Chu Zhu Yu has been repeatedly thinking all over again of her plan, whether she is really too naïve or not?
If he is an ordinary man, perhaps her chance to be pregnant with the baby is so easy, but the person is Xiao Zhi Zhi, the person who is afraid of the enemies and others. The auxiliary name as big general of the country and that well-known person doesn't like women.
Only to bear his child... ah~, it seems to be an extremely hard thing to do.
The hardest thing is, even at the same residence, she never even once seen the general with her own eyes, not to mention how would be she going to seduce the general!
Truth to be told, inside the residence, there are many maids that are more beautiful, youthful compare to her if really want to seduce those maids are having a bigger chance than her!
When the night came, Chu Zhu Yu was preparing her bed to sleep, when she raised her head she seemed to see someones black shadow, she didn't know since when he has been standing near to her bed.
That person as before wearing the black cloth, his long hair is pitch black but not same as yesterday night because this time he is not wearing Yu Guan instead left down his hair. The gentle soft facial features appear to be so sparkling under the light.
He is the beautiful man who makes her back ached for the whole day!
"You, the rapist still dare to come here!" when they come to meet face to face her eyes are red, Chu Zhu Yu didn't think anymore she grabbed the pillow and threw at him!
"Rapist?" Xiao Zhi Zhi relaxed catching the pillow, that pair of eyes beautifully shining with a wondering look.
"You are the same type of men, women enemy!"
"And then?"
"Simply to say your beautiful appearance tend to look timid and downcast but inside you are a wolf." She kept on cursing him, until she suddenly rushed in front of him and kicked his leg, plus howling—give me back my innocence!
Xiao Zhi Zhi lowered his head, after a while, he spoke: "This is the first time someone said something like this to me."
"If you wanted to admit you are wrong, I could forg..."
His corner of mouth lifted upward and showed his relaxed smiling, in the middle of the night, his laughing voice sounded so clear, at the moment Chu Zhu Yu has already shown her dumbstruck expression. The high mighty fairy seems to be falling into the ordinary human world.
"You are so interesting, very different compared to the others." His hand holding the string of prayer beads, smiled while staring at her.
OMG! He didn't look like to have any self-introspection!
"You... you..." Chu Zhu Yu took a deep breath, "Today you didn't come here to admit your fault, if not, why are you coming today?"
"Drink tea." He said as if it something supposed to be.
Spitting blood! "My place isn't tea house!"
"But I want to drink tea which is brewed by you." He looked so serious when speaking. That pair of sparkling eyes, staring at her seductively.
Chu Zhu Yu just for a moment, she felt her saliva would be drooling down, "Cannot." She tried not to look at his pair of eyes. This kind of eyes really could affect her decision.
"Why?" he seemed to be perplexed when staring at her.
Leaning his body, Xiao Zhi Zhi looked at the person in front of him, he didn't understand why she showed an angry face to him while the other women always showing their affection expression toward him whenever they saw him she an exception.
He moved closer to her, so close till Chu Zhu Yu could clearly see his eyelashes. Yesterday when he hugged her because he was acupunctured her, thus she couldn't even to move and see him clearly. And now when she has already been able to see him clearly, nothing she can say except this man indeed has breathless good looking.
"That's because... because..." wanted to die, under his intense staring, she even difficult to speak but stammered. Quickly, she stepped back for few steps, she firmly said : "Shortly to say, I can't."
He has been observing her for a moment, he frowned because he didn't understand and then he heaved a sigh, "Even if I never did it before, but from the way that person told me, I think it is reliable."
Hah? She starting not to understand what he said, suddenly she felt his face has slowly become bigger and closer, then...
Bang!
Her face turned to be red because her lips pressed by his lips.
Very soft lips, giving her amazed sensation, Chu Zhu Yu felt as if all her blood was rushing and focusing only on her lips now. Her lips feeling hot, while that kind of hot feeling was actually coming from his cold lips.
Was this what so called as kissing? She... she... she has been living for eighteen years but being kissed by someone whose she didn't even know name!
For moment, he finally released his lips from her lips.
"And now, you can brew me a tea." He showed serious looked, not even slightly shown that he has tried to harass her. Moreover he even looked alike refined scholar who entering the tea house in which he had already paid the bill and waiting for his tea to be served.
Chu Zhu Yu was dazzling, perplexing and staring sharply to the man who kissed her, what he said, he did... "You kissed me, just for tea?" her voices raised couple octave.
She even growling out.
"Are you angry?"
"Absolutely!"
"Someone told me that as long as I did like just now, girls will do as I said." He confidently said.
Who said, she wanted to get that person and immediately killed the person! Chu Zhu Yu pissed off.
"Didn't I kiss you enough for long time?" Xiao Zhi Zhi was already trying to bend down his body, look alike to re-try his action once again.
Oh no, wasn't once enough?! "Wait... wait... you, you really serious only want to drink tea?"
He stopped and nodding his head.
"Hm... I am going to brew tea for you but you are prohibited to do something "stupid". She walked quickly, dashing and rushing to take out all her tea set.
