Y/n pov
I went back inside the venue and did some things Brian wanted me to do. He looked as if he wanted to talk to me about it, but didn't.
I got tired of him looking at me like a sad puppy.
"What" I asked.
"Nothing" he said.
"Did you know" I asked him and he shook his head.
"Of course not, I only known Isabelle was bad news, I didn't know they was hiding a child of yours" Brian whispered.
"Yep, it sucks" I said.
"I'm sorry you're going through this, Angel must've lost his mind" he said and I nodded.
"Speaking of Angel" I said seeing him coming towards us.
Brian then turned around to see my brother coming over.
"I don't want him near me" I whispered to Brian.
"Y/n let me talk to you" Angel pleaded trying to come over to me but Brian blocked him. "Brian move out my way"
"No" he said.
"What you mean no, you work for me" Angel said shocked.
"Thought we were friends, thought we always said friends before work" Brian said and Angel just shrugged him off of him.
"Brian stay out of it" he told him.
"I'm gonna go and get ready" I told Brian so I can get out of there.
I was in my dressing room going through my phone. I was going through my photo gallery looking at pictures of me and Camila. I laughed at them looking at Camila doing silly faces, but I awed at some with pictures of us kissing or how we would look at each other. I found a video of us when were in my room admiring the beach from my room.
"Babe this is so gorgeous" she told me, she was looking off my patio connected to my room.
I was recording her because when we woke up the light reflected off her so beautiful and I wanted to capture it.
"I'm glad you like the view, it's one of the reasons I brought it a few months ago" I told her. "Also Miami is always a good place to get away"
"It's a beautiful house" she said.
"Thank you" I said.
"Do you walk along the beach often" she asked and I shrugged even though she couldn't see me because I was still laying on the bed she didn't even know I was recording.
"You should, looks like it'll be nice too" she told me.
"Is that so" I asked her coming from behind her sitting my chin in the crook of her neck and she giggled.
"You ok" she asked.
"Yeah I'm just happy we're back together" I told her and gave her a kiss on her cheek.
"Well me too" she said. "Wait do we still count how long we been together or do we have to start over?"
"No I say we still count it" I said with a smile and she turned around.
"Yeah I think so too" she said she stopped and looked at my phone. "What are you doing?"
"What do you think I'm doing" I asked with a smile and she tilted her head. "Ok yes I'm recording it"
"Why are you recording, not that I mind it" she asked.
"I just wanted to record my girlfriend" I told her. "Do something baby"
She laughed and started posing with the peace sign, duck lips, jumping jacks, and then horribly tried to do sit ups. Wow she is mine.
She then got up reaching for my phone, "let me see"
"Why" I asked.
"I want my girlfriend to be in the video too" she said and I shook my head. "Why not?"
"I just don't want to" I told her.
"Not a good enough babe" she said reaching for my phone. "I want the camera to see you too"
I ran around the room as she chased me and I fell landing on my bed and she grabbed the phone. I laid on my back and she crawled on my stomach which I wasn't complaining, holding the phone in my face.
"Now Y/n say hello" she said and I waved.
"Hello" I waved with a smile.
"Now say something about me babe" she said and I thought for a second.
"Nice ass" I said more as a question and that remark got a hit on the arm from Camila. "I'm playing"
"Then come on" she said.
"Ok my girlfriend is this small brunette, most compassionate, smart, and beautiful Camila Cabello, she is really book smart, funny, I love how she rambles about Harry Potter and you just see this dork come out that I love to see, fun fact she has a small mole on her forehead..." she cut me off.
"Ok babe that's enough" she said and we both laughed.
"Alright, So now it's your turn" I said as she gave me my phone. "Now say something about me"
"My name is Camila" and she waved at my phone.
"Karla" I coughed interrupting her.
"My name is Camila" she continued and I smiled. "My girlfriend is no other but the talented, sexy, patient, captivating Y/n Cress. Something about her that many may not know is for first that she's all mine, and she hates Doritos, like seriously she won't eat them something about the smell, but it's cheese, so I don't understand it but that's her. I love when she gets up there on stage and watch her interact and get emotional with the crowd because it means a lot to her. The way when she plays the piano or the guitar just to play it and watching her get lost in it is very intriguing to watch from her, it's like watching her open up without talking."
"That was sweet Mila, thank you" I told her smiling because of what she said of me.
