And I'll be holding on to you by Tommoirwin
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Ashton was never a morning person. He would groan every ten minutes until he couldn't groan anymore because he was fully awake and not tired anymore. He drank coffee, he would check twitter, he would text his mum just to assure her that he was fine -that all of them were fine. He wasn't a morning person but he got by.
This morning wasn't his favourite at all. He had fought with Luke the night before and they still haven't talked to each other, all that was exchanged were heated looks.
Luke was sat in the back area of the bus and Ashton was still in his bunk. Calum and Michael were sharing bunks and lazy kisses and Ashton hated them right now.
He wanted to lazily kiss Luke as well but obviously he was mad at Luke so that wasn't an option.
Ashton turned around and faced the carpeted wall of the bus. His eyes landed on a tiny heart that Luke had drawn on the carpet. Ashton groaned and turned around and expected to be met with the curtain that made the bunk a little more private but instead was met with blue eyes that clearly said I'm going to fucking kill you.
"What is it Luke?" Ashton tried to sound as calm as possible but the fact that Luke was there only reminded him why they had fought in the first place and it was making him angrier.
"I can hear you groaning all the way in the back can you shut up?"
Ashton opened his eyes wide in surprise. He thought Luke was there to talk but apparently not. He scoffed and pushed Luke away from his bunk a little so he could get up. Once he was on his feet he shuffled to the back, locking the door in the process.
He wanted to be alone because he knew that if any of the boys were to talk to him he would probably snap at them and he didn't want that. He wanted to fix the problem not make it worse.
The problem was him though, he knew it and everyone else knew it. He was too jealous and too possessive and it was the reason Luke and him were fighting.
He was jealous because of Michael and Luke that much was clear but he was angry at the fact that Luke had initiated the cuddle session and he was angry that Michael cuddled back knowing that Ashton was just at the end of the couch and all that was separating them was Calum.
He wanted to scream and he wanted to break stuff and he wanted to break Luke. He wanted to show him who he belonged to. He wanted to mark Luke as much as he could so Michael could see and know that Luke was his and that's what he was going to do.
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They were in the elevator now on their way to some bullshit tv show that Ashton had no intention of participating in but of course he couldn't say no. Sometimes he hated saying yes all the time.
The space was too small for all the people in there and he felt like he couldn't breathe, it was tight and uncomfortable.
He looked over at Calum and saw he was on his phone texting someone so he looked over at Michael but he was never met with his face, instead he was met with the back of his neck. When Ashton craned his neck to properly see what was going on, he noticed Michael's face was buried on the crook of Luke's neck.
He wanted to kill.
Ashton went red with anger and his hands were slightly shaking. Luke seemed to caught on with the sudden shift in the air and pushed Michael away from him, clearing his throat in the process. He straightened his clothes and sighed. This was all fucked.
The doors opened and everyone seemed to run out of there. It could have been because it was too tight in there or because everyone saw the obvious anger in Ashton's face and wanted to be far away from that as possible.
Him and Luke were the last ones in the elevator and the air was thick with tension. Luke cleared his throat again and opened his mouth to speak, probably to apologize but Ashton wasn't having any of it. He walked out of the elevator before Luke could even say anything. The younger let out a long shaky breath and prepared himself for what was to come.
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During the show they had to eat several stuff, it was some brunch tv show or something like that, something Luke has never heard of. Michael and Calum were the only ones enjoying the food, they ate most of it. Ashton had said he wasn't in the mood for eating and Luke ate a little before losing his appetite because Ashton kept glaring at him.
They answered some questions--well, Ashton answered most of them. It was an unspoken rule that Ashton would answer the questions and the rest of them would add the comedic effect.
Michael and Calum joked about the food while Luke stayed quiet, his shoulder would brush against Michael's and he would stop swaying because he didn't want Ashton to think that Luke was doing it on purpose.
He was though. He wanted to make Ashton jealous because he loved the feeling of being owned but sometimes Ashton would get too angry and it would ruin the fun for Luke.
During the interview Ashton kept looking at Luke, he would notice how he was looking at his hands most of the time so Ashton had to make sure he snapped out of it and paid attention to the interview.
"Tell Luke to pay attention."
Michael had flinched at the sudden whisper but recovered and signaled Luke to look at Ashton which was the greatest single mistake of his life.
Luke's whole body shivered at the slight smirk that was plastered on Ashton's mouth. It was a fucking warning and Luke knew that. He's seen that smirk enough times to know what was coming, he just hoped he had to strength to keep quiet tonight.
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They were back in the elevator again on their way to the hotel, it was a hotel night and Luke couldn't help but think how everything was going according to what seemed to be Ashton's plan.
