Yoongi, we can't suffering again, hm?
Sana's smile was blooming ever since she entered her campus building. Life never felt brighter than the days she passed with Yoongi these past days. Woke up to immediately found the guy she loves' face in front of her, got a morning kiss, cooked breakfast together, then he sent her to college. Just look at Minatozaki Sana's face lately, she looked more mature and fresher, brighter and more cheerful until her fans were wondering what's gotten into her and she even gained more fans in her campus. The friendly Sana, genius baby Sana, shining Sana and more shining in their eyes.
Little did they know...that Sana was fighting hard to be this current Sana.
"Sana, how's your proposal preparation are you ready?"suddenly Sana's step was stopped by Professor Sihyuk, one of her supreme lecturer in her campus. Sana turned around and immediately bowed to give her respect politely.
"I just need to fix the arrangement Professor, I'll show you the day after tomorrow,"Sana answered with smile still plastered on her pretty face.
"Don't delay that Sana. You have to take co-ass quickly and finish your study, I need you as my assistant,"Professor Sihyuk patted Sana's shoulder and Sana only smiled sweetly, she was on fire even more when one of the supreme lecturer and the biggest hospital in Seoul's Professor depends on her. Ever since Sana entered this campus, Professor Sihyuk already got his eyes on Sana to be a great doctor and if Sana was born with a special skill, he wished she can be a cardiovascular surgeon under his nurture. When Sana's real wish was to be a great anaesthetic but because of the support from her lecturers, Sana was on fire to reach their expectation.
"I'll try Professor, to catch up with the proposal seminar the end of this month,"Sana answered.
"Sana, I know you're catching up with your lesson but as long as my brain remembers, you're a genius human. Ain't you can do everything without studying?"
"What? Yah Yoongi! I'm not studying but I'm preparing my proposal. I want to quickly work like you,"
Sana couldn't hold her chuckle when she recalled with Yoongi who was complaining her for being too busy in front of her laptop all day yesterday. She can do anything without studying? Even Albert Einstein succeed to find E=mc2 formula because he studied too right?
Upon seeing Sana who was chuckling alone, Professor Sihyuk furrowed his forehead,"Sana, are you alright?"
"Oh, pardon me Prof, I'm just happy because even though I skipped the lessons but Professor is still trusting me. I will come to your office the day after tomorrow with my proposal,"
"Of course Sana. I did being waver when you came yesterday, but upon seeing you're successfully catching up with the lessons, I'm sure with my expectation. You're not only smart but you have accurate analysis and your critical thingking is one of the best I've ever found from my student,"
"I will try Prof, thank you so much,"Sana bowed again before she asked permission to head to her class.
"Sana-ya! I saw your conversation with Professor, you made our campus boys frightened,"suddenly Mimi, her campus friend approached Sana who was walking to her class.
"Oh! Mimi. What? Am I horrible? Is that what you mean?"Sana tried to tidying her hair, thinking that her appearance now was horrible.
"No *chuckle*. I mean, they are frightened because their ideal girl is too perfect. Even they have no confidence to approach you, you're far above their level Sana. Pretty, stylish, nice, friendly, genius, our professors' favorite student. Oh thinking about that there's so many guys who admitted they like you but they have no guts to approach you Sana. Don't you feel worry?"Mimi asked.
"Eh? What do you mean?"Sana asked confusedly.
"You will stay alone until graduation! Just forget your boyfriend in America, he won't comeback in a short time right? At least you need to find a date in here,"Mimi winked to Sana and Sana only smiled slightly but she got hurt a little when Mimi mentioned Jimin indirectly.
"I don't need a man, if it's only to fill my lonely days Mimi-ah...,"Sana said without stripping out the honesty inside her heart at all to Mimi.
That's right. In these past two years without Yoongi, without Jimin, Sana had never looked another man. It was lonely indeed and quiet, especially when Yoongi's status was dead before, but Sana chose to be loyal with her heart. For Sana, in her whole life she only knew two man whom entered her heart.
Jimin and Yoongi.
***
From: Mr. Min 😊
Sana, I'm already in your campus. Run, I miss you so damn much.
"Chessy Yoongi! Hahaha,"Sana giggled and quickly jogged down the stairs to her campus parking lot.
From: Mr. Min 😊
I'm hungry L
From: Mr. Min 😊
I want to eat you 😈
Well well these love birds. Look at Sana right now, she was smiling like a fool while jogging to her love. Sana even almost bump into some student when she focused with her phone.
"I-I'm sorry!"Sana said in rush then she jogged again to her red Hyundai car in parking lot.
From: Mr. Min 😊
Sana, one more minute I wait you, I can come out and pick you up then do anything that I think right now even in front of other people.