"It's how I feel" she said and I leaned up to kiss her and she instantly reciprocated.
She broke the kiss and held her hand out gesturing for my phone.
I gave it to her and she got off of me and laid beside me. We both was on our sides looking at each other and she was smiling while holding the phone above us and I couldn't help but smile with her.
"And this is us as a couple" Camila said and I kissed her on the cheek.
"And I would appreciate if of you would stop hitting on my girlfriend" I said with a pout.
"It's not fair that I can't kiss you in public and let everyone know you're mines"
She kissed my pout away, "and I be wanting to do the same, you know you have a ton of girls hitting on you"
"But they are not my Mila, I want her now and forever" I said and she blushed.
She held up her pinky finger, "forever?"
"Forever" I said linking my pinky with hers.
"You heard it from us" she said with a loud voice. "This Cress will forever be mine"
"And Camila will always be my girl" I said looking at the phone then Camila's eyes.
We started kissing and it turned to a make out session.
"Wait babe, let me turn the video off" she said.
"Yeah" I said and she turned it off.
I laughed at the ending and smiled to myself. We didn't even finish making out because Brian came to the door telling us it was time to go. I really can't believe I really broke up with Camila, if she was 18 I would've not had a problem with it, but I can't afford for this to get out and I could be thrown in jail.
"Hey Y/n its time to get dress the girls are almost done" Brian yelled from the other side of the door.
"Ok" I yelled back.
I gotten ready and went to go get hooked up. The girls exited the stage and I thanked them all again for opening up for me. Camila wouldn't even look my way, I didn't mean to hurt her, I just wanted her to understand my reason. When they were walking back to change out their stage clothes I softly grasped Camila's arm and seeing how her face changed I quickly retracted it.
"I'm sorry if I hurt you, Camila I am, I just can't do it" I said wanting to continue but she cut me off.
"Just save it" she said looking at me with eyes of anger, but sadness and then she walked away.
Well I tried. She doesn't want to listen to me so be it, I'm not the bad one here, maybe she isn't either but this is how things are gonna be for now. Besides I have a son now, and I can't be getting stuck up on Camila.
After show and M&G
"Sooo that smell is coming from him" I asked aloud as we both were standing up looking at Michael on watching YouTube on my lab top.
"Yeah" he said as we looked on.
"I mean I know, but what do we do about it" I asked him.
"You clean him" he said sarcastically. "I'm guessing he's not potty trained"
"Not sure. Isabelle is he?" I asked her since she was on the other couch on her phone.
"He's getting there" she said not looking up from her phone.
"Well why don't you clean him" I asked her crossing my arms against my chest as a way to rest them.
"How about you do it" she sassed back.
"Because I'm not a pro at this, I don't know what to do" I told her.
"Then this is a perfect opportunity to learn" she said and I shook my head. "Since we're still at the venue take him in for a shower, plus no ones knows you're intersex, so they can't link you to having a son"
"Fine" I sighed. "Come on Brian, let's go clean him up"
"I'm not gonna help you" he laughed.
"Dude" I said.
"I'll come but you're doing it yourself, Y/n you're a mother now" he said and I looked at Michael.
"Alright does he have a bag" I asked her.
"Yeah it's in your bunk" she said and I nodded.
"Alright we'll be back" I told her as I picked up Michael and she blew him a kiss.
Me and Brian walked into the showers of the venue. I put his bag down as Brian tossed me the towels he got for us.
"Ok, I guess I'll wash him here" I said and Brian hit me on my arm. "Ow, what"
"You can't give a baby a shower" he said with a laugh and I was there with a straight face.
"Why not" I asked confused.
"He's still a baby, you put him in the shower he'll basically drown" he said.
"And you're point" I said to him. "He'll still be clean"
He shook his head, "its a bath tub a few showers down, go down there and give him one"
"You got it" I told him as I grabbed Michael's hand. "Come on lets go get you cleaned"
I started taking off his clothes putting them into a plastic bag I had. Luckily he had extra pampers and clothes in the bag.
"Ok we're just gonna get you cleaned up" I said as I took his pamper off. "Damn, you really are my son"
I laughed to myself as I turned on the water. I placed him in the tub and started washing him.
I even put his little toy trucks in there and let him splash the water around with the bubbles.
