Chapter 12 Coming back to life
Its been a few months. Yuki's body is slowly getting back to its normal self. She still doesn't have her full power back. That seems to be taking the longest. She Loves taking care and being with the twins They are six months old now. Growing fast. Looking more and more like Zero. Which she totally loves. Ai is now eleven years old. Yuki tries to spend as much time with her as well. Ai being in school does help though, while she is in school, Yuki Spends time with the twins. Zero never saw Yuki this happy before. She just gleams from it. Yuki loves being a mother. Zero works a lot, as now he doesn't have his partner with him. He misses that. He misses a lot of things. Happy to have their children, but at the same time. Sad to have given up what they had. Its been a long time since Zero and Yuki made love. Her sickness during pregnancy. Then two months in a coma and three months recovering. Its been about a year an half. Which for them is very long. They always were all over each other. Zero's not mad or anything about it. Knowing. She has to regain her strength. He wants her to be the strong powerful Yuki. She once was. They still always hold each other. Stay close. He knows. She loves him. She knows. He loves her.
One day when Yori is over watching the twins. Yuki is finally able to go visit Kamane. She goes to the ice coffin and sees Hanabusa. "Hi there." She says. I will give you your privacy. Before you leave Hanabusa, I would like to talk to you. I know that you and Zero are good friends, I"m very glad about that. I just ask you, that you don't tell him. I still come here. It would be best if he didn't hear it. We are doing well. I want to stay that way. Hanabusa Nods. I understand Yuki. I had. No intention of telling him anyway. I don't want to cause any problems with you two. You have had enough issues to deal with. "Thank you " Yuki says. Hanabusa leaves. She goes over to Kamane. "My dear sweet Kaname" She says. I wanted to come sooner, but things have been busy. I am trying to spend, as much time with the children as I can. Trying to make up for the lost time. Trying to heal. I do want to thank you again. For all your help. I know. You came to me. I felt you there watching over me like you always do. A tear drops onto the Ice Coffin. You helped. Save me and my babies. Thank you. Kamane. She Knew that Kamane was there, but never mentioned it to Zero, or anyone for that matter. Not wanting to bring up bad feelings, or hurt Zero. Things were tough enough. They didn't need to bring him up. Zero never mention the wolf. He didn't mention anything that took place either. Even though, he was grateful to Kamane. He also didn't want to bring him up. He wanted him out of his life. Knowing deep down that would never happen. He resented Kamane. Even though at the beginning, he said. He would be OK with it. When he first said that, he thought that with him being dead. He wouldn't have anything to worry about. That in time, it would fade away. Yuki would grow to love him. Forget about Kamane. Not knowing that his pureblood powers and love for Yuki would give him even more power to visit her, even dead. To always be there, even when Yuki stays quiet for months, even years at a time. Not mentioning him. He is still there. The part about Yuki falling in love with Zero did happen. He knew. That part was true. He knew. Her love was strong. Yes in a way. He knew. It was stronger for him, then Kamane. He still resented him, hating that every time something went wrong, Kamane would save her. Zero wanted to be the one to only save her. It was childish in a way, but Zero couldn't help himself. Its how he felt. He would hold it in though, not wanting to cause any problems as he did before. He wanted Yuk. He wanted their family. He told himself. I won't let him win. "I'm not going to give up. What I love most to you Kaname."
After Yuki gets done talking to Kamane, she goes back to the main house. She talks to Yori. Telling her if tonight, she would take care of the twins. That she will feed and put them to bed. In case they wake up for some reason if she would kindly look in on them. That she would like to spend some time with Zero and Ai. Since the twins, she hasn't gotten enough time to spend with Ai. Which makes her feel bad. So she wanted to do something special. Just Al, her and Zero. Yori says that's totally fine. She doesn't mind at all. She thinks. It's a great idea.