Sana mentally cursed Yoongi because this guy was really impatient, he did what he want and he is really dominating. But Sana loves all of them. Because Yoongi was impatient when he missed Sana and wanted to see her even when this girl left him just to cook. He did what he want like kissing Sana whenever and wherever he want, even in front of public without care with every pair of eyes on them, or he likes suddenly bite her nape or her shoulder even when she was studying. Yoongi was also very dominating and it was already happening ever since their first kiss in high school. Oddly, in this part Sana was enjoying that, Sana likes a guy who able to conquer her.
Yeah babe, I'll be there and you can eat me!
Sana almost arrived at the place where Yoongi was waiting for her but suddenly her step was halted by someone. Sana looked up to the taller guy in front of her. He smiled gently, very gentle until Sana admitted that this guy was too handsome, ah maybe too cute, or pretty? Whatever.
"Minatozaki Sana medical student right? Hi, my name is Jihoon, I'm architecture student and I really like you!"
"Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
The guy with black sweater and jeans gave Sana a rose. Even though he just gave a stalk of rose but it bloomed perfectly and flawless. Sana accepted the rose with hesitation but she quickly hand down before she reach the stalk.
"I'm sorry Jihoon, nice to meet you but I can't be your girlfriend,"Sana quickly shook her head. Sana admitted that Jihoon is sweet, cute and handsome but she didn't fall to any other guy. As if her heart is already filled up, there's no space for any other guy. Sana gave her sweetest smile to Jihoon, it hurt her a little when she turned down a sweet guy.
The smile in Jihoon's face and his full excitement expression fade away immediately.
"Sorry if I confessed to you so suddenly but I really like you Sana. I fall in love with you. At least, please accept this rose,"
Sana almost accepted the rose when a hand already took the rose and Sana felt her body is wrapped by someone. Sana inhaled the air and she could smell a familiar masculine scent which she likes. When Sana looked back, her face almost meet Yoongi's face who was already standing behind her while loosely hugging her body, his right hand took the rose.
"Thanks. But this girl is taken,"Yoongi smiled coldly to Jihoon. Jihoon immediately caught the meaning from the guy who hugged Sana from behind and quickly forced his smile. He stepped back.
"I see. Well...but I beg you, because I really like you and I think I really fall in love with you...remember my feeling. Just remember, I will be happy enough. Thanks. Sorry for disturbing you, bye,"Jihoon smiled then left Yoongi and Sana. Sana almost call Jihoon because she was feeling guilty for hurting Jihoon's heart but Yoongi quickly spun her around to face him and crashed his lips onto Sana's lips which half agape. Some passing students couldn't blink their eyes when seeing a hot guy like Yoongi kissed the campus' princess. So Sana already has a boyfriend? They thought.
"Yoongi!"Sana was startled by Yoongi's act but Yoongi didn't care, he just focused to suck her soft lips.
"I don't want you remember other's feelings Sana...I don't want,"Yoongi said after he broke the kiss and rested his forehead on hers. Sana closed her eyes and only caressed Yoongi's face with her palms, feeling their rushing warm breath towards each other. Sana smiled.
"I love you Yoongi, don't worry,"Sana said before finally they chose to let go of their embrace then head back to the car.
Yoongi turned aside to Sana who was staring at the street they just passed by. After the last event, Sana fell silent. She was really quiet and didn't speak any word. Yoongi didn't feel too bothered because he usually talk less when together –it was always Sana who was bubbling but with her silent, Yoongi was worried.
Yoongi just didn't know that Sana was thinking about Jimin when Yoongi asked her to not remember other's feeling to her. How can Sana forget Jimin's love? Jimin was the guy who filled her empty days, gave her happiness, gave her heaven, one of the guy she loves. Even until today.
But, my heart is obvious. You're just the other part of me, that should I abandon for the sake of my soul.
*Save Me*
That afternoon as always Sana was chatting with her bestfriend at the corner of her favorite café. With white onepiece matched with black coat and white boots, hair down to her waist and she just wore head band, Sana already took everyone's eyes at the café. Especially the perfect girl in their eyes was always with her super gorgeous and stunning bestfriend. Tzuyu successfully deceived so many people with her still managed great appearance – of course because she could maintain her health- she was so perfect with her tall figure, her skin was fair, her hair was wavy long, she wore barista short uniform which made her looked elegant and hot. Of course Taehyung couldn't hold his hormones, of course there's so many customers who asked her phone number, but Tzuyu always acted cool while facing them. Sana and Tzuyu were really a real double combo than the menus Momo's café offered.
