*Hermione's Point of View*
I walked towards the potions class room, my head filled with thoughts. As my knuckle touched the door to knock it swung open and I was dragged into the room. The door slammed shit and Severus's lips crashed against mine. I smiled as he pulled me into a hug.
"I didn't know if you were okay! I was worried sick when you didn't come to class," he whispered into my ear.
"I couldn't come! I didn't want to see anyone so I sat I'm the Dorm until now," I say.
"I am glad you're okay," Snape says kissing me again.
"I'm sorry about earlier. I wish you didn't see that," I say turning away.
"Hermione I am here for you okay? You can tell me anything and I will always support you," Severus says hugging me from behind.
"That's what I am afraid of," I say.
"What do you mean Mione?" he asks.
"Severus there are things I haven't told you and I don't know if I will ever tell you! We both have our secrets and I don't want you to waste your time," I say as a tear rolls down my cheek.
"Hermione I am not wasting my time. And I don't want to have secrets between us. I will tell you everything if I have to," he says.
"Okay," I say going to the cauldron. We work on the love potion again and we both stay silent. Tears continue to roll down my face but I ignore them. After an hour or so Severus breaks the silence.
"Come with me," he says in his Professor voice. I follow him into his office and he holds me against him. I sigh into his chest.
"I love you Severus," I say.
"I love you too Hermione," he replied kissing my forehead. "Now tell me everything," he says sitting on the couch and pulling me down beside him.
"I don't know what to say. My mother and father put me on anti-depressants and I have to take them when I get really upset. Today I had to take them," I say leaning on Snape's shoulder.
"Why are you on anti-depressants?" he asks.
"Well... I... A..." I cannot get the words out.
"Hermione it's okay you can tell me," he says softly.
"I have tried to kill myself 6 times," I whisper. Severus's lips crash into mine and I mentally sigh. I kiss him back as I move myself onto his lap. We kiss for a while and I lay on Snape's chest.
"Hermione I am always here for you," Severus kisses my cheek.
"I know," I say closing my eyes. When I open them Severus is sitting on the at the desk.
"Sev?" I say closing my eyes again.
"Hello beautiful," he says.
"What time is it?" I ask.
"11:45," he replies instantly.
"Ugh I have to go back to the dorm soon," I sigh burying my head in a pillow.
"Or you could stay with me," he smiles. "Tomorrow is Saturday honey."
"Or I could do that," I say sitting up.
"You talk in your sleep," Severus says smiling at me.
"That is creepy or anything Professor," I smile cheekily.
"Well Miss Granger for an 'insufferable - know - it - all' you are very beautiful," Severus says walking towards me.
"For am old man you know how to make a girl feel loved," I say kissing him passionately. Snape grabs my hand and leads, me back to the class room. Together we walk to his bedoom. I step in and smile. The room was covered in Green and Silver decorations.
"Wow," I say looking around the room.
"Its not a lot!," Snape blushes.
"Its amazing," I say sitting on a table. I notice weights on the floor. "You do weights?" I ask with a tone of surprise.
"Yes! I gotta keep my muscles some how," Snape laughs.
"You have muscles?" I say.
"Yes Hermione. I do," Snape says smiling at me.
"Oh," I yawn.
"Shall we go to sleep?" Severus asks me offering me his hand.
"Sure thing," Snape leads me into his bedroom which was also covered in green and silver. "Um Sev.. I didn't bring spare clothes.
" Oh you can wear some of mine," he says going into his wardrobe coming back with a white shirt and shorts. He goes into his bathroom and I dress quickly. Severus comes back in a black shirt and pants. My mouth drops when I notice his muscular arms. Severus climbed into the bed and I followed him. We cuddled and talked for a while.
"Goodnight Hermione," Snape mutters in my ear.
"Goodnight Severus," I whisper. I snuggle in Snape's arms and fall into my first dreamless sleep for a while.
"You are nothing Hermione," Severus yelled at me. "How can you think that a mudblood like you can date me."
"Severus what's wrong with you?" I ask my eyes filling with tears.
"You are the problem mudblood! Crucio," he yells. I scream in pain.
"Hermione! Hermione wake up! Hermione," Snape shakes me. I sit upright and hug my knees crying. "Hermione you were crying and screaming. What's wrong?" he asked.
"Bad dream," I murmur. I hug Severus and cry softly into his chest.
"What happened?" he murmured kissing my forehead. I took a deep breath.
"Well we were in class and you started screaming at me saying I wasn't good enough for me... and I was just a mudblood," I whimpered. "Then when I asked you what was wrong you told me that it was pathetic that I think I could date you... Then you used the 'Crucio' curse on me."
"Hermione I will never hurt you. You are the best thing that has happened to Me yet and I want you in my life," he says softly.
*Severus's Point of View*
When Hermione told me about her dream, dread flooded through my blood. I couldn't believe she had such a horrid dream yet I was the reason behind it.
"Hermione I will never hurt you! You are the best thing that has happened to me yet and I want you in my life," I murmur into her hair.
"I know Severus. I love you," Hermione says rubbing my muscular arms.
"I love you too Mione," I say smiling. I softly place my hand underneath her chin and kiss her passionately on the lips. Hermione moves, not breaking the kiss, and sits on my lap. I hug her and continue to kiss her. She holds my head in place by twirling her fingers into my hair I slowly moved my hand up and down her back. Hermione broke off the kiss and pressed her forehead to mine. I sigh quietly.
"That was... something!" she murmurs.
"That was amazing," I say. I knew three things:
1: Hermione Granger was depressed behind her happy self.
2: Somehow I made her happy.
3: I was in love with her completely.
Guys I know that its strange having Hermione being depressed but don't worry she does get better. Her and Severus will go through so much together and get they will stay strong and maybe even meet up during the holidays!