The warmth woke me up – the person lying beside me with their legs intertwined with mine and the sun shining through my opened blinds. I blinked a few times before realizing my right arm was asleep with yongsun's head right on top of it. She was still out of it, perhaps the orgasm I gave her really took a toll on her. That's what my inner cocky conscious is thinking. I found myself lost staring at her beautiful features. I extend my index finger over to trace against her chubby cheeks then to her chin. Wow. I never saw her in this way and now I can't stop seeing her in this way.
"You are up early." Her words scared me. "What you doing?"
My hand slid down her naked body and cuddled her even closer to me. "Nothing. Just looking at the face of a Yeba"
Yongsun pushed herself away gently before locking eyes with me, "early in the morning you are already insulting me." She pouted, it was adorable.
"How am I insulting you? Yeba means beautiful dummy. Last time I checked, beautiful was a compliment." The bickering with her is something I loved and I don't ever want to stop. I leaned over, lips on her cheek then mouth. "Morning." I said sweetly, let my nose give hers a soft nudge.
Yongsun grabbed onto my face shamelessly and turned my body to be on top of hers, my palms supported me by pushing against the mattress. She kissed me like she meant it. Her lips smacking onto mine as her tongue would occasionally stroke within my entrance. I smirked, giving her the same amount of force and passion before my palm found itself on top of her breast once again. I pulled away, looking at her body under the daylight. I'm glad I'm not a man because I did not want her to have the upper hand and know how turned on I am by her.
"Can you hand me my phone byul? It's on your side." I turned over and reached for her phone. Her phone showed its screen once it senses any object in front of it and I saw a glimpse of her notifications. One that stood out was from of course, eric nam.
She went through her phone a bit as did I. I instantly texted my friend, the one and only that I trust to meet me at lunch.
"Hey, I have to go. I forgot I made plans with eric today." Yongsun didn't hesitate getting up and finding all of her clothes as I laid in bed naked. Obviously I was bitter but I tried my best to suppress it. "Okay." She turned to me as I watched her practically eye fucked me. Yongsun crawled on top of me and gave me one last kiss. "I'll see you later byul."
Fuck. Why does she act like this? If this was just a fuck buddy situation, why is doing all these extra stuff. I'm sure she knows what she is doing and how it is making me feel. I let her leave then had a good twenty minutes of alone time to reflect on all my decisions. I spazzed in bed, screaming at myself. You really fucked yourself up, moon byulyi,
*
Last in the day, I finally got myself freshened up before meeting with heeyeon. We went to our usual café as it was pretty secluded. Once I arrived, I spot her instantly. "Yah, you are always late, yet you are the one who told me to be here at noon." Heeyeon yelled at me as she pushed the drink she ordered for me towards me.
"Sorry, rough night."
"What happened? What do you want to talk about?"
I chuckled. Oh, she is not going to be ready for this. "I really fucked myself up heeyeon. Turns out, yongsun does want me. I let her. I basically am her dirty little gay secret." I said, sipping on my drink as I watched heeyeon blink.
"Excuse me? Miss 'I don't date straight girls who are experiencing'. Miss 'I don't make out with girls in clubs because I don't want to catch feelings'."
"How are those two related to each other?"
"It doesn't. But the point is, you are so fucking weird and you know this will blow up in your face right?"
"Trust me. I do." A sigh came from both of us. She was my best friend aside from yongsun who was also gay and understand me from a different point of view.
"What are you going to do? How are you going to deal with it byul? You don't usually date women with baggage..." She was right. In my previous relationships, I did not date women who were still in the closet or people who are just in their experiencing phase.
"I don't know. You know she's my weak spot..." I said quietly, continue to drink my coffee. "What do you suggest me to do? You've been around more than me." Laughing at my own statement, I can recall all the people that heeyeon had. She was known as the girl that every hoobae liked. It wasn't false, she is a great person. So, she took the chance and did some damage with the younger crowd. Everyone from oh my girls to of course loona.
She thought about it for a second as if she was recalling a similar situation. "Hmm... I really don't know. But I know if you drag this on, you'll get hurt. You have actual feelings for yongsun. I know if she come to you right now and said she wants you, you would drop everything and say yes." Wouldn't that be nice? Yongsun telling me that I'm the one she wants. "But, the likelihood of that happening is almost zero. She's going to have the best of both worlds, eric and you. Also, I'm disappointed that yongsun did this. She for sure knows how you feel. I mean, you never told her but how you act with her? So I suggest you to break it off as soon as possible. Avoid her for a little bit and find someone new to mend your need and heart. You are moonbyul for god sakes, many girls through their panties at you."
That is the best suggestion anyone could give. That's also something I would tell anyone who is stuck in my situation. Will I take it? Most likely not. It's easy said than done. "I got to go to the bathroom." I tried to avoid answering her for now and head downstairs towards the women's washroom. On the way there, you couldn't believe who I ran into.
"Byul-unnie."
I turned my head around to look for the origin of that crisp and beautiful voice. "Ah, seulgi. What you doing here?"
"I'm just picking up an order for my members. I lost the rock paper scissor." She flashed her famous smile at me. God she is adorable. "What about you?"