"Sana! Sana? Minatozaki Sana? Yah Sana!"Tzuyu's shout not only gained Sana's attention but also everyone in the café. Sana whose attention suddenly averted to outside the café quickly looked up to Tzuyu who was half standing and bending towards her, staring at Sana with questions. Tzuyu looked outside the window and turned back to Sana again with questioned face.
"Tzuyu, wait. I have something to do!"Sana stood up and quickly stormed out the café. Tzuyu ran after Sana but her steps stopped when Sana approached a guy who immediately smiled when he sees Sana. Whereas it was few minutes ago Tzuyu saw the guy being bullied with some delinquents. But now he already stood up properly, hugged his backpack and smiled ear to ear to Sana.
"Did they rob you?"Sana asked because when she arrived, the delinquents quickly left. Jihoon shook his head firmly with his wide smile. Sana only looked at Jihoon with plain face, she didn't gave much expression but only one thing she need to ensure, that this guy was really not being robbed.
"They were from architecture as well, one year above me,"Jihoon explained.
"Sana, who is this guy?"Tzuyu immediately approached them because she felt that Jihoon has a slight of strong bond with Sana who usually limiting herself from other people especially the new one.
"Oh well he...!"
"My name is Park Jihoon from architecture faculty. I'm Sana's friend,"Jihoon cut Sana's words. Sana only looked at Jihoon without any expression. Friend...yeah, friend. They could be addressed with that because it's impossible for Sana to tell that Jihoon is one of her fans.
"Oh I see. Well, I'm Chou Tzuyu, the person who will strangle anyone who hurt my bestfriend,"
Sana almost burst into laughter when hearing Tzuyu's words. Back then in high school that innocent girl would only smile widely hearing Tzuyu's protective warning, but now the mature Sana found it tickling in her ears. Tzuyu glared at Sana then they bursted into laughter with their foolishness.
"Whoa, fine. You guys are compact. Eum, I think I gotta go because my class will be started. Bye Sana, Tzuyu,"Jihoon bid a goodbye to the girls and left from their sight. Tzuyu quickly turned aside to the girl next to her and threw 'you have to tell me' stare to Sana which she replied with 'should i?' stare. Tzuyu patted Sana's shoulder and heading to the café. When Sana almost turned around and follow Tzuyu, Sana caught a sparkle near her boots. She bend down and took something, a ring.
"Is this Jihoon's ring?"Sana asked while examining the platinum diamond ring which impossible belong to a student like Jihoon. But Sana still wanted to check it on Jihoon. Who knows this ring might belong to him? Sana thought inside her mind.
***
Tzuyu watched her bestfriend who was still standing outside the café, looking at something. Sana never gave her attention to someone too much except if the person forced himself to enter her life. If that person succeed to make Sana ran outside the café and worried it means that something happened and Tzuyu got more suspicious because Sana had never mentioned Jihoon's name. Tzuyu quickly fixed her position when Sana entered the café.
"Well. Jihoon confessed to me yesterday,"Sana said after she saw Tzuyu's gaze which force her to explain what happened.
If five three years ago this girl was still blushing if she talked about things like this, Sana looked calmer and casual. She sipped her half cup cappuccino before she looked at Tzuyu again and opened her mouth.
"He said he likes me. But he wished I won't forget his feeling even though yesterday...yesterday there was Yoongi who stopped him,"now Sana's face looked shy and delighted instead. Tzuyu was so sure because what Yoongi did made Sana's heart vibrated.
"He looked kind and sincere. I won't forget what he said to me Tzuyu. I will be a good friend with him,"Sana smiled. She's sure with what she was talking about. Even though seems like Yoongi won't be happy for this idea. Even though seems like it won't be easy to be friend with someone he likes or likes her. But seeing Jihoon, Sana felt calm and she could feel his kind heart.
"Well, I'm happy that you have more friend Sana. But I beg you, don't ever repeat your past,"
"Tzuyu, I won't change. My life is Yoongi. He's the father of my baby in heaven now. He's my soulmate,"Sana smiled with her own words. How this life already become like she ever wanted. With Yoongi, living with him because Yoongi is her life. The days when everyone thought that Yoongi passed away were really hard for her and like a nightmare. Now she hit the reality. The joyful reality. That the guy she loves is still alive and in this world with her.
Tzuyu was dying to capture the moment. Sana's expression which looked so gentle and full of love. Smiling when talking about the person she loves which able to make the people who heard that also imagine their beloved one. When woman talking and mentioning the name of their love ones, they will looked a hundred times prettier and for Tzuyu, the sight she looked just now was really perfect.
How two years ago Sana didn't looked as lively as now. Tzuyu was thankful that Yoongi is back, but deep inside her heart Tzuyu felt aching for what Jimin suffers now.