Ai is at school with Hanabusa. Zero is at work. While they are, Yuki gets things ready. She picks Ai's Favorite Movie. Gets pillows and blankets, placing them on the couch. Gets the popcorn, candy and all other goodies. Plus orders a few pizzas. She tells the guy to deliver them at a certain time. So they will be hot and good for when Zero and Ai is here. She then. Calls Zero at work. "Hey, babe." He says. Whats wrong? "Nothing my love." Yuki says. I would like for you to please come home early tonight. I have something special planned for You and Ai. She gets off school in about an hour. So if you could be here. It would be great. Zero says" OK." Thinking. That would be a good idea. They haven't really spent family time in a long while.
The hour goes by fast. Ai is done with school, Going into the kitchen to see her mother. Mommy, I'm done." Aww. My baby." She says to her and kisses her head. "Why don't you head upstairs. Change into something comfortable. I have a surprise for you tonight." Yuki states. "Mommy I can't wait!" Ai says with excitement. Yuki lets Ai go upstairs through the stairway in the kitchen. Not letting her see the sitting room, that is all done up for tonight. She also asked that Zero would come in the side entrance. Instead of the front tonight. Which he does. "Hey babe, I'm home." Zero states. Hi, as they kiss each other, As she sighs as he kisses her. "Zero, she says. Would you please go upstairs. Take your shower now and get in some comfy clothes." "OK." He says. Wondering. What she has planned. I will meet you and Ai down here in a few. NO peeking in the sitting room, till I get here. "You got it Zero?"She snickers. Yes, babe. They head upstairs. The both take there showers and put on some PJ pants and tops. Nice and warm and cozy. Yuki gets done faster. Than Zero as she wants to get downstairs to get the pizza Delivery. She places the two pizzas on the table. As she does, she hears Ai and Zero coming downstairs. "Mommy is it safe to enter now?" Ai says Excitedly. Yes, come in you two. When they open the door, they see all kinds of goodies displayed on the table, Pizza, Soda, Popcorn and Candy. Everything you would see at a movie theater, Was on the table. Three blankets and pillows were on the sofas and the TV was ready to watch. "OHhh, mommy." Ai shouts. It's a Movie night! Yes, my sweet Ai. Just me you and Daddy. As she stares up at Zero and gives him a big smile. Come to sit next to me. You two. As they grab there pizza and soda they head to the sofa. "This is really nice." Zero says to Yuki. It's a great surprise. "I am really glad you both like it." Yuki Answers. I thought. We really needed some time together. Yes, we do. They sit and watch the movie laughing. Enjoying each others company. Ai so happy to be with both her parents. Yuki sitting close to Zero. Ai sitting in her mommy's lap. As the movie goes into another movie, Yuki falls asleep in Zeros arms. As Ai does in Yuki's. Zero wide awake. taking in the site in front of him Thankful for it.
Knowing this is something. He doesn't want to let go of. He slowly gets up and takes Ai to bed. Tucking her in, kissing her head. Putting the night light on as he leaves the room. He heads back door stairs to get Yuki. He lightly lifts her up into his arms and carries her upstairs. Leaving the mess for tomorrow to clean. He opens the bedroom door with his elbow. and Placing Yuki on the bed. He goes back to close the door. Then heads into bed himself. Yuki Snuggles up close to him, her hands on his chest. She lightly unbuttons his PJ top, to start kissing his tone chest. "Yuki ." He says. "You're still healing." "Shhhh Zero I'm fine. I feel better then I have in a long time. I want to be with you. I want to get our life back" Yuki states. "I understand that, but I don't want to push you too much. We have plenty of time for that." Zero answers. A concern in his voice and mind. Zero I need you. She rubs his chest more and places a kiss on his lips. His body reacting as soon as she does. Grabbing her and kissing her back. His hands roam her body. Needing her even more than she does him. She slides off his shirt. So she can continue to kiss him. She undoes hers and takes off her pants in a hurry. Getting lightly on top of Zero. He stops her," Let me." He tells her. He places her on the bed. Kissing down her chest to her tummy. Down to her Special place. His hands glide up and down her thighs making her quiver. "Zero." she cries out... Making him only hotter, but trying to control himself. He just keeps kissing and licking her special spot. Making Yuki's Hips move closer and closer to his mouth. She gives out a loud moan as he slides his fingers in and out of her while licking. She loses control. Her body trembling. She lets go.