He couldn't have been more excited.
He felt his pants tighten and his breath started to come out in short pants. He kept thinking about what was going to happen. What he knew was going to happen. He knew he would either too sore to walk or too sore to sing. Either way he was excited.
Calum and Michael seemed to be wrapped up in their own little world without having any idea of what was going on next to them. Ashton had Luke pinned to the corner of the elevator, his ass slightly rubbing on Luke's crotch. Ashton smirked at the low grunts that were building up in Luke's throat, he chuckled to himself as he felt Luke's hand fly up to grip his waist but Ashton was fast to pull them off. Luke wasn't in control today.
The doors opened and again everyone ran out of there like they were trying to escape the tight air and again Ashton and Luke were the last ones in the elevator. The younger was already sweating and Ashton couldn't have been more happier.
"Go on, walk out with your hands behind you back." Ashton ordered and Luke obeyed. The younger straightened himself and put his hands behind his back, his left hand wrapping around his right wrist.
Ashton admired the sight. He loved how the action made Luke's shoulders look more broader, how much taller and older it made him look but no one knew how much of a mess he was for Ashton.
Luke walked out in silence and Ashton followed behind him, they caught up to Calum and Michael who were play fighting and joking around like they always were and it made Ashton think about how different him and Luke were.
They would always joke around but it wasn't as much as Calum and Michael who were always tickling each other or stealing kisses every now and then or holding hands under tables when they couldn't show affection in public. Whereas him and Luke would always be a bit more calm about it. They spent their days cuddled next to each other or kissing each other or just silently being in each other's company rather than being so out there like Calum and Michael but neither of them complained. Their relationship was different and no one was complaining.
xxxxx
They were handed their bags and their keys to the room and were told to go straight to their rooms. All of them started making their way to the elevators.
Luke was getting tired of getting in and out of so many elevators he just wanted to be fucked already.
He was at the corner of the elevator again while Ashton, Calum and Michael talked about something Harry and Louis had done yesterday. Luke rolled his eyes at that, he was tired of hearing the same 'Louis loves Harry' and 'Harry is so gone for Louis' all the time he was getting sick of the topic.
The doors opened and this time Ashton and Luke were the first ones to get out, none of them looked behind to see if Calum and Michael had gone out as well but it didn't look like it because they couldn't hear anything other than their footsteps on the carpeted floor.
It was obvious that Calum and Michael were still in the elevator, probably making out since they've been wanting to all day. That meant that there was no way they were going to be interrupted at all. That meant Ashton could wreck Luke as much as he wanted. The older boy loved it when everything went exactly as he planned it.
Before long they arrived at their room. Luke waited in front of the door with his hands still behind his back, his arms were starting to hurt but he still kept at it, not wanting to disappoint the older boy.
Ashton stood behind Luke and opened the door, ordering Luke to strip of his clothes and lay in bed.
He walked inside heading to the bathroom, quickly glancing at the room to see Luke doing as he was told, Ashton just radiated proud. Luke would always do what Ashton said and that made the older boy fall more in love.
Inside the bathroom, Ashton dropped his bag on the floor and opened it harshly. He was looking for condoms and lube but only found the lube. He decided to just go with the lube, he was clean and so was Luke so there was nothing to be worried about.
He took his shirt and pants off leaving himself in only his underwear. His anger about the whole Michael and Luke thing had subsided and he was now more concentrated on fucking Luke until he couldn't walk straight for days but he didn't want to forget his previous plan so he made sure to remember Michael's face on the crook of Luke's neck, his hand slightly brushing the skin of his waist. It didn't take long before he got really fucking angry.
He opened the door and walked to the room where he found Luke laying in bed completely naked. His eyes traveled along his toned stomach landing on his dick that was already coated in pre-come. Luke's mouth was slightly opened, small pants escaping his lips.
"Look at you. Already so fucking needy." Luke followed Ashton with his eyes, not daring to move his head in any way. He wanted to stay completely still for the older boy, he wanted to be good for him today.
Ashton crawled on the bed straddling Luke, his thick thighs on each side of his small hips. He made sure to rub his crotch on Luke's dick to make the boy whimper.
Ashton started giving Luke open mouthed kisses on his neck making sure to suck at the skin and mark it with bruises. His original plan was still in full motion and he was going to show everyone that Luke was his.
"Go on, tell me Luke" He says with a low voice. "Would you let Michael do this to you?" And he's biting at Luke's neck now making the younger boy cry out and rut his hips upwards, his dick brushing against Ashton's clothed one and it makes him want to scream, he wants Ashton naked so badly.
"Please Ashton" Luke pants and rakes his nails against Ashton's back leaving harsh red trails on the tan skin.
