Joey Pov
Ii started to get late, me and Shane were sharing a pizza that we order and just sat by the tv cuddling. Then the door bell went on. I sat up, not really wanted to let go of Shane.
Joey: I get it
Shane: okey honey
I gave him a kiss on his cheek and got to open the door.
Matias: oh wow!
Joey: um... Hi Matias
Matias: yeah sorry, it just... Your only in your boxers
Joey: oh, forgot that... So what do you want? You can come in take a seat
Shane: who is is baby?
Joey: it just Matias
Shane: oh dame!
I let Matias in and we got to the living room and sat down.
Matias: strip party?
Shane: no, just hanging out, we just happen to be half nude. I'm sorry we didn't show up, I forgot
Matias: no problem son
Joey: oh! You mean that meaning?
Matias: yeah
Joey: sorry...
Matias: no problem! I don't live so far away from here, it's on the way home from the office
Shane: no shoots today?
Matias: no, you cancel it last week
Shane: oh yeah... Sorry, well it's kind of why I wanted to talk to you
Matias: alright
Shane: it's like this, um... Joey and I have started to build up, really strong feelings and... We are dating...
Matias: well, congratulations boys, that's nothing wrong
Shane: it just that I um... Don't want to fuck other guys then him
Matias: but, when you dated last time you were okey with it
Shane: it just that I want to be in a real and honest relationship, I don't want it to looks like cheating or anything, I didn't mind last time because I was young and needed money, but I'm kind of happy to just do my boy now
I was blushing and rested my head on his shoulder.
Matias: okey... This was a hard thing...
Shane: what do you mean, I'm still doing porn
Matias: I have got a lot recently about agents that have boys that would love to do something with you and it's not a bad prize some of them are paying
Shane: I'm not a whore, I won't let anyone pay to have sex with me, I just make a tape
Matias: you know right that some have been paying you for clips that's not even uploaded... It was just to private videos
Shane: what!? Why didn't I know this!?
Matias: I don't know why I didn't tell you... I just didn't...
Shane: that's sick! I'm not a personal toy for someone that can just be filmed and then to a personal person! I want it up to the world so I can get the money the right way! You here me!?
Matias: yes Shane
Shane: I think you should leave now, don't call us this month we won't do it for a while
Matias: Shane! Your my most populate boy! If you don't role in the money to the company who will? Jack? Jason? Tim? They make like hundred when you make thousand!
Shane: it's all about money for you right? I have a life to, I got feelings and I won't me a little toy for you just to make money! I don't care about money, I have enough to survive the rest of my life without working a shit! But guise what, I like that what I'm doing, but I want to do it my way
Matias: I'm sorry Shane! I won't do the same mistake
Shane: for now on, I'm only with Joey and I will look at the papers before the shoot
Matias: yes Shane
Shane: good
Matias: okey, I send you some papers later by the end of the month that's for you and Joeys things
Shane: sounds good to me
He was about to leave when Matias looked over to me.
Matias: still interested of doing something solo?
Joey: maybe later, I call you
Matias: alright, have a good day boys bye
Shoey: bye!
He left and Shane was mad, but then sad and disappointed.
Joey: baby are you okey?
Shane: no... I need a hug...
I laid my arms around him and let him cuddle and cry out on my chest. I played in his short hair trying to clam him down.
Joey: it's all going to be okey baby
Shane: it's just so sick Joey... I never wanted to do a private video...
Joey: why? I don't really get that...
Shane: well, it's like this... One guy pays a lot of money to fuck. The cameras can both be on and off, you never know. If they on the video gets private and then only gets to the man who was paying and fucking. I get money anyways, they way you get it from is from all the websites that shows the video and then give you money when people are watching it.
Joey: what do you mean about when the cameras can be off?
Shane: they are not on and it's like when you pay a hooker to sleep with you, like in that hooker and just get paid to fuck the guy. I'm not a whore Joey! I never wanted to do it that way, it just wrong! I want to do it the right way...
My Shaney was sad. he got used by his best friend... Just for money... That's really is sick and disgusting.
Joey: you know what Shane?
Shane: what?
Joey: that I love you, and I don't see you as a whore, just my beautiful boyfriend
Shane: aww, why are you so cute?
He kissed me.
Joey: but, why are you still doing this if your have money enough to quit and just live normal
Shane: how boring isn't it to be stifling home and doing nothing? Like one of that crazy house wife's? I want to do stuff, but it never went to collage and I dropped out of school so I will never get a fun job
Joey: who said you can't? What's your dream?
Shane: I want to make a cool movie someday! I want to be an director! Not a porn one, a normal one!
Joey: that why not try? I'm sure you can make the best movie ever!
Shane: really?
Joey: yeah, and in the start, I'm able to be your actor and I do it just for some kisses and hugs!
Shane: aww Joey! Really!?
Joey: yeah!
Shane hugged me tight, please don't get a bonner!
Shane: but how do you think I can start, I have nothing!
Joey: let me help you! I know some people that can help you, my friend Ida is a nurse and she's taking acting classes on the weekends. Her boyfriend is in a band and can make original music. Then you have me, and you that I'm sure have a whole brain of film ideas, and I have herd about this website Youtube that we can upload them!
