Rowoon opened his eyes slowly. He looked around the room with confusion. He sat up slightly. His head hurt and he saw his arm was bandaged.
"Oh you're awake," someone said as they came into the room.
It was a women, she was dressed like a doctor, probably because she was a doctor.
"What happened?" Rowoon asked, not really remembering to well.
"You got into a car accident, a truck hit the side of your car at a four way intersection," the doctor said, looking at the clipboard that was at the end of his bed.
"Wait, where's Chanhee?" Rowoon asked with wide eyes.
"He's in another room, his conditions were more severe. See the truck hit the side of the car, and that side was the passenger side," the doctor said sadly.
Rowoon just looked at the doctor with upset eyes.
"Well I need to see him," Rowoon said, trying to get up, but his head hurt too much.
"You need to rest for now, your condition isn't very bad, No concusion, No internal bleed, just a few bruises and scratches, you'll be let out either tonight or tomorrow morning," the doctor said as she looked down at Rowoon. "Do you hurt anywhere?"
"My head," Rowoon said. "But I don't care about me, tell me how Chanhee is doing."
"He's unconscious right now, we don't know when he'll wake up, we've had to remove bits of glass from his body and he's suffered some head injuries, right now we can only wait till he wakes up," the doctor informed him. "I'll go get you some pain killers for your head."
Rowoon watched the doctor leave as he sat there with tears dwelling in his eyes. It was all his fault, if he hadn't been fighting with the boy he might not have crashed.
"This is all my fault," Rowoon said as he started to cry. He brought his knees to his chest and buried his face into his arms.
Suddenly the door opened again.
Rowoon looked to see who it was. His eyes lit up when he saw him. His brother.
"Hyung," Rowoon said as he started to cry more.
Youngbin just looked surprised when he saw Rowoon in tears.
"Rowoon, what's wrong?" Youngbin said going over to his brother who was on the bed and hugging him tightly.
"It's my fault Youngbin, it's all my fault," Rowoon cried into his brother's shoulder.
"What's your fault?" Youngbin asked, he was really worried.
"Chanhee is hurt, he's hurt really bad," Rowoon said with a sniffle.
"Hey, it's okay, he'll get better," Youngbin reassured as he let go of Rowoon.
"What if he doesn't, I'll never forgive myself," Rowoon said wiping the tears from his cheek.
"He will," Youngbin said.
Rowoon just looked down sadly.
"I need to see him," Rowoon said simply.
"He needs to rest you'll see him tomorrow," Youngbin said to him.
"I can't relax, not being able to see him," Rowoon said sadly.
"I'm not going to help you sneak into his room to see him," Youngbin said with an eyeroll.
"I wasn't thinking that but now you have to help me do that," Rowoon said with a pleading expression.
"No, Rowoon, I'm not-"
"Hyung please," Rowoon begged, looking at his brother with upset eyes.
Youngbin just let out a sigh and combed his fingers through his hair.
"Fine, I'll be back," Youngbin said, glaring at Rowoon before leaving the room.
Rowoon smiled slightly. He was lucky to have a brother like Youngbin.
Rowoon couldn't stop thinking about Chanhee though, he was just so scared that he was very badly hurt. He couldn't help but beat himself up for it too.
Suddenly the door opened again, Rowoon expected it to be the doctor and it was but it was a different doctor.
"Here are those pain killers," the doctor said, this one a man. He handed Rowoon a cup of water and a tiny plastic container with two small pills.
Rowoon's eyes widened when he saw who the doctor was.
"Mr.Kang?" Rowoon questioned with shock.
"You're lucky those aren't pills that will kill you," he said with a glare.
"I'm so sorry sir, it's all my fault, how's Chanhee? Is he alright? Please tell me he's alright," Rowoon said, so filled with emotions he wasn't sure what he was feeling.
"I don't have to tell you anything," Chanhee's father said sternly. "It should be you on that bed unconscious, not Chanhee."
Rowoon just looked down shamefully. He knew he was right, he should be on the bed suffering.
Kang Minhyuk just simply shook his head in anger and disappointment before leaving the room.
Rowoon felt even worst now.
He took the pills quickly, gulping down water to wash it down.
"Rowoon I found Chanhee, he's not doing too well," Youngbin said coming into the room sadly.
"Help me out of this bed," Rowoon said, taking the blanket off his body and sat up on the side of the bed.
"We're going to get in trouble," Youngbin said under his breath before going over to his brother and helping him out of bed.
"Is he far?" Rowoon asked, his arm around Youngbin for support, it hurt a bit to walk but nothing he couldn't handle.
"He's on the top floor, he's got the best room in the entire hospital," Youngbin said, as they exited the room.
"Yeah cause his dad works here," Rowoon said with a bit of irritation.
"Oh really?" Youngbin questioned with a bit of surprise as they got to the elevator.
"Yeah, when you left he came in and was mad at me, he told me I should be the one who's unconscious," Rowoon said sadly, entering the elevator and letting go of Youngbin.