Its been past 10 minutes and it was time to get him out, which by the way he splashed the water more I knew he didn't.
"Come on buddy" I said with my hands out to him, but he just splashed water on me that got a big spot on my shirt. "That wasn't nice"
He laughed which made me laugh too, he has a big smile that warmed my heart.
"Please" I said with a pout, he shook his head. "I'll get you some ice cream, how bout that"
He instantly nodded his head and held out his arms. I helped him stand up and took the drying towel to get him out the tub.
I dried him off and put him on a pamper and had the drying towel still around him. I turned my head to get his onesie and turned around when I heard little feet moving. It was Michael running away and I hurried up and stood up to chase the baby as he made a left.
"Baby on the loose" I shouted running past Brian and cutting the left corner as he did.
I could hear Brian laughing, he must think this is very humorous.
I was around the corner and I lost him. Great my first time actually being a parent and I lose my kid, just imagine if I was there while he was an infant. I kept looking around and someone tapped me on my back.
"Look who I found" a voice I knew belonged to Lauren.
I turned around and saw she was holding him as he was clutching on his towel.
"Michael you can't just run off like that" I said as I got him from Lauren and he put his head in my neck. "Thank you, his mom would've killed me"
"You're so welcome" she said while playing with one of his hands. "So you found his mom?"
"Yeah" I said with a chuckle. "His mom is Isabelle"
"No wonder he's so adorable" she said tickling him making him laugh in my neck. "Is he staying with you?"
"Yeah him and his mom, for a few days" I said and she nodded.
Michael started shivering as I was talking to Lauren.
"Are you cold" I asked him and he nodded with his teeth chattering. "I gotta go put his clothes on, wanna come with?"
"Yeah" she said and we walked back to get his clothes.
"Thanks a lot Brian" I said.
"Welcome" he said with a wave as he looked back at his phone.
"Ok so put your leg right here" I said to Michael and when he did it wouldn't fit. "I guess you need a bigger size buddy"
"Or do you know, you are trying to put his left leg in the right arm sleeve" she said that and I slapped my dropped my head.
"Wow I'm really bad at this" I said fixing the onesie to the right side and it went right on him.
"You are, glad you don't have any kids, or I would feel scared for them" I laughed as I picked up Michael and tossed his bag on my back.
"Don't worry cause I'll feel scared for them too" I said with a smile. "We should get going to the buses"
We all walked out the venue and Brian was the first in the bus and I walked Lauren to hers even though it was really like a minute walk.
"Thanks for the walk to my bus" she said and I nodded.
"No problem, goodnight Lauren" I said. "Wanna say goodnight to Lauren buddy?"
He looked at her with a sleepy expression, "night"
"Goodnight to you too you handsome boy" she said and favs him a kiss on the cheek. "Goodnight Y/n"
I walked back on the bus and Brian gave the drivers clear to drive. Michael was sleep and was in one of the bunks in the front with Isabelle, who was also sleep.
Me and Brian walked into the back room and closed the door.
"So how you feel" he asked.
"Mad, angry, upset, betrayed, I'm really feeling a lot" I told him as I plopped down on the couch.
"You're a parent" he said as a statement and I nodded. "You trust Isabelle being here?"
"No. But she wouldn't let Michael stay, so I had to ask her to stay for me to get to know him" I told him. "She can try anything at any moment so I'm anxious"
"Ok what about the other thing" he asked.
"Oh the show was great as always" I told him.
"Not the show, Camila" he corrected me.
"You're not mad I lied" I asked him.
"Kind of but no, you being with her made you seem happy. I wondered some days what was it, making you smile everyday"
"You know break ups happen, its normal. I mean I really cared about her and wanted us to work out" I said as he looked at me and I gave out a little chuckle. "I even told her I could see a future with her, funny how things turn out"
"You didn't have to break up with her" he said and I nodded.
"I did Brian, I can't afford I go to jail, at least not now" I told him. "I know I made a mistake breaking up with her just because of that, I tried to apologize to her, but she didn't want to talk to me. Its better if she stays away from me"
"Sorry about Angel being an ass" he said.
"I've grown up with him my whole life, I'm use to it" I said and yawned.
"Alright you should go get some sleep, you been through enough today" he said as I stood up from the couch and he stood up from the other side of it.
