Hoseok caresses my back with slow and circular movements. I'm laying above him with my head laying in his chest, like we did this days. His apartment became my second home. We often stay here instead of his office, it became too small.
Nobody talked for a while. But I want to say a lot of things and I shouldn't hold myself.
"Hyung" I stand up with my elbows so that I can see him "I need to tell you something"
He incites me to continue
"I initially came to you because I had a problem. I don't think we focused on that because it's still here. I'm good around you but... not with myself, you know? Please help me hyung."