I look up at Yoongi and smile.
"I know." I say.
Yoongi smiles and leans down, his lips pressing to mine softly.
When he pulls away I smile and lean my head against his chest.
"I'm sorry about everything." I say suddenly.
"What do you have to be sorry for?" Yoongi asks.
"Just everything that's happened. Me going after Hoseok after you specifically told me not to. Then the whole virginity thing." I say and I hear Yoongi sigh.
"Let's just not talk about that. I don't want to think about the past. I just want to think about the future." Yoongi says as he leans his chin down on the top of my head.
I nod and wrap my arms around his waist.
As weird and crazy as it was, I was falling for Yoongi.
Although I had never been in love before, I just knew.
Whenever I was with Yoongi I could feel the butterflies in my stomach, a feeling I had never had around him before.
I instantly felt happy when he came around.
A feeling that I never wanted to lose this man, ever.
Then I knew, I was falling in love.
...
"So What should we do for the rest of the day?" I ask as I glance up at Yoongi from where my head was rested on his legs.
Yoongi looks down at me, a blank expression on his face.
"I don't know."
I straight face.
"If we don't think of something we'll be bored all day." I groan.
Yoongi looks off then makes a face.
"I got it. We can go swimming." Yoongi says.
"At your house?" I ask.
"Yeah." Yoongi nods.
"Okay, that sounds fun." I smile.
I reach up and grab Yoongi's face, pulling it closer to mine.
He does the rest of the work as he presses his lips to mine.
I move up slowly so I have a better angle to kiss him at.
The small kiss had turned into a make out session real quick.
I gasped as Yoongi squeezed at my side, in which he took that opportunity to do something he hadn't before.
He stuck his tongue in my mouth, clearly wanting to French kiss.
I didn't object, instead I moved to a spot of much more comfort.
His lap.
My hands rested on the sides of his face as he kissed me.
When he pulled back we both breathed heavily, trying to get air once more.
I looked at him to see his cheeks flushed and his lips puffy.
I imaged that's how I looked too.
"So, swimming?" He asks, slightly breathless as he looks down at me on his lap.
"Right." I say, blushing as I quickly hurried off of his lap.
"I'll be down in a minute." I say then hurry towards my room.
My face was on fire.
...
Yoong,,
I watched as y/n sprinted towards her bedroom.
The look on her face drove me crazy.
Her cheeks were tinted red and her lips were swollen from our makeout session.
It was hot.
I swear I was falling more in love with her everyday.
I just wish it wouldn't have taken me so long to realize it.
No I'm crazy in love with her and I'm stuck wondering how she really feels.
At least I know she does have feelings for me or else we wouldn't be doing all the things we do.
"Okay, I'm ready." I hear and snap out of my daze and look up to see y/n standing there in her bathing suit.
I smile and stand up.
"Okay, let's go swimming."
...
"Fuck, it's freezing!" Y/n squeals as she slowly lowers herself into the water.
I grin as I run and cannonball into the pool, causing Y/n to stare at me wide eyed when I came back up.
"How can you just do that? I'm freezing." Y/n says, her teeth chattering.
"The slower you try to take in the water the colder it is." I say and y/n rubs at her arms and breathes in.
"It's too cold." She whines as she slowly moves over to me.
I blink a couple times as she latches onto me and doesn't let go.
"I need your body heat." Y/n says, her teeth still chattering as she held onto me for dear life.
I look down at her and smile.
"Put you head under water so that your whole body can get wet. It'll be less cold that way." I say.
Y/n shakes her head quickly.
"Then it looks like we're both going under." I grin and y/n goes to object but I plummet under the water.
When I come back up y/n is still clinging to me, her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist.
"Why would you do that?" She whines into my neck.
"You're less cold, aren't you?" I ask.
When y/n doesn't say anything I laugh.
"See, I knew it would work." I say.
"I hate you." Y/n mutters into my neck.
"No you don't." I Laugh.
"You're right but I kinda hate you a little." Y/n says and I chuckle and wrap my arms around her back, holding her closer to me.
