*TAEHYUNG'S POV ON*
"You are so beautiful, Taehyung. Can I kiss you?" Jungkook softly said looking at me with such a fond look. He was smiling brightly, his cute bunny teeth in full display. At that moment, I didn't want anything other than Jungkook's lips in mine. I only know him for two days but I feel something different for him, like if we were meant to be together somehow.
"Y-Yes, you can." I said looking deep into his eyes, a blush creeping on my cheeks.
Jungkook moved closer to me as I closed my eyes. Some seconds after, I felt something soft and warm touching my lips. Jungkook just gave me my first kiss.
He pecked my lips and then leaned back, looking deep into my eyes, a little blush on his cheeks. I was dumbfounded even though I gave him the permission to kiss me but...my heart is asking for more. I want his lips on mine. They are so warm, soft and addictive.
I looked at Jungkook, my eyes big and a crimson colour covering my cheeks.
"Jung-" He cut me off as he closed the gap between our bodies and gluing our lips together. This time it was more than a simple peck on the lips. This time he kissed me gently moving his lips on mine passionately. I stood there not knowing what to do. Butterflies filled my stomach and all I could do in that moment was to close my eyes and kiss him back, even though I don't know how to kiss.
The kiss started to heat when Jungkook kissed me back with more lust and his hands travelled along my nape to my waist and he tightened his grip. I wrapped my arms around his neck to be closer to him so we could feel the warmth of each other's body.
After some time, we backed away from the kissing to catch our breath, a string of saliva connecting our lips.
Jungkook was about to kiss me again when the closet door hanged open with a upset Jimin looking at us.
"The seven minutes are over!" Jimin stood there looking at us from head to toe to see if we did anything.
"How was it guys?" Jin said wiggling his eyebrows at us. Jungkook helped me get on my feet and we sat next to the others. I placed my hand on my mouth so my hyungs wouldn't suspect anything, since my lips are swollen and red.
"I-It w-was..." Jungkook cut me off saying. "It was fun. We talked with each other." He smiled at the boys and side glanced at me.
"Seems like you had a great time there, didn't you Taehyung?" Jimin said glaring at me. What's his problem?
"Yes, it was fun." I said with a muffled voice since my hand was covering my mouth.
Namjoon and Hoseok suspected something might have happened between the two boys because of their swollen and red lips, but then they remembered Jungkook isn't gay. They just shrugged those thoughts away.
"So what do you guys want to do now?" Namjoon said as he yawned.
"I think I'm going to sleep, it's already 10 pm." I said as I stood up and waved them goodbye. "I had a great time with you, see you tomorrow."
"We will text you tomorrow Tae." Jin said waving at me and wishing me a good night. Jungkook hyungs did the same.
"Jung-"
"I'm going to my room too hyungs. See you tomorrow guys." Jungkook said cutting off Jimin words and standing up to catch with Taehyung, that no longer was inside the room.
I was fast walking down the hallway when I heard footsteps behind me. A hand gently grabbing my wrist stopping me from walking any further. "Taehyung..." I turned around at the voice to see Jungkook panting for obviously trying to catch with me. He has a worried expression on his face but he covered it with a small smile.
"Are you ok? If I made you uncomfortable...I'm sorry." Jungkook said leaving his grip from my wrist. The smile no longer visible in his face.
What can I possible say? He is my first kiss and now my head is a mess. I don't know if he is messing with me or if he really does feel something for me since he asked me for my permission to kiss me...what?
"I-I'm fine Jungkook." I said turning around to go to my room.
"I-I'm just confused right now. Let's talk tomorrow." I said walking and not looking behind. Jungkook must be really confused right now but it's best not to talk right now. This is too much happening for me. I mean...a boy I know for only two days just kissed me and I did nothing against it...I gave him permission. I can't blame him either.
I entered my room and quickly changed into my pajamas, brushed my teeth and washed my face all in five minutes to avoid seeing Jungkook when he comes to the room. I guess he waited on the hallway for me to get to bed because of what happened minutes ago. I'm relieved that he is respecting my space and giving me time to adjust and calm down.
One hour later, Jungkook enters the room after a walk around the beach to clear his thoughts and breathe fresh air. He decided to give time to Taehyung and not press the boy into anything since he seemed uncomfortable around him after they kissed, more than kissing, they made out. It was a gently peck on the lips that turned out to be a passionate kiss with more desire.
I was still awake when Jungkook entered the room and slid down on his blankets. I pretended to be asleep. My thoughts were just too loud that I couldn't relax. Neither one of us slept that night...Well, after some hours we eventually fell asleep.
*TAEHYUNG'S POV OFF*
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Two days passed. Two days passed and Jungkook and Taehyung haven't talked yet.
Taehyung has been avoiding Jungkook as much as possible. He wakes up earlier, does his morning routine and goes to his hyungs room. He doesn't see him all day until he goes to his room at night to sleep, where Taehyung is already sleeping on his bed.