"I'm so sorry Rowoon," Youngbin said as he hit the elevator button.
"It's fine, I just need to see him," Rowoon said with a sigh.
"Are you sure you want to?" Youngbin asked as the elevator went up.
"Positive," Rowoon said simply.
Youngbin just looked at him with a bit of concern.
The elevator made a ding and Rowoon limped out not really wanting Youngbin's help. Youngbin walked beside his brother ready to catch him if he falls.
"This room," Youngbin said looking through the window of the hospital room.
No one was inside.
Rowoon swallowed hard before Youngbin opened the door and held it for Rowoon who made his way in as quickly as he could.
Rowoon looked to see his everything, looking barely alive but also very peaceful. HIs face had bandages on it, his arm was wrapped in a cast, there was an oxygen mask covering his nose and perfect lips.
Rowoon tried so hard to hold back tears. But it was hard when he could only think that their last conversation was a fight.
"I'm so sorry Chani," Rowoon mumbled with a sniffle. "I'm so sorry I put you in this mess."
Rowoon was about to touch Chanhee's face when the door suddenly opened.
Both Rowoon and Youngbin looked back with a bit of fear, but Rowoon was relieved when he saw who it was.
"Yoojin, I'm so so sorry," Rowoon said with upset eyes.
"Rowoon, why are you out of bed, you shouldn't be," Chanhee's mother, Yoojin, said to him with a bit of worry.
"I needed to see him," Rowoon said simply. "I was so worried, I'm still so worried."
"Hey, it'll be alright, he's going to be okay Rowoon, got it, don't worry," Yoojin said to him, putting her hands on Rowoon's shoulders.
Rowoon just looked at the ground shamefully.
Yoojin looked over to Youngbin who was standing there awkwardly.
"Is this your brother?" She asked Rowoon.
Rowoon just simply nodded.
"Have him take you back downstairs and don't worry about Chanhee, we've got the best doctors taking care of him, he'll be okay, I promise," she told him.
"Okay," Rowoon said softly as he slowly went over to his brother. "Let's go."
Youngbin nodded sadly and helped his brother out of the room. Rowoon tried so hard to say strong but he really couldn't. He couldn't live without Chanhee.
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"Rowoon, it's time to go," Youngbin said sadly with his hands buried in his pockets.
Rowoon looked at Youngbin and nodded simply before getting up from the seat in the waiting room.
"You can come back tomorrow, skip school and come here," Youngbin told him.
"Okay," Rowoon said simply. He couldn't help but just want to stay with Chanhee all night, he was so worried about the boy.
"Come on," Youngbin said simply making his way out of the hospital.
Rowoon just followed behind him, keeping his head down.
He followed Youngbin to the car, getting in silently and just started in his lap.
Youngbin looked over to Rowoon sadly before driving off.
"Hyung I'm sorry," Rowoon said softly to his brother.
"For what?" Youngbin asked.
"For overreacting about Inseong, it's really not my problem," Rowoon said.
"It's fine, I shouldn't have kissed him," Youngbin answered.
"And also, can you drive me around for a little while, I don't trust myself anymore," Rowoon said sadly, the lump in his throat forming once again.
"Yeah, I can do that," Youngbin said to him. He couldn't help but feel so bad for his brother.
"Does mom know?" Rowoon asked.
"No, I answered the call from the hospital, I told her it was for me and I had to pick up something from school."
"Okay," Rowoon said simply. "I'll tell her when we get home."
"Yeah, sounds good," Youngbin said simply.
Rowoon looked out the window to watch the buildings pass by quickly. He had a pain in his heart that he just couldn't get rid of. He wanted more than anything to get rid of it.
*Sorry guys it's not that good and real sad but Q and A questions today are from @Rivercrestfallen, it's gonna be open till the story ends, which I think means six more chapters not sure, well enjoy*
-katz
Youngbin why you kissing Inseong for he's got a boyfriend, you got to tell Jaeyoon.
I don't know why I kissed Inseong, I guess I can't really get over him and I'm not telling Jaeyoon, or maybe I should. He'll disown me as a friend if I do though. Inseong and I have agreed to forget it even happened.
Chani when are you going to stop being so rude to your man Rowoon?
Probably never, just kidding, probably when hormones aren't fucking me in the ass
Jimin, why do you only let Jisung have two cookies a week?
Cause he gets really hyper when he has sugar and he has no limit when it comes to sugar, I don't want him to get sick cause it's happened before
Taeyang when your boyfriend says no it means no, don't you get that?
I get that but he low-key wanted it. See what happened after Chanhee and Rowoon left that day he told me he didn't want to have sex so I just kissed him and decided to take care of the situation in my pants by myself in the bathroom thinking about the boy and then I came back and he was like you jacked off didn't you and I was like yeah and then he just laughed and we cuddled so don't worry I know.
Jaemin and Jeno when are you getting your shit together and kiss already?
Jaemin: Never! I'm still mad at him for kissing me, I didn't want to
Jeno: We need to have a conversation about it but right now Jaemin is just mad right now