Her bathing suit made it so her skin was pressed to mine and the feeling made my mind go crazy.
I'm a guy, what can I say?
Of course I wouldn't act on it though, not unless she wanted me to that is.
Besides, I didn't want to ruin the moment with sex.
I just wanted to hold y/n in my arms (in a non sexual way.)
Suddenly, Y/n pulls her head back to look at me then she looks around.
"When do your parents come home?" Y/n asks.
"I'm not sure, why?" I ask.
"I had an idea for later." Y/n says, a grin surfacing on her lips.
My eyebrows raise instantly.
"What is it?"
Y/n smiles and leans her lips to my ear.
What she says makes me perk up in more places than one.
"Skinny dipping."
"Skinny dipping?" I repeat, making sure I had heard her correctly.
"Yeah, why not. I've never gotten to experience that and it seems like lots of others have..so why not. Do you not want to?" Y/n asks.
"No, of course I want to." I say quickly which makes y/n laugh again.
"Okay, then later we can." She says and pecks my lips before getting off of me.
"Last one to that side of the pool has to get in the water first later." Y/n says and darts for the other side.
I swim over quickly but of course, not quick enough.
"I won!" Y/n says, smiling widely.
"Whatever." I grumble, being a sore loser.
Y/n laughs and joins my side.
"Don't be sad, we'll both be naked in the end. You'll just be naked first." Y/n says and I shake my head but laugh.
She smiles and pecks my lips.
"I love you." I say and Y/n looks at me for a moment, as if thinking.
Then she says something I had only ever wished to hear.
"I love you too."
I stare at y/n, wide eyed.
"You do?" I ask.
Y/n smiles and nods.
"Of course I do." Y/n says.
I don't waste a second in crashing my lips into hers.
The Woman I love loves me back and that's all I could ever want.
When I pull back y/n smiles and pushes my bangs out of my view.
"Let's go inside." Y/n says softly.
I could instantly tell what she meant.
"You Don't have to tell me twice."
...
"I love you." Y/n's soft voice mumbles against my neck.
"I love you." I say as I run my hand slowly up and down her exposed side.
Although y/n and I had sex that other time this was different. It wasn't just having sex, it was making love.
It sounded embarrassing to say out loud but really, it was meaningful.
I felt a lot closer to y/n now.
"It's getting late." Y/n says as she moves her head back to look at me.
I look out the window to see that it was already dark out.
"Meaning?" I ask, already knowing but just seeing what she would say.
"Skinny dipping." Y/n says, grinning from ear to ear.
"Are you sure you still want to? You're not too tired are you? Are you feeling okay? Are you-"
"I'm okay." Y/n says softly as she pulls my face to hers and kisses me.
When she pulls back I smile.
"Then Okay, let's go." I say and y/n nods and sits up, grabbing the sheet along with her.
"What? I don't want to leave the house naked too." Y/n says and I laugh and slip on my shorts.
..
When we get outside y/n and I exchange glances then look down at the pool that was glowing with the lights inside.
It was just me, y/n, and the sound of the crickets.
"You first, loser." Y/n says and I groan, wishing she hadn't remembered.
"Go on." She smiles.
I take in a deep breath and pull off my shorts before jumping into the pool.
Of course, it felt weird.
Mainly because the water was freezing cold and touching everything.
"Your turn!" I call out as I break the surface.
Y/n nods before slowly letting the sheet drop, exposing her whole body.
I admired her as she slowly lowered herself into the pool and made her way over to me.
"Still freezing." She mutters and I grin.
"Also, this feels extremely weird." Y/n laughs.
"It really does." I laugh too.
Y/n pushes back her hair, causing her body to lift slightly out of the water, exposing her top half to me.
I wasn't gonna lie, I was turned on all over again.
"Come here." I say and y/n's eyes meet mine before she moves closer to me.
As soon as she gets within arms length I pull her to me, her body pressing to mine.
She gasped as her parts touched mine.
"I think now is a great time for another 'First time'." I say and y/n looks up at me.
"Hm?"
"Pool sex."
[...]