It's been two hours and I couldn't go to sleep. It was 2:43 in the morning and I found myself looking at Michael and Isabelle. Michael looked so peaceful, I mean I guess you can say Isabelle was too, but as soon as she wakes up its hell.
In the next few seconds Isabelle started stirring in her sleep and slowly opened her eyes looking at me.
"Why are you staring at me and my son sleeping" she asked rubbing her eyes.
"He's OUR son" I said and she smirked. "Why are you making that face"
"No reason, good to hear you claiming your son" she said and I nodded.
She the got out the bunk and kissed Michael on his forehead and gestured me to do the same thing.
"You sure" I asked her.
"He's your son remember. Yes you can" she said.
I walked closer and gave him a peck on his forehead and closed the curtain and Isabelle and I went to the backroom and closed the door.
We sat down on the couch and had space between us. I gave her a blanket and pulled my on top of me.
"So how was it raising him" I asked her.
"Hard. I was a new born mother and I didn't know what to do with a baby. But then Angel hired a nanny for us and she helped me for like a year and a half and I was ok with it. I never had to work cause of the money. I guess he just always wanted someone there, Michael's a really good kid so he really ain't give me that much trouble" she said and I nodded.
"If I knew I would've been there" I told her honestly and she laid her hand on my left hand.
"I know you would've" she said. "At least you're in his life now"
"So what would he call me now" I asked her. "Would he call me mama?"
She giggled and I did too, "considering you're not fully out yet and you don't want a little boy to call you that in public to bring speculations, I think we should stick to your name for now, just until you know are ready"
"Yeah I get it" I told her. "But would it be so bad, you use to call me that"
She opened her mouth and I laughed and she hit my arm.
"Low blow" she said. "It was fun though, all those times we had sex"
I nodded with a smile, "all that raw and wild sex"
"Remember that threesome we had" she asked and I laughed.
"Don't remind me, and you tried to fight her in the middle of it" I laughed hard.
"She looked as if she was enjoying it too much, so I had to end it" she said shrugging her shoulders.
"All these memories coming back" I said with a small smile.
It was silent then she spoke up, "we could always bring them back"
"Are you being for real?" I asked.
"Why not. We have a child together, it wouldn't be that strange" she said. "Don't be mad at me but I know you called things off with your girl, care to tell me why"
"No I don't, I don't want to talk about her with you, and to clear your curiosity we didn't cheat, its just not our time" I told her and she nodded.
"Well then, back to what I was saying" she said getting on top of me and holding the blanket from falling off her back. "For old times sake"
"I don't know, what about Angel" I asked her.
"Angel has nothing to do about us, just give yourself to me" she said with those seductive eyes.
I contemplated inside my head for a while then aggressively put my lips on hers. We held the kiss for a few seconds til she pulled back.
"That's my Y/n" she smiled and went to my neck.
"Don't talk" I demanded.
It was a long night for us two.
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I woke up to someone slapping me on my face.
"What" I said sleepy.
"Wake up we're here, you been sleeping this whole time" he said and I opened my eyes slowly.
"I have" I said more as a question.
"Must've been some good sex if you slept this long" he said and I sighed.
"Where is she anyway" I asked.
"She went in the venue for a shower, so guess who you're watching" he said with a laugh and the little boy ran to me.
"Hi" he said with a smile I couldn't help but return.
"Hi, little man" and he held up his arms to pick him up and I did.
"So I'll leave you two together" Brian said reaching the door. "And Y/n M&G in 2 hours"
I nodded looking at Michael, "can you wave to Brian"
He slowly waved at him and I smiled. Brian left and it was me and my son. I was on my phone checking emails and stuff for a little and turned my attention back to him.
"Did your mommy feed you" he shook his head and I nodded. "Ok after I get dressed we'll go in to eat"
I got dressed and grabbed his bag and we went into the venue straight to catering. I sat his bag down at an empty table and picked him up as we walked up to the food. I grabbed one plate since I wanted to get his food first.
"Ok what do you like to eat" I asked as I slowly walked us down the line. He then started pointing to random food. "You like macaroni, me too"
I got a small portion of the cheesy pasta and continued going down the line. He pointed to either shrimp or barbecue chicken.
"You want shrimp" I asked and he shook his head and clearly pointed to the chicken.
"Me and you got a lot in common" he clapped his hands.
Michael picked out a few more food before we went back to sit down. I made sure he was comfortable before I left to get a plate of food.
