nahmir-
"Lulu why the fuck are you here?
She rolled her eyes trying to walk away.
"Nahmir back the fuck up off me, she semi yelled.
"I'm just trynna see why the fuck you here?
"My business not yours..
The fuck was her problem.. I did nothing but ask a simple question.
She turned around flipping her hair in my face.
I hesitated trying not to look at her ass but the shit was to damn fat.
I went back in the booth just to be noisy..
I saw lulu talking to some tall brown skin dude..
Guessing he was a rapper and recorded here to..
-like 2 hours later-
I was walking back to the parking lot when I got stopped by lulu once again.
"Nahmir.
I turned around already irritated.
"Huh?
"I need a ride home.
I looked at her crazy as if she said something in another language.
"Don't look at me like that, I'll just send you the address and you'll be on your way.
"What bout ole dude back there?
She sucked her teeth crossing her arms..
"He's staying like 3 more hours to finish his album or whatever and I'm sleepy.
Mannn so was i.. and saying 'no' to lulu was just gon start a argument
"Ight get in.
"Ima just stop at Wendy's real quick, you want something?
She shook her head looking out the window.
I pulled through the drive through ordering what I wanted.
Baby💦 is calling
-yeah
-wya?
-Wendy's.
-really mir I just got us pizza for no reason.
-ima skinny nigga maybe I can gain weight.
-can you just come home please.
-why, you want some d i c k
-shut upppp
-igh I'll be home ina few.
- - - - - -
"So was that your 'girlfriend'?>lulu
"yeah, why?
She didn't answer.. just crossed her arms looking out the window.
I finally pulled up to her place, shit was ugly af😭.
"Thanks.
"Yeah.
She grabbed her stuff slamming MY door. Who the fuck she thought she was?
I walked through the doors seeing victoria sleep on the couch.
Set that whole bed up for nothing.. wow
I ran upstairs taking a shower listening to some unreleased music.
After taking my shower I went downstairs to get victoria.
"Shorty get up, I'm home.
She slowly woke up rubbing her eyes.
"What time is it?
I pulled out my phone looking at the time. 1:22 AM.
"It's 8:17, i lied just so she won't freak out about me coming home late.
She wasn't gon notice anyways, shorty was half awake.
I helped her walk upstairs as she fell in bed.
I laid next to her scrolling through the channels.
I planned on getting pussy then going to sleep.
But victoria already knocked out..
I sighed in boredom turning my lap off.
I just stayed on Instagram as I feel asleep.
nature-
i woke up to glizzy playing the game next to me.
i turned over looking at the time.. it was currently 9:01 AM.
"why the fuck are you up so early gliz, I said yawning.
"i always wake up this early whatchu talkin bout?
I rolled my eyes getting up..
I ran to the the toilet once again having morning sickness.. hated this shit.
After my lil sick session I washed my face and brushed my teeth.
I walked downstairs seeing my sister getting ready for work.
I swear to god her being a lawyer looked so good on her😍!
"Hey sis, she said giving me a side hug.
I smiled sitting on the couch watching her tie her hair up.
"How do I look?
"Beautiful even if you were pregnant, I joked.
She laughed putting on her shoes.
She made eye contact with me sitting down.
"What's wrong, you to quite.
I sighed playing with the blanket next to me.
"Well, me and glizzy aren't together but we're having a baby together, but it seems as if we are together, but he still has feelings for Asia, and I just want my daughter to grow up with both her parents.
She took a breath since this was a lot to take in.
"I'm not the best at advice but I say, you don't always need a man to accomplish everything. Like baby Nay, she'll be happy with whoever she's with she probably won't understand..
"Sis sometimes we're just better off without a guy, the already bring tooo much stress.
She was right I guess.. i still don't know.
I laid back some texting victoria.
-hey love🙁💗
-aw mamas what's wrong?
-just got a lot on my mind.
-you wanna go talk somewhere?
-I need it but this baby won't let me.
-sorry🙁.. but whatever's going on it's gonna be ok just wait till the baby comes you'll be so much happier I know you will. Love you best😙
-thanks😘
- - - - -
Glizzy came down the stairs sitting down placing my feet on his lap.
"Jas texted me and told me wassup, you good.
I positioned my head on the pillow looking at the tv..
"No.
"Look I get the whole happy family and Asia is stressing you out, but every time I say something you get mad.
"No, it's everytime you say something about Asia, or if we're gonna be together.
"Nature we've already talked about the fact that me and Asia are just friends were not looking to get back together.
I shrugged ignoring what he said.
"Well why don't you wanna be in a relationship?
"I'm already 18 having a child, and then having a whole relationship that's even more of a workout.
"I just wanna take things one step at a time.
I started to cry thinking about what glizzy said.
"Do you even love me?
"Of course I do!
"What about when the baby comes, Will I just be some 'babymama'?
He started rubbing my feet which actually felt good.
"Why you so focused on the future, that's what's really stressing you out nature, you just need to chill for now.
I sighed listening to glizzy.
I mean I guess he was right.. maybe I am thinking about the future way to much.
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