Porn star BoyXBoy (Shoey)

Part 12

Joey pov

Matias: fantastic work today boys! Get cleaned up and your free to go
Shane: thanks daddy

We got into some robes and went up to clean up and change back to our clothes. I had an eye on Shane. He feel so special in a way, I don't think I see real love from him, just that his a really good friend that helped me under my hardest time, he got me a job and a home.

Shane: ready to get some dinner?
Joey: yeah sure

I easily wiped the thous about Shane away and tried to focus on having a nice dinner with him. we got to a restaurant and sat down.

Shane: so, how did this time go?
Joey: really good, I liked the idea behind it
Shane: me too, I will get Popsicles when I'm horny now haha
Joey: haha, maybe
Shane: but you were good today, not as nerves this time
Joey: thank you, you weren't that bad needier

He smiled and our food came. Then my feelings came back... fuck what is this!?

Joey: Shane, would you mind if I kissed you?

He gave me a confused face.

Shane: why do you want to kiss me? We are making out like crazy under the shoots
Joey: yeah, but just like... a kiss between us two
Shane: oh... well I guise I don't mind, I have nothing against kissing
Joey: I just feel like, that I have to kiss you sometimes you know, your cute and really nice and that
Shane: Joey, I see what your into, but I don't believe in relationships, I'm sorry i don't want to start dating
Joey: I was just asking for a kiss

Shane pulled up my chin and gave me a soft peak on my lips.

Shane: your happy?
Joey: yeah...

I was not, I want to be able to kiss Shane when I want, I guise I do like Shane...

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We came home after dinner, my heart was broken after getting a no from Shane, but I kind of already know that I would be a no.

Shane: Corny we home!

The little dog ran up to is to great us home.

Shane: a movie maybe?
Joey: no thanks, I'm going to bed...
Shane: Joey don't be sad, I just don't like you in that way, I love you as a friend thou, I don't want to ruined that, beside I'm a porn star, I have more guys to fuck and that feels wrong to just bang someone when your dating someone els
Joey: I be okey... I just come over it don't worry
Shane: what can I do to make you feel better?
Joey: just, let me be along for some hours...

With that I leaved to get into my room. closing the door and pulled my back agent the door. I got down to a siting position.

Why? Why do my first ever crush need to say no? can't we at least try? Can't he allowed me to be happy with him. I don't care if he fuck other guys, it's his god dame job! I accept that, it's not the sex part I want, it's that cute times like dates, watching movies long into the evening, cuddling at night and just be able to be with someone special.

I cried into my knees and a soft knock were at the door.

Joey: I want to be along Shane!

He was outside the door, waiting for me to open, but I won't.

Shane: Joey... please...
Joey: no...
Shane: I can't let you sleep like this, want to lay in my bed tonight?
Joey: no thanks...
Shane: my door is open for you... good night

He left and I think he got into his room. Shane hates making people sad and disappointed, I see that on him. I sat by the door leaving soft small thirds on my cheeks. I like Shane, but it won't be more then friendship between us.