I came back and he was surrounded by the girls except Camila.
"Michael it's so good to see you again" Ally said tickling his belly and I put my food down.
"Y/n why didn't you tell us you kept him, He's is so cute" Normani said playing with his hand.
"It must've have slipped my mind" I said sitting down watching the girls play with him.
"Green" Michael shouted pointing to Lauren and the girls awed. "Prewwty"
"Thank you and yes my eyes are green" Lauren said.
"You think I can teach him to rap" Dinah asked and we all looked at her. "What?Just asking"
"What would a 3 year old rap about" I asked interested in her answer.
"I don't know pampers, legos, baby things" she said and we all laughed as Michael continued eating his food.
"Camila come look whose still here" Ally shouted to her as she walked in.
She looked hesitantly to come over but did anyway. Once she came over she instantly saw Michael and gave him a kiss on the cheek and a hug.
"Well hello again handsome" she said poking his cheeks.
She didn't even look at me one time. I went back to eating but looked up when Normani asked me a question.
"So you never found his mother" Mani asked.
"Yeah um" I was cut off by a hand suddenly laid on my shoulder.
"I'm his mother" a voice I knew well said.
I looked up at Isabelle and gave her an awkward smile before she suddenly kissed me on the lips.
I didn't freak out but when I pulled back I saw the girls look as if they wasn't expecting this and I was with them.
"Um, yeah Isabelle is his mother" I said recovering from the kiss.
"No wonder he's so cute" Ally said.
"Thank you" Isabelle said taking a seat by me.
"We're finna go and eat so we'll be back" Lauren said and the girls went to go eat.
I turned my head to Isabelle who was looking at Michael eating.
"Why did you do that" I lowly asked her.
"I wanted to thank you for last night" she said and I smiled unintentionally.
"I'm glad I It was good for you, but don't kiss me in public" I told her.
"Or you don't won't me to kiss you in front of Camila" she said and I shook my head. "Now I feel jealous"
"What I say about bringing her up" I said rubbing my eyes.
"Ok" she said.
Isabelle went to get a plate and we all ate together and talked mostly about Michael. I had a hour to get ready for M&G so I had to go and take a shower.
"Hey, I gotta go shower and get ready for my M&G, so can you get him til after I'm done cause after that I'm going straight to my soundcheck" I told her.
"Ok, we'll just find us something to do" she said and I got an idea.
"How about you two go shopping" I asked her taking my card out my wallet.
"Are you serious" she asked as I gave her the card.
"Yeah, you're gonna be on the bus for a few days so why not" I said. "Go get you and Michael a few things, I want to do this"
"Ok, but how are we even suppose to get to a mall" she asked me.
"I already got a driver named Cortez ready, he'll take you to the mall and stay with you guys until you're done" I told her.
"Ok, so what's the limit" she asked.
"I say 10,000" I told her.
"10 G? To the mall?"she asked and I nodded.
"Yes Belle now will you go and buy some things for him and you" I said with a laugh.
"Alright thank you" she said.
I wiped off Michael face and took the napkin from around his neck off, he really didn't make that much of a mess. I picked him up and pushed in our chairs and I was gonna come back to throw them away.
"I'll just walk you guys out since I need to get my suitcase from the bus" I said as we were walking out the room.
We made it outside and there were a lot of fans outside.
"Thanks again" she said when she we stopped walking so I can give her Michael.
"You welcome" I said and she leaned in giving me a kiss which I didn't mind.
It was even some paparazzi when we walked to get to the car. They were swarming us asking questions.
"Who is this?"
"Is this your new girlfriend?"
"What happen to Camila?"
"Is this your girlfriend son? We saw you two kiss moments ago. What's going on?"
"Just ignore them and get in the car" I told Isabelle when I opened the back door and watch them get in.
They yelled off and I was met with the flashes blinding me and making my head hurt. I rushed past them and went to go talk to some fans.
They all asked me the same questions.
Who was that and are we together and I kept telling them no. They asked about Camila and I told them we were good friends. I took pictures and signed what they wanted me to. I also gave some follows on Twitter and Instagram. I told them I had to go and went to the bus and grabbed my suitcase and went back into the venue. I walked back in catering to throw the plates away.
