I was lucky I managed to make it out without Yoongi catching me.
That would have been a whole shit storm.
"You look beautiful today as always." Hoseok says as he drives us back to his house.
"Thank you." I say, feeling myself blush slightly at his words.
"My pleasure." He says as he glances over at me.
He then says:
"I'm excited you finally decided to hang out with me. I know we're gonna have lots of fun." Hoseok says, moving his hand onto my knee.
I nearly choked at his sudden action.
As much as I wanted to say something, I didn't.
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When we arrived at Hoseok's house he lead me to his bedroom.
"We can just hangout in here and talk." Hoseok says as he walks over and sits down on his bed.
Instantly, flashbacks of last time popped into my head.
"So, you've never had a boyfriend, huh?" Hoseok asks, looking down at me.
"Nope." I confirm.
"That must be frustrating. You're eighteen and you haven't gotten to experience love. You don't even know how awesome it is." Hoseok says.
"Yeah, it can be a bit frustrating but I'm just looking for the right guy too, I guess." I say.
Hoseok smiles and nods.
"I wish I could relate to that. Everything happened so fast for me that I don't remember what my first Anything was like." He says and my eyebrows raise.
"You don't remember your first kiss?" I ask, taken back.
"No, not really." Hoseok says.
There was something about his tone of voice as he said it but I didn't question it.
"How do you not remember losing your virginity though?" I ask, shocked.
"It's just not that big of a deal to me."
There it was again..
"I'm sure it's different for you though. You want your first time to be special like everyone else, huh?" He asks, looking down at me.
"Of course I do." I say.
"It's not as great as they make it out to be. I heard it hurts the first time for a girl so really, the second time would be even better." Hoseok says.
I was beginning to feel uncomfortable talking about this topic...
"Anyways, what do you like to do for fun?" I ask, changing the subject.
"What do you like to do?" He asks, pointing the question back at me.
"Well, I usually just like sleeping and relaxing." I say honestly.
"I guess that's why you're such good friends with Yoongi." Hoseok chuckles.
"Actually, he's quite adventurous. I sleep more than he does." I laugh.
Hoseok makes a face as if to say "I didn't see that one coming."
"What do you like to do when you're not asleep?" Hoseok then asks, moving closer.
"Hang with friends, I guess."
"Oh, what do you guys do?" He asks.
"Nothing too special. Just sit around and talk or go out and do fun stuff." I say.
He leans closer and closer.
"That's all?"
Closer.
"Yup, that's all."
I could feel the heat radiating off of him.
"You're so sexy." He says, his voice deep.
I could see Hoseok's eyes trailing down to my lips.
I knew if I didn't stop him he'd kiss me.
Yet I couldn't bring myself to tell him to stop.
In fact, as bad as I felt about it, I wanted to kiss him.
Finally, he closes the gap between us.
As he kissed me he held onto my face, trying to deepen the kiss.
I was a bit surprised when I felt something wet and slimy touch my bottom lip.
It was his fucking tongue.
When I felt his tongue move against my bottom lip again, I opened my mouth, squeezing my eyes shut.
I had never done this before so it was all so new and weird to me.
Once again, I was taken by surprise as he pulled me up onto his lap.
My face was burning as everything was setting in.
I was actually french kissing this guy.
When he pulls away, I try to catch my breath.
"Wow." He breathes, making my face heat again.
"You're so good at that." He grins as he pushes a strand of hair behind my ear.
"Really?" I ask.
"Really." Hoseok says as he leans forward and pecks my lips again.
Then he speaks.
"Can I Be honest with you, y/n?" He asks, looking into my eyes.
I nod in response.
"You're the most beautiful girl I've ever met. I really like you." Hoseok says, causing my eyes to widen.
"You do?"
"I really do. I find you so incredibly sexy and beautiful." Hoseok says as he leans forward, his lips getting closer to mine again.
"I want all of you to myself." He says before crashing his lips back into mine.
His hands gripped at my waist as he held me on his lap.
His kissing was sloppy and although it was hard to keep up, I was managing.
He was actually a really great kisser.
To my surprise, I feel him tug at the bottom of my shirt.
I break the kiss and look at him, my eyes slightly wide.
"What are you doing?" I ask.
"I thought this is what you wanted." He says, his lips attaching to my neck.
"I think you're misunderstanding this." I say as I try to push him away from me.
He backs away, looking into my eyes.
"How am I misunderstanding? This is the second time you're here making out with me. Doesn't that mean something?" Hoseok asks, looking at me with a look I didn't understand.
"Kissing doesn't mean I want to have sex with you." I say, my eyes wide in shock.
"What are you waiting for anyway? You're not saving it for anyone in particular, are you?" Hoseok asks.
"No, who would I even.." I trail off.
"Yoongi, perhaps."
As soon as Hoseok says it my head snaps in his direction.
"Of course not. Why would you even think that?" I ask.
Hoseok chuckles as he stares down at me.
"He took your first kiss, why wouldn't he want this too. Why else do you think he's stayed around you for so long? He's waiting for you to give it up." Hoseok says.
My teeth clench instantly at his comment.
"You don't know anything about Yoongi, he isn't like that. He would never use me for something so degrading. Maybe you're confusing Yoongi with yourself." I hiss as I stand up and grab my Phone.
"With that attitude, you'll never get a boyfriend." He says, his voice in a slight Chukcle.
"Yoongi was right. You are a pig." I say before storming out of his room.
I couldn't believe he really was just a giant douche bag.
Seriously, what is wrong with him?
How dare he say Yoongi is just friends with me for something as low as that?
I felt angry all over again Just thinking about it.
Hoseok Really is a fuckboy.
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