Jungkook is awake and is aware of Taehyung waking up earlier and leaving their room to only return at night. He feels sad and rejected because he wants to be near Tae and get to know him. But he is giving him time. He himself is also confused. He doesn't know if he likes him in a romantic way or just in a friend way.
When he was in middle school, there was a boy called Kang Yang. They were really good friends but whenever Jungkook saw him talking to girls, he felt something strange, a foreign feeling running around his body that he couldn't quite describe that time.
He decided to forget that feeling since they were best friends, but when Yang moved to Ilsan, he felt really sad and even cried for days as he missed his friend.
Jungkook isn't gay...At least, he thought that way. He had some girlfriends. They kissed and made out, but he never went all the way with them.
Turns out he is bissexual, but he likes and craves more for men
than women.
*TAEHYUNG'S POV ON*
"Tae. You know, you will have to talk to him anytime soon, don't you?" Yoongi hyung said drinking this beer.
Yes, I have been avoiding Jungkook as much as I can. I just don't know how to face him and just tell him. "Hey Jungkook-ah, since you kissed me that I have been feeling weird and all I want is to be near you?" It's not that easy plus I don't even know if he is gay or if he is only trying out new things. I don't want to be his experience...I want to be special to him...
"I know hyung. I just don't know how to face him or even what to say to him. I feel bad for avoiding him." I said looking down at my lap and fidgeting with the hem of my shirt. I told my hyungs everything about what happened in the closet and they were really surprised. They also told me to give Jungkook a chance... Well, it was Jin that said that.
Yoongi was worried about me because he doesn't want me to get hurt again.
"Just talk to him Tae. You might be surprised at his answers. Just have a great time plus he is from Seoul, if anything goes wrong you may not see him again." Jin said putting one arm around my shoulder to give me comfort.
"I don't agree with Jin, but Tae it's your life. If you are developing feelings for Jungkook then go ahead. Ask him what he feels." Yoongi said standing up from the sand. We are on the beach sitting on the sand watching as the sun slowly fades away in the ocean.
"I will talk to him when I go back to my room. I can't avoid him forever anyway." I said standing up with a determining look. We made our way to a small restaurant just ten minutes away from the hotel to have dinner.
Tonight I will talk to Jungkook and get things straight.
*TAEHYUNG'S POV OFF*
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*JUNGKOOK'S POV ON*
It's been two days and I'm feeling down. I want to talk with Taehyung but he keeps avoiding me. I have been distracting myself all day long with my friends going around the island to see new beautiful places that seem to be designed on a computer. But he is always on my mind, his lips in mine. Everything about him is so beautiful. I can't stop myself from not thinking about him.
Right now, I'm lying on my bed when the door slowly opens up, showing a nervous Taehyung. He peeked through the small gap and saw me on the bed, his eyes widened at me. He entered the room and stood there for some seconds trying to figure out what to say to break the ice.
"H-Hey Jungkook." He said looking down playing with his fingers. I stood up from my bed and walked to be next to him, but keeping a good distance between us. He flinched at the sudden closeness and I took a step back.
"Hey Taehyung. How are you?" I gave him a big smile so he wouldn't feel so nervous.
"O-Ok and you?" He seems to be very nervous. He can't even look up at me.
"Now I'm really good." I said showing him my bunny teeth smile but since he is looking down he can't see it.
"I-I w-want to talk with you." He said rocking his body back and forth trying to say his words. "I-I know I have been avoiding y-you these days and I-I'm really sorry, I'm just confused." I swear Taehyung's stuttering is so cute. He is cute. Everything about him is cute.
"Tae. I'm the one who needs to apologise, I shouldn't have kissed you because now you are uncomfortable next to me." I said, my smile slowly fading away. Taehyung suddenly looked up seeing my sad face.
"N-No no! I-I gave you permission Kook. It's j-just you know...I'm gay and I don't want to develop feelings for someone who is not..." He said looking down again now with a sad expression on his face. Did he just called me Kook? His cuteness will be the death of me.
"Tae...I'm actually bissexual."
"Y-You are?" He looked up as fast as he could at my words. He tried to hide a small smile that was forming in his lips.
"Yes, you don't need to worry. I won't play with your feelings or with you. I'm not like that." I gave him the widest smile I could.
Just seeing the way he is shyly smiling at my words makes me so happy that I just want to kiss him and cuddle with him.
"Let's just hang out and see how this goes. Let's not rush things and see where this leads us. " I said smiling at him.
"O-Ok, I just don't want to end up hurt kook." He said looking into my eyes and smiling nervously.
"I promise I will never hurt you, Taehyung." I smiled at him.
Promises are made to break.
At that time, they didn't know what the future saved for them. Young minds shouldn't promise things.
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