Asanda | Carly
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"Are you sure you're okay?"
"I'm fine really."
"I can't believe he did that. He really is a pyscho"
"Yeah he is"
"I'm sorry for forcing to--"
"Don't apologize Carly you just wanted the best for me"
"I feel so -- I feel so guilty Asanda. I didn't--"
"Not your fault. Mine, I'm the one who stupidly called him in the first place."
"I'm so sorry--"
"I love you best friend. If it wasn't for you--"
"I love you too. He is going behind bars this time. I'm sure of it"
"I hope so. I'm tired of living under his shadow of fear."
"... You won't not any more"
"..."
"...People are gonna talk about what happened. Are you ready to go back to college?"
"I don't know... this whole thing... it messed me up Carly. I need time."
"I understand. But what about Colton?"
"What about him?"
"Aren't you going to talk to him about what happened? I'm sure his worried"
"...Being with him... its making me go crazy. I mean, the reason I called Jamie was because of him and then everything happened... maybe its a sign that we--"
"No. Don't do that to yourself Asa. This Colton guy, has made you so happy and made you feel again. Don't let everything that has happened lead you away from your happiness."
"... I need time-- I can't... I-I"
"Hey... you don't need to call him right away. After you feel better with yourself then you can call him."
"What if... I take long and he doesn't wait?"
"Then that's his loss for being inpatient and waiting for you. You're an amazing girl--"
"I'm dirty-- I'm filthy and--"
"Not true. Its that's not true at all!"
"It is! Carly he touched me! He--He--"
"He's a prick, that does not mean you're dirty"
"It does, Carly, I'm impure, no guy is going to want me after this-"
"Asanda--"
"No please... just, just go"
"Asanda please... let me help you"
"Please leave Carly"
"Asanda..."
"GO! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"
😭 Jamie has completely crushed Asa's self esteem.😭😭
Written: 17 April 2018
Published: 14 May 2020
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