Shane: that's amazing! Baby your so smart!
Joey: I try!
He kissed my cheek and we got started. Shane looked up some good camera to start with. I called ida and Ashton that both was really exited to make something! Ashton sense like to not be so much of a dough, he and the whole band was on it. Shane made an account on youtube named "ShaneDawsonTV" kind of simple but we both liked it! It was just to get started by now!
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The months passed by great! Shane was starting up his little Chanel good whit some small seethes and stuff. He became the happy boyfriend after all the good support he got from his fans. The videos were funny and always had a point in them what was really good. After that Shane became so happy in his mood, it's also effected his way to be my boyfriend. He always should make up something just to take me out to dinners, movies or carnivals what made me really happy! Our sex life was okey but I don't mind, we may have been super horny like two times, outside our shoots with Matias we had to do then. I didn't mind, I'm happy that Shane is so caring and loving outside sex. People may think we fuck a lot seams we are porn starts but we are just a normal couple. I just really like that times when we can be cuddling by the tv and just randomly fall a sleep. Matias have been really easy on our shoots, we said no to some just because we didn't feel like it, but sure it was our job and did a few shoots.
Toady was one of this days when we just laid in the sofa and cuddle. We were filming Shane's new scratch about self harming so I was kind of tied. Shane's phone went on.
Joey: don't answer baby
Shane: what if it is Ashton or something?
Joey: alright, we said we took a day off today
Shane: just this one time
Joey: your working to hard on this, relax and cuddle with me
Shane: after this call
He got up and I gave him a sad face and he went to the kitchen to answer the call. I took the popcorn we had and started to eat slowly when I paused the movie we were watching. I herd Shane almost screaming to his phone, or if it just him that's talking loud.
Joey: Shaney? Is everything okey?
I didn't get a respond. I didn't herd what he was saying to the phone but it worried me. After a while he came back. Trowed his phone on the couch and sat down with his hands over his face. I sat up to him and hugged him from behind.
Joey: can you tell me what happen?
Shane: it was the fucking cop...
Joey: what did they want?
Shane: they lost John, they have found prof for him in his apartment but his gone...
Joey: do they know he has a houseboat outside San Francisco?
Shane: why haven't you told me that?!
Joey: Shane, I'm sorry...
I was afraid... When Shane's get mad, he gets mad... It happen a few times before and one time it almost broke us up...
Shane: your suppose to help me!! Do you think I want him to find us!?
Joey: Shane, I... I didn't know... I though they had him... It's been a month seams the police been contacted
Shane: fuck Joey, I can't stand you right now!
He went up and in to our bedroom and looked the door after him. I knocked.
Joey: Shane I'm sorry! I will call them right now, please don't hate me because I made a small mistake! I love you
I started to cry... I'm really easy to start crying over things. Shane's mad at me and that's the worst thing I know... He probably sat by his computer with loud music in his headphones to ignore me by now. It sucked that I can't talk to him.
I got to my closet and putted on some other clothes. Washed my tiers away and I went to next door there I know we had a cop friend... I knocked and his wife opened.
Joey: hi, is mr Ran home?
Mis Ran: no I'm sorry, he's at the police station, you can talk to him there
Joey: okey, thank you have a good day
I went out and took off to the police station. It wasn't that long to walk so it was nice just be outside. I was worried about Shane, but he just need some time to cool down. I send him a text so he knows were I were at least.
Joey: going to the police station, I will be back in an hour or so, I love you =* <33
Even thou his mad at me, it will be over, this was a pretty stupid fight, just like the last times. I still love him and I know he will be telling me sorry and we just kiss and forget about it all. I were soon at the police station but after a wile felt something grabbing my arm and something on my face. I started to doze off and my eyes got closed and everything become black.
Shane Pov
I know it's wrong to be yelling at Joey, but I'm dead serious about this with John! I can't let Joey get raped or hurt like Anton was. I love Joey to death and yeah...
I open the top drawer to my desk to just fifth the line of the small box in my hands. Joey is going to be so happy that day I will ask him. I putted the box back in my desk, the one place Joey never looks in, he give me some private that's want I love about him that he see us like two separate humans.
It started to get late and I got down to the flower store beside our apartment building and got five large roses to him, he loves getting flowers and I always give him that to forgive myself to him.
Back home Joey was still not home... I got his text a while ago but... It's been like three hours by now... I picked up my phone and texted him.
Shane: were are you Cutie? I'm really sorry! But your still not home, are you okey? :( <3
I was worried. Ida and Ashton took of to Miami this morning so he can be there... I started to text Gary but he wasn't their needier. I texted my friend at the police but they told me Joey haven't even been their... Were the fuck can he be?
I took Corny and got out to look for him. I tried to call him but he never picked up. I hope his not that mad at me... I looked in his favorite park, Starbucks, clothes stores but nothing. I was really, really worried. Then I got a call. Thank god it's Joey!!
Shane: baby were are you I have been looking everywhere!
??: oh Shane, his with me hehe
Shane: what the fuck!?
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Cliffhanger!
Hope you like it, and don't mind that I may just write two or three chapters more but, like I said writhing wasn't my thing and I just want to end it but I wanted some kind of twist in the end
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/Luke