I grabbed Isabelle's plate and walked to throw it away and I came back to throw it away but I wasn't looking were I was going and ran into Camila. I had got food on her shirt and felt bad.
"I'm sorry, I didn't see you" I said walking closer to her but she stepped back. "Camila I'm sorry, let me help you clean it off"
"I'm ok, I got it" she said.
She really doesn't want nothing to do with me.
"At least let me pay you for another shirt" I said.
"It's ok I can clean it" she said and I nodded.
"Ok" I said before I finished throwing away the food and walked to the showers.
After M&G and soundcheck
I was in my dressing room when my phone was blowing up. I picked up my phone of the dresser and opened Twitter and saw myself tagged in pictures of me and Isabelle.
I laughed and continued reading the headlines.
Artist Y/n Cress kisses mystery girl outside venue
Is Y/n Cress gonna play stepmom to mystery girlfriend's son
What happened to Camila, Y/n?
I shook my head and locked my phone back.
"3... 2.. 1..." I counted down and Brian came into my room on point.
"You saw the headlines" he asked and I nodded. "You two are kissing in public now?"
"I guess so" I told him.
"So what are you two" he asked and I shrugged.
"We're parents with needs" I said with chuckle.
"You think Angel saw it?"
"Yeah" he said and I nodded. "Cool"
"You really hate him huh" he asked and I nodded.
"I'll be lying if I said I didn't" I said.
"Your feelings are understandable" he said and I nodded. "Have you tried to talk to Camila again?"
"I spilled some food on her and I apologized and wanted to help her clean it but she didn't want my help, so I guess you can count that as a no" I said.
"She'll come around" he said.
"Maybe, but she doesn't have to" I told him.
Me and Brian got done talking and I was in my room and he left and as I was about to go out and get hooked on it was a knock at my door.
I opened the door and it was Camila. She quickly walked in my room and I closed the door. I didn't know what to say to her.
"Um hey" I said.
"I just need to talk to you" she said.
"Ok about what" I asked.
"You told me you didn't love her" she said to me.
"Where is this coming from" I asked her as I leaned on the door.
She ignored my question, "that's why you couldn't tell me you loved me, isn't it?"
I stayed silent not knowing what to say to make her feel better.
"Say something!" she shouted.
"Keep your voice down" I told her not wanting to shout back at her. "Isabelle doesn't have nothing to do with what happen to us"
"Then what, my age couldn't have been the only reason you broke it off" she exclaimed. "We could've made it work"
"No we couldn't. I could've went to jail if any found out" I said.
"But no one knew Y/n" she said with sad eyes.
"I'm sorry" I told her again.
"Did you really have to kiss her in front of me though" she asked me.
"I didn't know she was gonna kiss me" I said looking at her and she nodded.
"I just need you to say it again" she said.
"Say what" I questioned.
"That it's over. Because every time I look at you, I forget that I'm not suppose to feel this way" she said and I started feeling bad.
"Will that help" I asked her. "Camila I'm not gonna say it again"
I didn't want to; it was hard enough I had to do it the first time.
"I shouldn't have came" she said walking towards me so I leaned off the door getting out her way.
I didn't say nothing but watch and as she put her hand on the handle she looked at me.
"Is Michael your son" she asked me and I shook my head.
"No he's not" I lied and she proceeded to leave out the room.
I hit my head against the wall mad at myself. I got out my dressing room and got hooked up and went to perform.
"Thank you West Virginia you guys been a great crowd and I'm forever thankful of the support you guys give me, I love you guys" I said into the mic.
Before I exited the stage I went down the front row high fiving them. I got off stage to be met with Isabelle and Michael clapping as I approached them.
"Hey guys, did ya have fun" I asked as she gave me Michael.
"We did, and let's just say you have a lot of toys on the bus" she said while rubbing her fingers through Michael curly hair.
"That's ok" I told her. "What else you get?"
She looked at me nervous, "Well me and my son have matching Gucci backpacks"
"Um ok" I said not bothered. "I have to go get ready for M&G but after it I can wash Michael if you want"
"Yeah you can. We'll just be on the bus" she said and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
AFTER M&G
M&G was good as always. I came back and washed Michael in the venue and got him back to the bus before we left to the next venue.
I laid with him until he fell asleep and fell asleep myself. I woke up when I felt someone staring at me. I slowly opened my eyes to be met with Isabelle looking at us.
