Lexi didn't show up to school the next day. Not like I thought she would.
Dustin, comes and talks to me.
"Sup?"
"Dustin, what do you want?" I say.
"Nick, where is she? You're here but she isn't. That isn't like you." He says.
"Dustin, she didn't feel like showing up today. And I don't blame her. This place blows." I say, walking away.
I walk out to the smokers area. I don't smoke or anything anymore, but it's nice to be out there with my old friends. And you just smell it all.
Leaving school early to make it to work. I work at L.L. Bean. Where my whole family works.
We've made crazy amounts of money over the years.
I work throughout the night. I'm not supposed to get off for 24 hours.
I text Lexi telling her that I'd see her later.
Tonight is most defiantly the night.
It's really scary having sex with someone that I love.
It's not like I haven't had sex before, like Lexi. But the fact that I really truly love her, is the scary part.