tyler: hey joshie when u drop off my oreos and chips u should just stay here for the night n we can cuddleee!!
after fifteen minutes, i began worrying.
a normal person would think fifteen minutes wasnt a long time.
but you always replied to me right away.
tyler: if you want, atleast
hes just busy shopping, tyler.
calm down.
but i couldnt.
••••
im at my little sisters birthday party and ive had to socialize a lot which i hate all ive been wanting to do ALL DAYY is write and listen to the neighbourhood but noo & now that its getting late and everyones chilled out one of my sisters friends wont leave me alone my god dont u get the hint that i dont feel like talking to people :/ its too loud here and its giving me anxiety and its so messy in this hotel room which is making my fucking ocd go crazy ugh can somebody please take me home