Ethan's POV
I wake up in a hospital bed wondering how I got here, expecting to be dead and gone. I then see a Doctor.
Doctor Marcia: Hello Ethan, I can see you have woken up.
Ethan: Why am I here!?
Doctor Marcia: Your friend Mark brought you here, Mark, Mark Fishbach.
Ethan: what?!
Doctor Marcia: Yes, he should becoming around 9:00 - 9:30 we have a limited time for the visitors to see our patients.
I start to cough up water mixed with my blood the doctor grabs a trash can and sits me up my lungs feel like they were closing in on me I could barely breathe. She puts the mask back on me and walks out the room.
Marks POV
I wake up seeing what time it was it was 8:02 I jump out of bed and take a shower and put on my clothes, brush my hair and put my glasses on, everything then came back to me on what happened yesterday. I sigh. I get in my car skipping breakfast, and drive to the hospital to see Ethan. I was quite early when I arrived. It was 8:15 I had to wait until 8:50. While i was waiting I decided to go and get some balloons and a bear that said "Get well soon" I arrived just in time.
Doctor Marcia: Mark Edward Fishbach.
Mark: here!
I bring the bear and the balloons to the room I see Ethan laying with his head back, I sit in the seat next to the hospital bed and put the balloons on the opposite side of him. I hear him speak, for the first time in forever.
Ethan: M-mark..?!
Mark: E-Ethan?! It's me, it's me.
The doctor walks in telling me of what happened.
Doctor Marcia: Apparently Ethan did a suicide attempt and if you weren't there after another 5 Minutes he would have completely been dead. So we thank you for saving his life Fishbach.
Mark: N-no thank you.
Doctor Marcia: Well, I'm going to go and let you guys do what you need to do.
Mark: okay thank you.
I sit back down near Ethan and caress his cheek.
Mark: Ethan, if you can hear me cause your lungs you can't really speak but.. I want you to know, I don't hate you and I love you, I really do, I found out Amy has been keeping us apart, away from each other, once you get better we can fix your career and go back to normal. I love you Ethan.
Ethan: I-I lo-vve you t-ttoo Ma-rkimoo.
I take off his mask for a second getting closer to his lips kissing then softly he kiss me back softly as well I then put back on his mask.
Mark: Well, I have to go Ethan they are gonna call me out in a few.
Ethan: stayyy...
I smile. I hold his hand caressing the top of his hand with my thumb. I play with his hair. Ethan looks at me and takes my glasses and puts them on him. I giggled.
Doctor Marcia: Mark, you're out of time, any last sentences you would like to say before you go?
Mark: I love you Ethan.
I walk out of the hospital and go home I sit on the couch and set up the camera wanting to tell everything that's been going on.
Mark: Hey guys, I know this isn't my proper intro, but I have something serious to talk about. These last few days have been rough, I want to tell you now don't hate Ethan I don't hate him at all Amy started this all by lying to me and saying Ethan never liked me and was using me for views and money. I found out just yesterday that Ethan tried.. he tried.. a suicide attempt.
A tear rolls down my eye.
Mark: I saved him from drowning and I want you to know Ethan is starting to get better, And everybody who unsubscribed, subscribe again. For him please, I care about Ethan so much! So-so p-please.. have mercy on him. I don't know what I'm gonna do with Amy, Katherine isn't here she's with her family but she'll probably see this, so please, Don't hate Ethan.
I turn off the camera and start editing the video, My stomach growls, I've been editing for hours and I finally decide to eat some crackers, I lost appetite, I sit in the corner of my room and start crying hoping Ethan will be okay and Amy won't hate me and more thoughts going through my head. I hated what I have done and I felt like it was my fault, I begged Ethan to live in LA and now he is going through all of this, In the hospital, for a suicide attempt. I get something to hurt myself to pay for what I've done. I cut a heart into my arm. I hissed in pain, blood starts to drop onto the hardwood floor, and my tears follow after.
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The next day.
