"well you weren't supposed to find out but me and Cam are dating"
"so let me get this right.. youre dating someone and you're going on a date with him Friday but next Friday youre going to be hanging out with two boys that arent your boyfriend." Jonah says as I sit back at the table
"Yeah I don't see an issue"
"you don't?"
"I really don't"
"I don't trust you around that many boys"
"three boys is not a lot"
"for you someone who's only been around 5 that youre related to its a lot"
"just because when you were in high school you went around with every single girl doesnt mean these boys will"
"what does that have to do with anything"
"let me explain... you are basically telling me you think im a hoe by hanging out with boys when in reality im not the one who's been with everyone in my high school. if someones a hoe here its you so let me live my life and hang out with who I want thank you so much." I say walking away from the table
"dang Jo, are you going to let her talk to you like that" Daniel asks
I roll my eyes and walk to my room
when I go in my room I go on my phone to text Anna
m-im so annoyed with Jonah rn
a-why
m- he basically called me a hoe at dinner
a-omg what
m- yeah I told him how these two boys want me to hang out with them next Friday and that im dating Cam rn and he said he doesnt trust me around boys especially when there not my bf and the week before I was with the bf its really confusing
a- oh wow what did you say
m- well I kinda called him a man whore but in a nicer way
a- you have to be nicer to him
m-why
a- he does so much for you
m-ugh I know but ugh idk
a- well im going to go eat dinner myself bye
I put my phone down and get ready to take a shower
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after my shower I go in my bed and stay on my phone until im tired
while im on my phone I get a knock on my door
"come in" I say
the door opens and Jonah walks in
he sits on my bed and I put my phone down
"what" I say
"im sorry"
"yeah sure."
"I just don't like how much youre growing up. you used to be so scared of talking to boys and now you'll just hang out with them and not care. it makes me sad"
"why does it make you sad"
"its stupid but when mom and dad died I was placed in the 'job' of protecting you and its getting harder. I knew I had to accept the fact that you'd be into guys but I have to accept it faster. youre no longer my baby sister youre like an adult and I don't like that."
"im sorry for what I said earlier I just felt like you were seeing me in a way that I don't want you to see me as and I snapped. I don't think youre a 'hoe' or whatever I said"
"I know you just said it out of anger but youre right. I look back now and remember how awful I was to girls and how I would act like I was into them but then id break their hearts and I don't want that to happen to you. I would kill anyone who even looked at you the wrong way and now youre going to be hanging out with more guys and its just hard"
"I understand"
"are you still mad at me"
"no"
"okay good. now goodnight I love you"
"goodnight I love you too"
he gets up and kisses my forehead before leaving and shutting the door