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Fariha pov :
I decided to tell amaan about my past.
There is no one in the library except me and amaan.
There is one question roming in my mind.."how can I say the bitter truth of my life" to amaan.
"Tears are falling downing down from my face "
Amaan come closer to me , he hold my hands tightly ..
By holding my hands ..he slightly pull himself closer to me.
I trust you fariha , please let me know who is zaiden..?? He slowly whispered into my ears..
"He wiped out my tears with his hands"
I look into his his eyes..
I doesn't know why "he was literally crying".
I can see the pain in his eyes..
"His eyes wanted to say me something"
But I didn't guess what they are saying...
Why are you crying amaan..??
Nothing fariha..!! I can't see you crying ..it's hurts me a lot..
Amaan promise me that "it's will be secret between us"..
He press my hand tightly , "i promise you fariha this will be secret between us ".
I gave him a little smile....
*** flash back ***
Zaiden...
Zaiden...he is my "best friend" at my primary school times...
"I had a huge crush oh him".
My family is also aware of my friendship with zaiden ..they too like zaiden very much..
We share everything to each other...we are very close to each other..
Suddenly , "One day zaiden proposed me".
Aww..I felt that" I'm the lucky girl" that "I got my crush as my love".
He hold my hand and kissed my palm gently..
"He promised that he will love me until his death"..he is right he loved me until his death...
I accept the proposal of zaiden ...
We both turn into love birds..
The days passed , our love for each other getting strongest ..
As we got summer holidays..
The last day "we both met at the library"
I'm very upset , zaiden are you going to leave me ..."I'm gonna miss you a lot".!!
No way fariha.."you are my queen"..
I never leave you at any cost baby..!!!
My parents are waiting to see me , so I'm going to see them..fariha
At what time your flight is going to take off to London ???
Tommrow morning fariha..
But , i promise you I will call you daily fariha...
I smile at him ...
We said bye to each other...
Two weeks passed' , we both are in touch..he used to call me daily...
One night "I had a bad night mare".
"Where zaiden is going for away from me "..
"He is never going to mine".
Tears are welled up from my eyes,
I immediately called zaiden .
I cried a lot in phone..hold on "I'm worried about you fariha" ...he suddenly cut the call...
The whole night I didn't sleep..thinking about that bad night mare...
The next morning....
The doorbell rings..I open the door..
What I saw ..he is zaiden..
" I hugged him tightly "..you surprise me zaiden..!!
You came for me...seeing him I cried literally .
He hugged me back..how can't i come for you...my queen is worried about me so, I came for you...
Now say, why did you cried in phone..
Zaiden " I had a bad night mare in that you are going to leave forever"..
Hey calm down fariha ..nothing to worry ..don't worry I will never leave you sweetheart❤❤
My parents invite him..we both spent the whole day ..
"Fariha take care of yourself my love".
I'm gonna miss you a lot my love..
Hey what are you saying..you will back in one week na..??
Yes..!! But I'm worried about you my sweetheart ❤❤..zaiden said ..
He went ..his flight I'd ready to take off..
I hugged him tightly ..at last time..
But , i can felt that something is going to happen...
The next day, my phone ranging continuously...
I answered the call..zaiden friend informed me that ..
"Zaiden is no more..his flight collapsed to mountain"...he is deid.
My hands started to shiver..the phone falls down from my hand..
I fell down on the floor..
My heart stoped beating...I' Felt im going to die..
I cried n cried untill i felt unconscious .
My parents also aware of this news..
They both are sad...my moma come to my room...
Fariha don't cry fariha...it's not your fault , it's your destiny fariha..
Destiny no one can change it .
"I hate myself why should I call zaiden"..
"This is my biggest mistake in my life".
I can't forget this heart break..untill now...everyday it's kills me slowly slowly...
This was my past with my zaiden...
***present***
I started crying thinking of that day..
Fariha don't cry I can't see you crying .
I know it's very sad ...
This is the game of destiny fariha...
Just forget this like a bad dream...!!
No amaan " I can't forget him".
He is my first love ..
I know but you have to move on fariha..
He brings a glass of water..I take a sip..
"You should try to move on in your life fariha ".
Your life is looking ahead for you..
No amaan how can I do this..??
Amaan's eyes are in red..I heard the sound he is crunching his teeths in anger..
Fariha..!!!
He takes his hands from my hands..
He pulled me towards the wall by holding my shoulders tightly..
He sounds in anger..are you mad..??
Why can't you understand ..it's just past you should move on..
Can't you get me idiot..??
"I was in shock by seeing the new angry behaviour of amaan".
I know he is your first love..but he is not your life..
How can i explain you..!!
Why can't you observe others feelings for you..??
Someone is deing for your love..
How could you do this...why can't understand me..
He is looking so angry....
Tears are welled up from his eyes..
He is crying...
Don t be selfish fariha..someone is there for you..!!
He leaves my hands..by kicking the chair..he went out..
I'm so confused thinking that what he was saying..??
Whose feelings..?? I didn't understand
But I afraid of his anger...he is too angry .
He was looking so serious ...
What he is saying..??
I heard the horn sound..of amaan's car.
He started the car..I went and take a sit in Amaan's car..
He doesn't look at me once...
We both reached home..we separated in our ways...he didn't say bye to me..
I feel so sad...
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