"What do you want Luke. Tell me." The older boy ghosted his hand over Luke's dick making him squirm at the feeling of some relief. "Tell me Lukey. Tell me what you want." Luke couldn't form words, not when his skin was being kissed and bitten just how Ashton knew he liked.
He thought fuck being good and wrapped his legs around Ashton's waist making the older boy get closer. Ashton's chest so close to Luke's he could feel his heart beating against his ribcage.
"I-I want you fuck me Ashton. Fuck me until I can't walk for days. Fuck me and show Michael I'm yours." That seemed to do the trick because Ashton was now discarding his underwear and crawling back on top of Luke.
He kissed him roughly holding his face in place, his long fingers pressing harshly on the stubbly skin. Luke's hands on Ashton's sides and his legs wrapped around his waist. Everything was too much and Luke's head was spinning and everything was ashtonashtonashton.
Ashton broke the kiss and started trailing kisses along Luke's chest and down to his stomach, biting at the pale skin and leaving slight bruises that he knew were going to raise some eyebrows but he didn't care because that's exactly what he wanted.
His mouth got further down to Luke's thighs, he kissed and bit the skin there as well making sure to mark the boy anywhere he could get his mouth on. His inner thighs were willing victims of Ashton's mouth and soon sported harsh bruises everywhere.
Luke was a whimpering mess. His hands gripped Ashton's hair tightly making the older boy groan and bite harder at the milky skin.
"A-Ashton please" Luke whimpered but Ashton didn't respond. He couldn't take it anymore he needed Ashton's mouth on his dick and he wanted it now. "Daddy please" Ashton stopped biting Luke's thighs and looked at the whimpering boy above him. Luke looked at him with hooded eyes, eyebrows furrowed in frustration, sweat dripping down his temple and mouth slightly opened.
Luke knew what he was doing calling Ashton 'daddy' and it worked because now the older boy's mouth was engulfing his dick with warm wetness and Luke was tightening his grip on the curly hair, whimpering and gasping at the feeling of Ashton's tongue working him expertly.
Ashton's hands were holding Luke's waist down, his grip making the pale skin get red. Luke wanted to fuck Ashton's mouth but the older boy was holding him down. Luke wasn't in control and he knew it but the way Aston's mouth was moving so slowly against his dick made him want to scream.
Ashton hollowed his cheeks and hummed, the vibrations making Luke grip the curly hair more tightly than before. He could feel the heat building in his stomach and he knew he was close.
He keened into Ashton's mouth getting more of a feeling of his throat and the heat of his tongue on the smooth skin and the whimpers became moans and everything was too good and he was so close but the edge of bliss was ripped away from him when Ashton stopped sucking his dick to get off the bed and slick his own dick with lube.
Luke was angry but he knew what was coming next so he couldn't complain that much, he was getting what he wanted but he still wanted to challenge the older boy.
"Why'd you stop?" His voice cracked a little but it still held venom and Ashton only smirked. "You're not coming until I say you are." He fucking regretted ever asking in the first place.
When Ashton got like this he made sure to pleasure Luke in the most perfect way possible, making sure he got what he wanted but stopping and moving on to another thing once he knew Luke was close. It was torture and Luke wasn't looking forward to that.
"No please Ashton don't." But his pleads fell on deaf ears. The older boy had no intention of stopping with his plan.
"Did I say you could talk? Say a word again and I won't prep you" Ashton's words made shivers run down Luke's spine. He knew Ashton had more girth than his long fingers but Luke was just defying the older boy today.
"Michael would prep me" He dared to say and he could literally feel the air shift in the wrong direction. Ashton's hands shook slightly, his green eyes were dark and dangerous and Luke felt like saying sorry and that he didn't mean it but before he could even open his mouth to say anything Ashton was pounding into him without mercy.
Luke cried out and gripped the sheets beneath him so tight his knuckles turned white. Ashton pounded into him so hard his tall body was moving upwards, his head knocking with the headboard.
"Michael would prep you? Would Michael be able to fuck you this hard just how you like it?" Luke never answered he just whimpered and closed his eyes tightly. It hurt but he knew it was his fault, he knew he shouldn't have mentioned Michael at all.
"Answer me Luke!"
Words were something Luke forgot how to form, the hurt was starting to subside and all that was left was pleasure and it didn't help that Ashton was hitting that buddle of nerves that made his back arch from the bed.
Ashton kissed Luke roughly making sure to show Luke how angry he was with just his kiss. It was all over the place and he had bit Luke's bottom lip drawing a bit of blood that he later sucked at. The metallic taste made him spit somewhere in the room.
