehyun x rosé
genre: angst, romance, fluff
au: idolverse
word count: 1,706 words
status: edited
a/n: this is kinda short, sorry :(
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if you know me, you know that i don't get jealous often simply. why? because i have trust in others. and honestly, i do! it's just that jealousy sometimes bites me in the ass for no reason.
look, i trust chaeyoung with all my heart. and i know that sungjae only loves joy but i just can't help but feel a hint of jealousy when i see them freely interacting in public while i have to stay far far away. it's not fair! i know i sound like a child, but seriously! it's really unfair.
where did this sudden jealousy come from and why exactly am i mentioning btob's sungjae, you may ask?
i'll tell you. it's from that damn show fantastic duo. the backstage clips and while they're on together just... puts me off. the way he helped her with her vocals and how they're so nice to each other makes my heart hurt. i know chaeyoung loves me, i really do! and believe me, jealousy isn't something i like but i can't help it sometimes.
sighing, i lay my head on our shared bed and covered my face with my hands. why is jealousy a thing anyways? it's stupid and it isn't something that can be enjoyed. it's being possessive and i. am. not. a. possessive. person.
at least that's what she tells me.
i am not usually this aggressive but i will, indeed, fight sungjae if i need to. chaeyoung is mine and mine only.
oh fuck, is my jealousy showing again? oh well.
well, chaeyoung just came back. i heard the door open and her yelling 'oppa, i'm home!'. smiling to myself, i gleefully waited for her to find me in our bedroom. maybe, if i was lucky, we'd be able to... you know.
but my thoughts of having sex soon dissipated as she opened the door tiredly and collapsed on the bed. crawling to me, she yawned like a baby and set her head on my chest.
"i'm so sleepy," she yawned. "can you sing me to sleep?"
"i can try," i murmured. i started humming the tune to winner's 'have a good day' and i felt her relaxing, eyes slowly closing as i looked at her lovingly.
"my dear, are you well?
now i'm finally asking, even though you're there
have a good day, have a good day, have a good day
i'm sure i'll see you at my end
why am i regretting now? till then
have a good day, have a good day, have a good day in heaven."
after singing the last few parts of the song, i looked down at her. her eyes were shut and her lashes lay peacefully on her cheeks. her mouth let out soft, adorable snores and i couldn't help but stare in awe of her beauty.
okay, maybe the thoughts of fighting sungjae had left but i was still jealous. unfortunately.
deciding that that was enough for the day, i put my phone to charge and quietly slipped out of bed to brush my teeth. it was getting late, nearly midnight, and i had schedules tomorrow. so i brushed my teeth and washed my face, plugging in my phone to charge. offing the lamp on my bedside table, i fell into the deep abyss of sleep.
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a new day, a new me. that's sort of what people say, except it's usually 'a new year, a new me'. to be honest, any day can have a new you if you tried hard enough. and i don't know if i was willing to try hard enough to remove the jealousy.
chaeng already left, since her schedule was early in the morning. though she did leave me a cute note that read 'oppa, see you tonight! your breakfast is in the fridge, so please warm it up before you eat! love, your chaeyounggie'
i felt a smile place itself on my lips. opening the fridge, i was greeted with the sight of bacon and eggs. taking the food and delicately unwrapping the plastic that surrounded it, i put it in the microwave. while waiting for the food to heat up, i made myself a cup of coffee and scrolled through twitter.
it was safe to say twitter didn't help either. most of the posts i saw were about her appearance on fantastic duo and what a cute couple sungjae and her would be if they ever dated. swearing to myself quietly, i went out of the stupid bird app and placed my phone on the table. my food was ready.
at least the food didn't remind me of fantastic duo. i would've screamed if it did. thankfully, the only thing it reminded me of was her love for me and how good bacons tasted.
finishing my last few bites, i put the plate in the sink and drank the remaining coffee in the cup. i rinsed the dishes and got ready to leave. maybe i could go visit chaeyoung at yg sometime, if i was free.