Zero waiting for her body to stop. He works his way back up to kiss her. and snuggle. She catches her breath. "Zero what about you? " She asks. He gets her hand. Lightly puts it in his PJs pants. Sliding it up and down on his ingrown member. The top already oozing. Yuki a little confused about what's going on. Goes with it. Figuring its something new. She follows Zero's hand on hers. Going up and down faster and faster. She gets the idea and keeps it going on her own. He gives out a large moan of his own, as he is sent over the edge. White warm stuff flooding out all over her hand and his PJs. Zero breathing hard trying to catch his breath. Grabs the tissue box. Cleaning Yuki's hand and his own self. Kissing her lightly. "That was different." She said. " "Did you like it?" Zero asks. Yes. I like doing anything with you Zero. "I'm glad babe." He states. Getting up to change his PJs and undies. While he is doing so, Yuki says."We can go back to the way, we where. I am fine now. I Promise Zero." "OK babe." He says Getting back into bed. They fall asleep. Close together.
Four weeks past. Yuki tries to get closer to Zero. Which he is fine with, and always reciprocates. Just every time. She wants to make love. He changes it up and does something different. Never intercourse. Yuki doesn't have a problem with all the new things. They are experiencing together, but she misses the closes the other brings. Also not sure why Zero is doing everything else but that.
Later that evening. Zero comes home early, as he has been the last two weeks. At Yuki's request. They have been spending a lot more family time. Which is loves. He finds himself looking forward to it, each day at work. He is spending more time with the twins. Getting to know their different personality. Ren is very close to Yuki. He is a little mamma's boy. Where Aiko is very independent. He is finally getting closer to them. As it took him a bit. At the start, he was a bit resentful of them. Feeling they caused so much pain. Seeing Yuki with them and all the love. She has for them. Mellowed that out. Plus they are both very cute. He sees himself in them. For the first time. He loved Ai with all his heart. But she was Kamane's. Where these two were his. He can see his own features in them. Which makes him smile. Yuki and Zero put the twins to bed. Then Put Ai to bed. Tucking in her, kissing her goodnight. She loves when the both do that. After leaving her room, Yuki starts pawing at Zero, on the way back to there own room. "Come here." She says, in a sexy voice. She starts unbuttoning his shirt, Kissing his neck. "Your a frisky little one tonight aren't you?" Zero Says. "When you're around. I'm always Frisky." Yuki Replies. She sits him on the bed . Continues to want to take his clothes off. He stops her. When she gets to his pants. He says. " Leave those." Yuki gives him a confused look. He kisses her neck, rubbing her breasts. trying to get her mind off of that. He places her on top of him. Where he just rubs himself up against her. Her wearing her dress and him in his slacks. She moans and tries to go for his belt buckle. Where he lightly grabs her hands. Putting them on his chest. He Continues to rub against her. Making her body want him even more. He keeps going and going till she shudders and trembles, Exploding on top of him, and him inside his pants. She tries to catch her breathe. Still confused at what just happened. After a few minutes. She figures. She better ask. What is going on?
