This I thought were so useless without her I felt I could not do anything but think of her I dyed my hair red to be twins with her.
because she meant so damn much to me I kind of liked the colour on me a bit but I knew I still missed her she used to always smile and always answer my emails leaving a little hehe at the end of each email she replied to I loved that she used to talk out my problems with me when I was down and that always made me feel better we promised each other we would protect each other and that's what I'm exactly doing for her now and I just want to talk to her to keep her company I requested she would write a story about how we met but she seems to me avoiding it because I have not seen the story of us yet I kept seeing these love story's she kept writing about so I thought maybe that's her thing love story's and that's why it's my thing to but I'm trying something different for a little bit but I know someday she will see how much I miss her and then come back because I'm in the darkness with her a lot trying to pull her out so we can escape together out of it because she actually means the world to me and I never want to forget us or the memories we had together ever and I still think of her everyday and talk about her most of the time sometimes it feels like hell at school and I can't do anything I even am starving myself in heartbreak because I'm so broken up about her leaving me but if she's reading this Ace please come back to me I just want to talk and keep you company no need to hide your life from me I promise I won't tell anybody cross my broken heart just answer my emails ok okay sweet pea sending love