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daehyun has been acting a tad bit weird lately. it wasn't really noticeable but i could tell by the looks on his face.
the past few days, he's been asking me where i was going and who i was hanging out with, and pouting when i said i was hanging out with male friends.
that isn't the usual daehyun.
the usual daehyun would just tell me to be safe and not get drunk (not like i could anyways), and call him if i needed anything.
and while i admit i do enjoy the 'new' daehyun, i also miss the old one. maybe i'll go ask the bap members about it, if they know anything.
ringing jongup, i patiently waited for him to pickup.
"hello?"
"hey, it's chaeyoung."
"oh, chaeyoung-ssi. how are you?"
"ah, i'm okay. um, i hope you don't mind me asking, but do you know what's going on with daehyun lately? he's acting... weird."
"no, i don't. sorry."
"it's alright," i frowned to myself. "thanks anyways,"
"anytime!" we wished each other goodbye and i hung up, gently placing my phone next to me. i was all alone in this practice room, as jennie was promoting solo, lisa was doing dance collaborations and jisoo was getting more invites for fashion shows and now that they're doing so much, it makes me feel like an extra in blackpink. i stick out like a sore thumb...
yang hyunsuk said my solo will be soon. but when was soon? in two years? three years? i feel like by the time everyone's had theirs then only mine will come but it'll be delayed too. but there was no way of convincing him unless you're a bigbang member or have persuasion skills like ikon's b.i. maybe even winner's mino too.
should i? or should i not? should i risk it all and ask or should i play safe? what if he says no? oh god, i think i'm gonna get a panic attack—
a knock on the door flew me back to reality. standing up i felt a bit dizzy, but rushed to the door nonetheless.
"hello?" i mumbled as i opened the door. i took a peek at the person behind the door and saw daehyun. "oppa...?"
"hi," he softly smiled. "can i come in?"
i nodded and opened the door wider, allowing him to come in. shutting the door, i went back to my original place in the corner.
"why're you here? not that i don't want you to be, but just out of curiosity." i cocked my head to the side.
"i just wanted to visit you." he hugged me. i hugged back, clinging onto him like a koala. "am i not allowed to?"
"of course you are!" i frowned.
"good," he chuckled, nestling his face in the crook of my neck.
"what's wrong?" i asked abruptly, disturbing the peace.
"what do you mean?" he furrowed his eyebrows.
"you've been acting weird lately... a lot more jealous than normal." i pouted. "what's going on?"
"well..." he sighed. "i guess you're right. i am jealous."
"why though?"
"because i saw fantastic duo and i saw the relationship between you and sungjae and i couldn't help but feel jealous. and i know that sungjae really loves joy and all but it just hit me like a truck... i'm sorry if i made you worried." i frowned and unhooked my arms around him, standing up and walking towards the acoustic guitar. i started playing a familiar tune as i sat next to him, head resting on his shoulder.
"so easily, with harsh words
you put scars in my heart
without even saying sorry
again, i'm comforting myself
always nervous
if you're gonna leave me
i just want you to stay."
i gestured for him to sing, to which he did.
"in your expressionless face
that's getting more and more dull
i whisper to the mirror,
let's slowly let this go
you take me for granted
but that's you
but still, stay stay stay with me."
his arm wrapped around my waist.
"this sad melody resembles you
it makes me cry
your scent is a sweet feeling
i hate you so much but i love you."
"before the dark night traps me i
don't leave me
do you still love me? if you feel the same
don't leave today
don't ask why it has to be you
just stay with me." i looked at him with a child-like smile on my face as we both sang together.
"it goes a little something like
lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala
lalalalalala lalalalalala lalalalalala
i don't expect a lot right now
just stay with me." he wiped a tear that i hadn't even realised fell. letting out a watery laugh, i placed the guitar on the ground gently and embraced him tightly, sitting on his lap as his arms held me as if i were a porcelain doll.
"i love you," i kissed his cheek.
"i love you more," he whispered, kissing my cheek.
"i love you," i kissed his nose. "most."
we kissed like never before, full of passion and love.
i love jung daehyun with all my heart and that will never change.