"Zero, Can I ask you something?" Yuki Says. Sure babe. Its been a month now, why won't you just make regular love to me? Zero's eyes widen. I mean. Don't get me wrong, the new stuff is fun, but I miss our closeness the other way. I miss feeling you inside of me. "Sorry babe. I was just trying some new things." Zero responds. Zero please be honest with me. I know your hiding something. I know you very well. Zero sits up in bed, trying to figure out how to say. What he is feeling. "Yuki I love you. Yes, I miss making love to you the regular way also. I just don't want you to get pregnant again." Zero confesses. So that is what this is all about? "Yes, babe." He answers. I scheduled to get a vasectomy next week. "Wait what?" Yuke answers. "Weren't you going to talk this over with me? Ask me? What I wanted or thought?" Don't I have a say?" Yuki Snaps. Look babe. We have two children together. I can't go through. What we just went through. I can't lose you. It's just not worth it to me. "Zero, you don't have the right to take that away from me. I know. What happened was hard and crazy. But still. You know. How much I love children. Your children. We have two and at the moment that's fine. I'm not saying. I want to have another right now. But we live a very long time, I can't say in 50 years. I wouldn't want to have another baby with you." Yuki says." I know but the risk is too high. How about if its twins again? How about if your power never comes back like before. You can't fight and heal?" Zero states. I am sure down the road it will come back. I just can't believe you would make that decision without me. It's so permanent. There are other things to prevent it. "I know, but it can't be condoms. We make love too often. It's too intense sometimes. we would never stop." Zero admits. "There are things. I can use." Yuki says. "I know." Zero replies, "but I would rather be in control of it." "Why? Yuki responds. So you know. I didn't mess with it? OR that I won't trick you or something? Do you really think? I would do that? Zero! " She shouts. "I know. How much you love kids. I also know that you are busy. You could forget or something. It just would be easier for me to get fixed." Zero comments "You are a real Jerk! You know that." Yuki shouts louder as she walks into the bathroom. Shouting from the bathroom. Well, you know what, If we don't have sex. I guess you wouldn't have to worry about it. "Yuki, please. You know that's not an option. I know. You're mad at me right now. But you know. How we are in that department." Zero admits. Yuki walking back into the bedroom. "Yes, I do. I need you. I want you. When you touch me. I can't see straight. Yes, I know. How it is. Just at this very moment, I am so mad at you. All I can say is don't. I'm not going to beg you. I promised myself, a while ago I wasn't ever going to beg you again. All I can say is if you do this. I don't know if I can forgive you. "Yuki says. "You know why I'm doing it. though. Its to protect you, not hurt you." Zero replies. "God! , Zero can't you see. You are hurting me. Why is it every time we want to protect the other one? We only hurt them. I can't do this anymore. Sometimes we just have to let Nature take its course. I am willing to use contraceptives. I just don't want you to take the opinion away forever. I don't think. That is too much to ask." Yuki states. No, babe, it's not. I'm sorry. I just can't picture a world without you. She sits down next to Zero on the bed. I know that feeling Zero." Seeing you in that bed lying there. I couldn't do anything to help. You were slipping away from me. The worse part was, it was my fault. Because I am a hunter and the curse. it almost killed you." Zero Admits. Yuki puts her arms around Zero and holds him tight. "Zero I love you. It wasn't your fault, in any way. We wanted to have a child together. And we did. Two beautiful babies. I know all that you saying. I know. How you felt. I just wouldn't change anything if it meant not having them. They make me so happy. I do wish it would have been a little different. That we could of enjoy the pregnancy and birth. but in the end, it still turned out good." Yuki Answers. "I won't' do it then. If you promise me. That you will use something? If you get baby fever you will talk to me, before doing something?" Zero asks. Yes, I will I promise. I won't be like you were tonight. You could have just talked to me Zero just like right now. You didn't have to say you were doing that. "I'm sorry. I just couldn't help myself. Do you still want to make love to me?" Zero asks. "Hmm even though you're a Jerk at times. Yes." Yuki Smirks. "Can we use the condom in the drawer?" Zero asks. "Yes, that's fine for now." Yuki says. I so wish you would have just done this from the start. "Yea I see your point now." Zero replies. Yuki kisses him passionately. They get under the covers removing their clothes. Touching and loving each other like they use to.