Time has passed, Xiao Zhi Zhi finally could enjoy the tea he has wished to drink, while Chu Zhu Yu non-stoppingly glaring at him whom still drinking the tea, his way of drinking the tea is very elegant and indeed he has such good looking features as man. As long as she looked at him, she not even felt tired for bit.
Came to give a thought, it seems that only someone like her who could tolerate his behavior. If it changed to another high classes missy, they might suicide!"Why you looking at me in that way?" Xiao Zhi took a glance to Chu Zhu Yu, slightly narrowing his eyes.
She suddenly remembered something after being watching him.
"Who are you?"
"Don't you know who I am?" He was bit surprised looking at her.
She rolled her eyes. He never told her, how on earth she would know about him. Frankly speaking, the status and someones background is identified from the bright color they wear. Only monks and guards will wear black clothes.
Two times she met him, he wore black thinking about it, he might be a guard. Chu Zhu Yu guessed his status.
He thought for a moment and moved his head "Jue Qing, you can call me Jue Qing."
Geez... She didn't have any interest in knowing his name, but who could tell her, how the situation turned to be like this?
This time when he finished his tea, she directly and straight forwardly asked him to go back.
But who knew he was hugging on her and directly bought her to bed, saying that by hugging her he would be able to sleep. Does he think she is a toy?
"Let me go!" Chu Zhu Yu widely opened her eyes, even though he only hugged her, even they still wearing the clothes, but—- "Hey, don't you know if you act like this I can make report to the court!"
"No one in the court will take the report." He didn't even loosen his hand.
"How can you be so sure?"
"Whatever it is, I am really sure." He is absolutely confident, half of his body already lying on her bed.
"Only you, who able to give me this soft feeling when hugging onto while the others, my hand always loosens up. Very soft body, compared to other women, yours is different."
After listened on what he has said, she has already on fire, "Did you hug many people before?"
"It's not like too many. Only a few before."
"......." Perhaps he was recidivist before! "You can't sleep by hugging onto me! If someone sees, how they would think about me? Let say if I get drown by them and become a ghost, I won't let you off!" Chu Zhu Yu threatened him. But with his soft voice, all the "fierce" atmosphere destroyed.
"No one will dare drown you." His head coming closer to her shoulder near armpit. Desperately, he wanted to smell the radiating scent from her body which mixed between tea scent and her body fragrances. "This is so weird, as long as I am hugging onto you, it eases me to get a sleep."
"Even though you are not hugging me, you still can sleep!" she gave him her fist, pressing to his body but he felt it as if a massage. Xiao Zhi Zhi slept even more comfortably, until he sensed Chu Zhu Yu facial expression darken.
"Can't sleep." He tried to close his eyes and kept on rubbing his head in her chest, "For other people, sleeping is very easy thing to do but for me, it is real hard thing to do. Even when my mind is blank, I stop thinking for moment still, I am very sober."
That kind of feeling no one ever understand, even the court doctor, The Imperial Doctor who came and made diagnosis and giving treatment for him, didn't heal his sickness.
"Shi Fu, why the others are so easy to get sleep while I hardly can sleep." When he was fifteen years old he asked his Shi Fu (teacher/sensei), that person is the famous Zen master, Hui Wu.
"There is a thing, for those which is hard to accomplish but for you it really piece of cake." Hui Wu Shi Fu calmly said : "Jue Qing, as human there is time we lose and also have time gain something, losing and gaining are something so natural."
During that time he had thought about it for seven days full.
"Even though I want to exchange all my possession with what ordinary people have for example sleep, I can't do it." Xiao Zhi Zhi said. Maybe the way he said, there sounded slightly gentle and yet sorrow tone in his voice, gradually Chu Zhu Yu stopped struggling from him.
"Do you know? There was a time I broke my own hand, just wanted to know, whether I could sense the pain or not so I could get unconscious and sleep."
She felt as if there was something heavy pressed on her, " And then?"
"Still not able to sleep, even if I hit until it broke, I was still conscious." He hugged her even tighter.
"Which one... of the hand broke?" Chu Zhu Yu wanted to know.
"Do you want to know?" Xiao Zhi Zhi lifting his head, looking at her.
His black hair moved and slowly slipped to back of his shoulder, cheeks, the forehead which strands of hair obscured his eyes, for moment, she wanted to act impulsive by putting away those hair and see his pair of eyes.
"Want... to know." She licking her dry lips.
"It was left hand." He smiled.
She gazed to his left hand which is being blocked by his sleeves, see nothing that is unusual, "Does it still hurt?"
"Doesn't hurt anymore. It has been healed for long time." He came closer and stuck his face to her, "Do you know? At time when I drank your tea, kinds of scent on your body somewhat it makes my body felt relax after smelling it, at the moment I realized, hugging on you can make me drowsy and want to sleep, you might have no idea how happy I am."
That kind of happiness no word could describe since then, he could feel himself as if he is reborn again, or like finding the most valuable treasure, searching without ending but accidentally found it. Now he understood the original treasure actually really easy to obtain.
"Zhu Yu, you should stay beside me and always company me sleep, won't you?" he murmured softly, his eyes was actually hazy. The way he spoke once sounding like a commanded, once sounded expecting and last beseech.
This... how should she agree! Chu Zhu Yu wanted to refuse. But, looking at his eyes, no words came out from her mouth