Jack POV
I walk up to Marks door we were supposed to film today I was so energized I still couldn't believe I moved to LA just for this. I knock on his door. *Knock knock*
Jack : MARK!
I knock a few more times I then call his phone, no answer. I check around the house for any windows I see mark asleep in the corner with blood on the floor in his room I start to freak out and try and open the window it opens and I jump inside and wake up mark.
Jack: MARK! WAKE UP!!
Mark: W-what?
Jack: y-you're bleeding you bled, what happened?
Mark: I-..
Mark starts to cry I go and get a glass of water for him he looked dehydrated.
Jack: "I" what?!
Mark: W-watch the video...
Jack: What video?!
Mark: on the c-camera.
I walk up to the camera and watch the video he uploaded to YouTube.
|| Time skip ||
Jack: Mark, I'm so sorry that happened I'm worried about Ethan too now. We need to go see him. Right now, you need to clean yourself up.
I then move his face close to mine almost kissing but mark pulled away.
Mark: No, I can't.
Jack: I understand, you're right I shouldn't have done that I-just forget about it and clean yourself up.
Mark: —
( — means silence 💘)
Marks POV
Jack turns my head his way and goes for a kiss, I pull away immediately knowing it was wrong. I know I hurt him but it wasn't time for more drama so I let it slide. I get dressed and I see the cut in my arm I wash it off still not scabbed yet. I yet brush my hair but I still looked like a mess, I didn't care. I just wanted to see Ethan.
I get in Jacks car, my stomach starts hurting from barley eating yesterday. But I decided to not say anything, Jack and I arrive at the hospital and he introduces himself to Doctor Garcia I take him to Ethan. I see Ethan he was standing in his own clothes talking to a nurse.
Mark: Ethan!
Ethan: Mark!
Ethan runs into my arms I hug him tight and he hugs me tight back tears of joy run down my face, I look him in the eyes.
Mark: E-Ethan I missed you so much, I never hated you I love you Ethan I love you so fucking much!
Ethan: I'm so glad you saved me, it's my fault I got myself into this mess
Mark: it wasn't your fault it was mine
Ethan: no it's not, you're the best brown eyed boy I've met I never knew I could fall for someone who was my best friend.
I kiss him on the lips. I turn around to see Jack gone, I don't know where he was but I was too into Ethan.
Mark: We should get you-
Ethan: maR-
My stomach starts hurting again. I fall to the ground. I wake up I see doctors surrounding me I get up looking around seeing people starring at me.
Mark: Where is Ethan?!
Mark: is he home?!
Mark: Arrgh, my stomach..!
Jack: Mark are you okay?!
Mark: y-yeah I-im just need f-food.
Jack: And Ethan isn't here you weren't even talking to her.
Doctor Marcia: let's get you some food Mark, can you stand up for me?
I try standing up but my legs felt like jello.
Doctor Marcia: let me get a wheelchair.
Jack: Here sit down.
2 Minutes later
Doctor Marcia: Here mark, excuse Seán, can you help me get him in the wheelchair?
Jack: sure.
Mark: no.
Jack: what do you mean no?
Mark: I want to see Ethan!
Doctor Marcia: you need food Mark.
Mark: n-no I don't I'm f-fine.
Doctor Marcia still pushes me to the cafeteria I see so much food but she gets me a smoothie.
Doctor Marcia: Drimk this, Here, I'll help you.
She gets a spoon and feeds it to me I eventually start to feed myself. My stomach then stopped hurting. Jack then talks to Marcia and says that Jack should take me home to get some rest. But I didn't want him to but I had to.
We arrive to my house and we say our goodbyes. I take a shower the hot water hitting my skin relaxed me. I get out the shower and then get in my underwear and put some sweatpants on. I don't sleep in a shirt.
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That's all for today 💞💗 I just wanna day I personally don't ship septiplier, you can look in my bio ( f o l l o w m e ) 🔌 but yeah I'm going to be working on the next chapter after this one gets published so hang in there!