CHAPTER TEN
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I started to not be myself anymore. you never noticed it, or maybe you never brought yourself to notice.
I don't remember the last time you took me to bed and you touched every part of me, but the one time you did, was only few weeks after I found out about you and tzuyu.
you whispered white lies to my ears and your touches didn't numb my senses,
I felt so empty.
I just wasn't in the mood but I pretended to be, I pretended to still be into you while you were penetrating in the most empty way.
when you were done, you didn't notice that I didn't reach my high at all and let your body drop to my side,
you caressed my bangs to the side and kissed my shoulder while smiling.
"I love you, lisa."
no you don't.
I smile slightly and close my eyes.
I just hum in response and never answered you like I once did.