The air in the room was thick and you could only hear the slapping of skin and the grunts and moans escaping their mouths. Luke was feeling that tightness in his stomach again and Ashton caught on to that. His initial plan out the fucking window. He wanted to make him come so hard Calum and Michael -especially Michael- could hear how great Ashton was making him feel.
He sucked a breath in and started hitting Luke's prostate as hard as he could making the younger boy moan loudly, head slamming into the pillows at the absolute pleasure coursing through him.
"Would Michael be able to fuck you this good? Make you feel this good?" Ashton slammed his hips forward, Luke's back digging into the mattress.
He cried out loudly. He never thought making Ashton this jealous would feel so fucking good. As Ashton continued to push Luke farther away from sanity and coherent thinking, Luke couldn't stop thinking about the fact that he was going to come untouched and that was something only Ashton could do to him.
"Ah fuck" Luke breathed as he kept getting closer and closer to the edge. Ashton smirked and adjusted the angle so he could hit Luke's sweet spot with every thrust. Luke cried out loudly as his body began to tremble with the bed shaking because of what was happening on it. He was sure the bed was about to give out.
Luke's hands released the white sheets beneath him and made their way to Ashton's curls, tugging at them harshly. Ashton moaned and brought his lips to Luke's neck, sucking and biting at the tender skin again, marking him more than he already was. He detached his lips and admired the trail of bruises that the skin was sporting, he couldn't help but smirk. Luke was definitely his and the world -especially Michael- would know this.
Ashton pressed hot, open mouth kisses until he reached Luke's collarbones, he bit at the skin and heard the younger boy whimper at the slight sting.
"You look so beautiful Lukey, I've marked you up so good."
Luke could do nothing but whimper and nod at the older boy. Luke was on the edge and Ashton was there as well. His harsh thrusts lost their rhythm and became erratic.
Ashton leaned his body in to Luke, his hips not losing their velocity, until their stomachs and chests were close against each other. Luke's dick was caught between them, squeezed and rubbed by Ashton's movements. He could feel it throbbing, hot and heavy against Luke's toned stomach.
Luke was so close and Ashton wanted to make him come so hard already, wanted to push him off the edge until his vision blurred and the only thing in Luke's mind was Ashton's everything. He wanted to erase Michael from his mind completely.
"You're mine" Ashton's words finally pushed Luke into complete and total bliss. Luke cried out, nearly a scream, sounding more like Ashton's name but not completely understandable. His body tightened, back arched and he came hard all over both of their stomachs.
With Luke's ass clenched tightly around him, milking him, Ashton was quick to follow. The ball of heat in his abdomen tightened farther before it exploded, the heat spreading everywhere and making Ashton's moans be heard all over the room. He continued to thrust into him prolonging both of their release.
Ashton's hot cum deeply inside of Luke, painting him white and marking him even more as his.
The older boy collapsed on top of Luke. Both too tired to care much but it was a few moments before Ashton pulled out of him and rolled off causing Luke to whine. As soon as he did, he grabbed Luke around his waist and pulled him to his side. Ashton's arms wrapped around the still trembling boy. His face buried in the crook of his neck. He loved being smaller than Luke because he got to hide his whole body in the younger's and it would just feel like home.
"Don't let Michael touch you like that again... please"
Ashton's voice cracked at the last word. He may have been jealous but he was like that because he was too dependent on the younger boy. He made him feel okay and he didn't want anyone to take that away.
Luke smiled to himself and wrapped his arms around the older boy's, he liked that he could easily just wrap his whole body on Ashton's. Sometimes he just liked to be the one to reassure that no one was going steal him away.
They both stayed like that until Ashton was the first to fall asleep, Luke never left Ashton's side the whole night.
xxxxx
The next morning was hell for Luke. Ashton of course was a smirking mess as he walked behind Luke and noticed how he was limping slightly, trying to walk straight but failing miserably.
Luke had blushed furiously when they all met in the lobby. Michael opened his eyes wide in surprise as he took the mess that was Luke Hemmings. His neck was covered in love bites and bruises and bite marks and he had been wearing that white shirt that clung perfectly to him showing his perfect collarbones to the world and also showing the bite marks that covered his collarbones as well.
"What the fuck happened to you Hemmings?" Michael asked wrapping a protective arm around his friend, obviously worried about what had happened to him. Ashton stayed a feet away from them but was snapped to reality when Calum stood next to him.
"Ya know, next time you could have made him wear a sign that says 'I'm Ashton Irwin's property no one touch me'."
Ashton couldn't do anything but smirk. Luke had heard what Calum said and looked back smirking and blushing at the older boy. Ashton was definitely excited that everyone knew now that Luke Hemmings was in fact his.