"I'm actually here with hani, she's upstairs and I was going to go to the bathroom. It was nice running into you though. Let's meet up sometimes?"
She nodded, "I just changed my phone number. Do you have your phone? I'll add my new one to it."
I handed her my phone as I watched her fondle with it. I watched her as I thought about the first few times that I've met her. She was this shy girl who had all the respect to give. We grew closer because she was this girl I wanted to protect. Then we were on this idol drama show together, it just solidified our friendship. Since she is from one of the big three company and the only girl group that actually come out with songs, it's been hard for us to reconnect. Would you say I had a little crush on her? Perhaps, but I would never admit it to anyone else who asked.
"Here you go. Text me. Bye." She waved before heading out of the door. I looked in my phone, she had not only changed her phone number but her name as well – seulgi <3.
I didn't think much of it before doing my business then heading back to my friend. "Guess who I just ran into? Seulgi. She is actually the cutest"
"Really? There you go. A cute girl who you can date." Heeyeon said right away.
"What? She's not even gay(?)" I said it as a statement first before questioning her, "is she?"
Heeyeon started doing some investigation work on her phone before speaking, "I think she is. Well at least bi. I think something went on between her and Irene? I'm not too sure but go for it! At least she's single."
"Stop." I chuckled before shaking my head.
"Hey, just come out to the club with me tonight. We'll find someone for sure." She suggested.
"Maybe. I'll let you know."
We had hung out all afternoon, talking about everything between our problems and made plans to hang out again before my phone beeped. "Who is it?" Heeyeon asked as she watched my brows frown at the sight.
"Yongsun."
"What does she want?"
"She asked if I could go to her place to help her with some furniture."
Heeyeon laughed. "Wow she stereotyped you. Calling a lesbian to help her with furniture. Are you going?"
"Yeah..." I answered quietly, ashamed of myself.
"Here it goes. The viscous circle. Call me when you need my byullie. I'm sure you need my moral support." Honestly, I am grateful for heeyeon.
"I'll text you."
We bid our goodbye. I head towards yongsun's place as I thought about what she had want. Everything had changed as I would usually help her with things like this, but now I feel almost weird. What did you expect? I scolded at myself for all my past behavior and choices.
Once I arrived, I opened the door naturally, something me and yongsun are used to doing. But I walked in to a sight of something I am not used to – yongsun kissing her man.
"Hi. Is this a bad time?" I asked, interrupting them. I swear I didn't want to meet eric, at least not now.
"No. I'm actually leaving. Thank you for helping yong with her furniture. I would stay myself but I have an event I must attend to." He smiled at me before heading towards the door to put on his shoes. "Bye babe, see you later. Thanks for today, it was fun. Bye moonbyul." I didn't respond, only fake smiled and nodded.
I looked over at yongsun who made her way to me shamelessly. "Your boyfriend haven't even made to his car and you are already all over me?" I said harshly as she wrapped her arms around my waist.
She chuckled, thinking I was joking before kissing my lips tenderly then moved away. "Don't put it like that babe. Come, help me." She tugged on my hand before pulling me towards the parts of this table she had ordered not long ago. I remembered because I was the one who helped her picking it out.
"So what did you do today after I left?" She asked. Why would she ask me that? She didn't usually ask me that, or did she? Well she never asked me in that tone
"I just hung out with hani. You?" I replied with a monotone before putting her furniture together following the diagram.
She hummed as she watched me, "just stayed in with eric. Nothing much of anything else."
"Cool."
She instantly noticed something was wrong, "should I not talk about him around you?"
"What?"
"It seems like it's bothering you. Or should we just stop. I don't want us to split up because of this..." Yongsun said as she tilt my head to face her.
I froze for a second before I dropped her furniture, crashing on top of her and kissed her with all my might. I tried to show her that 'I didn't care', but I feel like all I am presenting is how much care I have for her. I stripped her out of her clothes quickly before inserting my fingers in her. This is what she wanted, wasn't it?
I can hear her moans coming out of her mouth as her arms clung onto my neck. My finger started to move directly within her cunt, thumb played with her clitoris as my lips started to kiss her neck, marking her. If I couldn't have her whole, then I want to showcase my dominance. Yes, very mature moonbyul. My tongue traced against patches of skin on her neck as I suckled a little harder, matching with my finger thrusts. I inserted one more finger, now three moving with her thirsty womanhood, wanting more by producing her juice to coat around my digits.
"Fuck!" She was twitching, her pussy quivered around my fingers before tightening up, releasing her fluids. "Wow... You.. You really know how to hit my spot, byul.."
She said, kissing my lips before moving away. I brought my hand up, licking her juices down before watching her pull on my hand covered in saliva and her juice before sucking it sexually. At the sight of her sucking on my fingers, licking in between the two of them, a moan came out uncontrollably. Once she finished, she started to play with my clothes, "it's your turn."
Instantly, I pulled away. "I don't feel like it right now." Quickly, I resumed my furniture building. I can see from the corner of my eyes that she was frowning.
"That's not fair."
"Maybe later." I stalled. I really don't know what has gotten into me. I can't even control my own actions anymore; I am acting upon impulse. I am screwed...
a/n
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