"Creep much" I said rubbing my eyes.
"Awwn look at you two" she said and showed me a picture she took of us while sleep.
"That is cute, send that to me" I said and she nodded.
I crawled out the bunk and jumped up when I stepped on one of his toy trucks.
"Ow, Damn" I whispered yelled so I wouldn't wake him and Brian.
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bottle water out the fridge and met Isabelle in the back room and I closed the door.
"We're gonna have to move his toys into one of the bunks" I told her sitting down by her on the couch.
"Or we can have you driver do it" she said and I shook my head.
"His name is Mr. Hastings and its not in his job description, he's not a maid" I told her and she nodded.
I drank some of my water and put it on the floor and turned my head to see Isabelle already looking at me.
"What's wrong" I asked her.
"Nothing, its just you called me Belle today. I missed you calling me that" she said with a small smile.
"I did?" not aware that I did. "It must've just slipped out"
"You still love me do you" she asked and I moved my neck around and shrugged.
"I don't know" I told her. "Do you love me?"
She didn't answer me but kiss me and I put my hand on the side of her face as a habit to deepen the kiss. I knew I wasn't suppose to, but she does things to me I can't explain.
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Long story short we had sex. We been having sex for the whole week since she has been here. Michael and I have gotten closer, it's safe to say he was comfortable with me and I was getting the use of having him around. 3 days ago we stole a cart from the venue and rode around in it until they caught us, which was fun, Michael was running for his life with his little body, that kept cracking me up.
We stayed in the headlines and they learned of Isabelle's and Michale's name and claimed I was still her girlfriend, when we didn't even know what we were. The news got to Angel and he contacted Brian to have me, Isabelle and our son to stay out in public places, which we didn't care for, but he can't tell me what to do with my family.
Camila still hasn't talked to me, won't look my way, and never is around when I'm with the girls hanging out. On the other hand Lauren and I have gotten closer. I really like her, she sometimes helped me with Michael, and we talk about real world problems that we both agree on.
I got done with my performance and now in my dressing room getting my stuff together before I left. A knock was on my door and I opened it revealing Isabelle.
"Hey where's Michael" I asked as I closed the door after she came in.
"He's with Brian" she said and I nodded.
"Oh ok, so what's up" I asked her.
She aggressively kissed me and I kissed her back. I pulled back to see her eyes filled with lust. I went back to kissing her and picked her up and pushed everything off the dresser before sitting her there. I attacked her neck as she gripped my hair wanting me to bite her sweet spot and I did.
I started taking my shirt off as she was kissing me and I leaned more. Before I fully took it off I stopped.
"Wait, brief pause" I said catching my breath holding up a finger.
She pushed me off of her and I caught myself before I was about to fall and she jumped off the dresser.
"I have a question" I told her. "Answer it and its back to the fireworks and rockets. Answer it right and I'll forget everything you ever done to me, I'll forget how much I loved you and we can start over. I just need the truth, just once"
I said cupping her face and she held up her hand.
"Stop. I already know the question and its answer" she said.
I caressed her face waiting for her to finish speaking.
"Truth is I never loved you," she said nonchalantly and my heart broke. "It was always Angel"
She took my hands off her face and walked out the dressing room while I stood there not being able to move. I can't say I wasn't expecting this.
I finally got back on the bus and when I walked farther in I saw Isabelle and Michael sleep. Brian was on the phone so I just waved at him, it was dark so he couldn't see my red puffy eyes. I sat down in the front room and began thinking.
I don't know how I ended up outside the girl's bus but I had to talk to Camila. I knocked on the door and Mr. Montgomery let me in. I walked further in the back and the girls were in the back.
"Hey" they greeted me and I gave a small smile.
"Hey girls" I said.
"What's up" Dinah asked.
I looked at Camila, " I just need to speak with Camila, can I talk to you?"
She looked at the girls and back to me and nodded her head. We walked to the front of the bus and I closed the doors and sat down in the booth and she on the opposite side.
"Are you ok, you look like you been crying" she said and I gave a small chuckle.
"That's cause I have and needed someone to talk to. We haven't had a conversation since last week and its been killing me and everything that has happened lately I needed to talk to someone and you came to mind" I told her honestly.
"What happened" she asked and I could hear the concern in her voice.
"A lot" I said getting ready to tell her everything that happened since the day I broke up with her.