DAHYUN'S POV
May 08
It wasn't told to me, but hearing the word 'disease' scares me. There are a lot of simple diseases, but there are also complicated ones. I don't know if it's a simple or a complex one. I wanted to believe that everything that just happened earlier is a bare lie. I wish it was a nightmare, but it's real. Everything is real. I was awake when it was said.
Whatever the outcome is, I promise to be stronger and braver. I promise that I will take in whatever the result is. I promise it to myself because I'm not the only person counting on myself. There's Jimin and my kids; Jihyun and Minhyun. I will be the best version of me for my loved ones.
xoxo,
Dahyun.
I closed my eyes and sighed after writing to this diary that Dr. Jung gave me. I felt Jimin behind my back. He's smiling as always. His hands are warmer than before. "Let's go to sleep, 'kay?" I nodded and stood up from my working table. He led me to our bed and we laid there. I don't know why I can't sleep. I faced to his direction and just stared at him. His eyes stared back at me. "Is something bothering you?" I didn't answer him. I just continued staring at his godly face. I don't know how will I thank Him for giving me this man for eternity. He cupped my left cheek using his right hand and caressed it in a very gentle way as if I'm something so fragile. "Can't sleep?"
"I'm worried." I told him. He smiled softly.
"Stop worrying. There's nothing to worry about." There is, honey. There's a big thing to worry about. It may change out lives forever. "It's been a long day. You should sleep."
"I can't." He nodded and suddenly stood up from our bed. I sat and asked where is he going, but I received no response. When he came back, he's already holding a guitar. He sat on our bed and told me to lay down. He started strumming his guitar and sang a lullaby for me. Seeing him do this kind of thing makes my heart flutter for the nth time. He never fails to make me smile and feel loved. I am that thankful of him.
His voice calms down my soul and it makes my eye shut. I didn't even know how I slept, but the last thing I felt before sleeping is his moist lips against my forehead.
*
"Dr. Jung told me that we're getting your results by 12th of May. Is that okay with you?" I flashed a smile and nodded at Jimin. "See you later, hon." I kissed him and then bid my good byes to my kids before going to work. My leave is now over and I have to go back to work or else Tae oppa is going to kill me.
I hopped in my car and drove myself to the company. I learned driving with Joon oppa's guide. He's great at driving and whenever we have outings, it's automatic that he has to drive us there. It's great to have him around, though. Oh and his arranged fiance, Jeongyeon unnie, is such a funny lady to be with. They own a shopping mall and she showed me around the mall. I never knew a mall like theirs exists. It's just so huge. I like her for Namjoon oppa. I just hope that he likes her, too.
I arrived at the company a little later than what I expected. I'm about 15 minutes late because of traffic. I should've left our house earlier. The guard greeted me from the outside. The employees started saying hello to me once I stepped in. I had to smile back at them until I reached the elevator. Oh gosh, smiling is so tiring, but I heard it's a good exercise for the face and it shows positive vibes to other people as well, so I guess I have to keep on smiling.
"You're late." I saw Tae oppa as soon as the elevator's doors opened. I pressed the close button again, but Tae oppa held the doors and told me to get off. I sighed and stood in front of him. I lowered my head. "What are you doing here, Dahyun?" He asked in an authoritative voice.
"M-My leave is over--"
"Who told you that?" I surprisingly looked at him. He looks so serious.
"It's been 120 days, oppa. I'm sick of staying inside my house--"
"You won't go to work unless I tell you to." He again cut off my words. I sighed. Whenever he says something, I'm always the loser. "Go rest inside my flat. I'll schedule your work day--"
"Oppa, that seems unfair to other employees." I said, but he just raised a brow. "I'm just your employee as well. You must treat me the same way you treat the others." He just nodded and placed his hand on his pocket. Does this mean that I win?
"Okay, whatever." I smiled because I finally won over him. At last! "Bring your kids over later."
"What for?" I asked.
"Family dinner." He answered. I just nodded and asked what time will the dinner take place. "Around 6 PM? Bring your family over, alright?"
"Is Namjoon oppa going to bring Jeongyeon unnie, too?" He said yes. I smirked and poked Tae oppa's chest. "Are you going to bring Sana unnie?" I teased him. His serious face didn't change, but I kept on teasing him over and over again. Oh gosh, they've been flinging for about so many months already! Why don't they just get married since it seems like they really have feelings for each other? "Yah, oppa, you have been making love with her every night inside your office! Don't tell me that--"
"It's just a fling." He said. "I'll bring Tzuyu over, okay?" I'm shocked. Why would he bring Tzuyu unnie over instead of Sana unnie? That's a bit rude for Sana unnie. "She's my fiancé and she has her own fiancé." They're playing with their own fiancés, for goodness' sake. "What?" He raised a brow.
I sighed and shook my head no. "Nothing. I'll go now." He nodded and stepped inside the elevator. "Where are you going, oppa?" I asked.
"Sana's place." He answered and closed the elevator's doors right away. I was about to say something but the doors were shut tight already. Oh, wow. Just wow! I went to my office and greeted my secretary outside my office.
As soon as I enteres my office, I placed my bag aside and stretched before doing any work. Oh gosh, this is going to be a long day again!
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JIMIN'S POV
I started shaking the rattle to make Minhyun calm down, but she won't. She kept on crying. I already checked her diaper if it's full, but it's not. I figured out that she might be hungry for Dahyun's milk, so I asked Eunwoo to drive me to the company.
"You look stressed." He said and laughed. I frowned and just ordered him to take me to Dahyun immediately because her babies are crying so much. "Since when have they been crying?" Eunwoo asked. He's driving as fast as he can so that these two will stop crying. It's bad for them if they keep on tearing up.
"About 10 minutes ago. Good thing you're free."
"You should've told Dahyun to leave some of her breastmilk. Like you know, transfer it to a baby bottle, so that you won't have to go to Dahyun in case of emergencies like this." Eunwoo is right. I should've done that. He knows a lot more than me.
"How did you know that?"
"I had to take care of my niece before." We arrived at the company right away. Before stepping in, I asked Eunwoo if he can go back to our house and gather all the baby stuff that I need. "You should give me my service fee when I get back."
"Do it for free." I smiled and then threw him the house keys. I rushed inside the elevator and tried my best to calm the twins. I wish nothing bad will happen to them if they keep on crying. I wish they're just hungry.
I reached Dahyun's office in no time. I asked her secretary if she's inside. He said a yes, so I knocked and entered.
"Oh? Honey," she stood up. I know that she heard the twins' cries soon, so she ran towards me and took Minhyun. Jihyun is crying as well, so I asked if she can breastfeed the two at the same time. She looked drained when I asked her that, so I thought of what Eunwoo told me. She unbuttoned her shirt and started breastfeeding Minhyun. She stopped crying once she received her mom's milk. "You look like you can't handle their cries." Dahyun chuckled.
"Do you have a cup or something?"
"What for?" She asked.
"I'll transfer some breastmilk and feed it to Jihyun."
"Where did you get that idea?" She asked. She probably wants to laugh at what I said.
We both heard a knock on the door. It's been somehow 15 minutes since Eunwoo left. I opened the door and peeked at who's outside. It's Eunwoo. Just as what I expected to see.
"Can you give me the baby bottle?" I asked. He gave me a blank face and looked for the baby bottles inside the bag that he brought. He gave it to me, so I thanked him right away and asked Dahyun. I had to lock the door, so she can comfortably do it.
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