(note: the conversations with " and bold font are real live conversation in this part)
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Summer had passed.
Autumn had passed.
Winter had passed
Spring had passed.
It's been 5 years long.
Without him.
Without you.
During these past years, I continued my life. Like Tzuyu only moved to a better place with someone she loves, in a place in this world. Like Jimin Oppa is currently working hard, trying to impress his mother and make her happy. Like you're living a better life, working and reaching your freedom. Happily.
I had dated some guys. Mingyu Oppa was one of the best. But still, I felt empty.
Marriage is very holy for me, like it's already settled on my mind that if talking about marriage then it's Jimin Oppa.
But if talking about life, it's always you.
I felt soulless during these 5 years long. Too empty. Lonely and alone.
"It feels like just yesterday,"
Yeah. If talking about living normally, dream guy, the guy who became someone I adore and like. Then it has always been about Park Jimin.
"When I feel so alive,"
But if talking about life, and death. Always...about you...
"I miss you, Minatozaki Sana,"
God has the answer all this time. But we were blind. I was blind. We were still lost.
Now when you're here, in front of my eyes...holding the tears with your rare smile.
"And I never stop loving you,"
Min Yoongi....
Today...
I run to you...
"Comeback to me. Stay in my side forever,"
I can smell your scent.
"And be my soulmate,"
Today...
I crash my body to your wide chest again.
"If you still love me...,"
Today...
I feel the warmth of your breath and body again.
"Be my wife,"
Today...
I swim onto your gaze again.
"Let's stop this misery,"
Yeah.
You're the person I love the most.
My happiness.
"I still love you. I love you so much,"
Now I cry again in your embrace. Feeling secured and loved. I will never let you go. I will never leave you or let you leave me anymore. Never will I reject you, or let you reject me again. Although the last time in Prague I let go of two persons I love and leave everything to the fate.
"Yoongi, this is not the right time, isn't? I want to take a break. If we ever meet again, then from the start God created me to be yours. At that time, I will follow you everywhere you go,"
I will never let us separated away anymore.
Because being far away from you, I felt lifeless.
"Sorry because I pick you up too long, Doctor Minatozaki Sana,"
"Hmmm...I forgive you, Mr. Min,"
For our baby whom I could never hug, look...this love is not forbidden anymore. Everything is so right and I believe that I deserve to love the love in my life. Your mom and dad will become one again and this is the time, in front of the God...we will love each other again and resume our love.
"I love you, also Jimin Oppa. That's why, it felt wrong if in this kind of condition we're getting back together again, I think we violate the destiny. You trust me, right?"
Everybody supposed to be born to be happy. No matter how hard and how many the struggles we must face. Although crying, screaming, in pain and want to die because of exhaustion but God will never give the struggle which we can't bear. If we don't give up, the perfect and eternal happiness will greet us. No matter how far being parted away, how many times being separated away, if we're meant to be although this story started from hurting other people or ourselves, however if that's the true love then in the end we will end up together again.
If you have faith, then no matter how far you walk, we will get back to the same place again.
In this place, where everything began. In the same season when the cherry blossom petals are falling to the ground. Right under the tree which never changed. As if it's loyal to keep living on, saving our old story.
SAVE ME, FIN
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