(Erin and jay left hanks after saying their goodbyes and crying again. When they arrived back home, jay set the left overs in the fridge as Erin walked over towards the couch and sat down, taking the letter out from camille, out of her pocket. She slid her thumb through the lid, pulled out the paper, then began to read)
Well if your reading this, you got through your wedding and honeymoon, which I have to admit I knew you would. You are strongly built and and amazing independent women, that is soon gonna be a Mom. Words can't describe how happy I am for and your husband. Days when you were younger, you would doubt yourself and tell yourself and me along with hank you aren't worth anything, well guess what...you are worth millions to me, hank, your husband, and your child. You have had a gift ever since you were a little kid, and weather or not I'm with you physically, I'm there, sitting next to you as your reading my letter. My hand is on your shoulder, as I'm wiping away my tears. You have made me the happiest mom ever, and I can't wait to see how beautiful and glorious your baby child turns out to be. All I can confirm is it's gonna be just as amazing as you and your husband. Congrats baby girl on everything you will and have accomplished. Xoxo
-camille
E<"oh my god,(she started sobbing, covering her mouth, muffling sounds gathering jays attention),oh my god"(she shook her head and cried harder, letting tears just fall, soaking the envelope but not the letter. She placed the letter against her chest, right above her heart and sobbed)
J<"babe,(he didn't know what was making her cry, all he knew was he was on the verge of tears, hearing his wife cry like never before. He took a seat next to her and pulled her shaking form into his embrace),shhh, it's alright"
E<"i-i miss h-her so,(she coughed),much"(she grabbed the material of his shirt as she shook against him)
J<"babe,(she didn't look up),sweety, talk to me"
E<"I miss her..(She slowed down),I miss her so much,(she cried again),and it hurts"(she stuffed her head into the crook of his neck, letting his hands travel down her sides as she cried)
J<"camille?(she sobbed and he took that as her answer),babe, she is with us in spirit.(Erin sniffled),I can't imagine what it was like without her, but all I know is she seemed like an amazing women and I would've love to meet her"(erins crying lowered down and she lightly cried)
E<"s-she said how she w-wished she could've met you"(she twisted his shirt in between her fingers)
J<"can I read the letter?(he asked. She lifted the letter and gave it to him, watching as he received it and began to read. She was about to stand but jay grabbed her hand),stay"(and she knodded, staring at him as he continued to read. He ran his thumb over her knuckles as he held on her hand tight, as he came close to crying. He finished the letter then set it down)
E<"your crying,(she mentioned, choking back on her old tears. Jay turned and faced her, letting the tears fall),babe why are you crying"?(she pulled him close)
J<"she seemed amazing,(he grabbed her hands and stared into her eyes. Erin let her tears fall as she fell in love with her husband all over again),come here,(he pulled her into his lap and connected their lips, letting her cup his face as he wrapped his arms around her waist),I love you so much,(he moved his lips so he was visously kissing her neck now, down to her collar bone. Her fingers traveled in his auburn curls closing her eyes as she let her tears fall. He lifted her up and carried her to the bedroom laying her down. He didn't go straight to undressing her, all he did was lift her shirt for minimal skin and kiss her stomach),and I love you"(he then traveled back up her stomach then connected their lips, taking things slow)
E<"i love you to"(was the last thing she said before he took full control)
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(The sun rose, letting the reflection of it, seep through the curtains and all over the halsteads room. Jay was laying face first in the pillows so the light didn't affect him, but Erin started to stir. She slowly opened her eyes, turned her head and looked at the alarm clock beside her reading 9:37. She then turned over and saw how flustered her husband looks. It was their second night back in their own bed and it felt....amazing. She leaned over, giving him a kiss on his cheek then his shoulder before getting out and throwing on a pair of new, clean panties and jays Harley Davidson t-shirt that ended just mid thigh. Erin brushed her teeth first, fixed her air so it was in a flowy ponytail, then made her way into the kitchen).
(She grabbed the letter off the coffee table then placed it in the medicine cabinet along with the other one from erins wedding. She then grabbed different pans, as she was getting ready to make bacon and eggs for her and jay both)
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(He lifted his head, noticing it's morning. He then turned his head, widened his eyes and realized Erin wasn't in bed. He crawled out, grabbed boxers, brushed his teeth then walked out to the amazing smell of food. Her back was facing him so when he walked out she didn't notice him. He leaned against the refrigerator and watched as she swayed her hips as she hummed to their wedding song. He smiled. Erin felt a pair of eyes on her and she smiled)
E<"isn't it rude to stare mr.halstead"?(she lifted her head as she felt him coming closer)
J<"I don't know you tell me,(he wrapped his arms around her waist, but let one hand find it's way up the shirt she was wearing and rest on her stomach. He moved her ponytail away from her neck as he placed gentle kisses down her neck and to her shoulder),now was it rude to stare"?(she shook her head and bit her lip)
E<"last night was amazing,(she mumbled),for that I'm making breakfast"
J<"I see that,(he pushed the sleeve of the shirt back into her shoulder then placed a kiss onto her cheek before getting glasses out for them),orange juice or water"?
E<"dont we have grape juice"?(jay opened the refrigerator)
J<"ah, yes we do"
E<"then I'll have that,(she smiled),I'm just finishing up this Turkey bacon and then we can eat"
J<"take your time, you look hot cooking"(he sat on a stool so he can watch her from the side)
E<"be quiet"(she laughed)
J<"hey key to a healthy relationship, and marriage, is honesty, all I'm doing is being honest"(he stood up and walked over towards her)
E<"mhm,(she smiled. Out of the corner of her eye she saw jay take a piece of bacon and bite it),hey,(she set the tongs down and fought with her husband over the bacon),why can't you just wait till the rest is done"(he was spinning as she stood on her tippy toes and tried jumping for the piece. Jay grabbed the bacon between his teeth, picked Erin up by her hips and held her against the refrigerator door)
J<"cause last night you helped me build an appetite,(she blushed),now,(he finished the bacon),finish cookin me some breakfast"(he set her down and watched as she gave him the side eye and grin).
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J<"when I walked out i didn't see the note on the table, did you take it"?(he asked before sipping his water"?
E<"yeah, it's in the medicine cabinet,(she tried getting food out of her tooth and he smiled at her cutness),what"?
J<"nothing..."(He continued to stare)
E<"what"?(she was laughing now)
J<"just,(he stood up and grabbed their plates),even when your fighting with food in your teeth, you still look ravishing"(he put the glass plates in the sink)
E<"don't mess with me like that"(she smiled, stood up then pushed his shoulder away)
J<"oh yeah,(he stepped closer towards her),how should I mess with you"(he grabbed her thigh)
E<"jay, stop,(she laughed. She then felt herself getting hoisted up in the air then the cold granite against her pantie covered but),jay"(she squealed)
J<"how bout that"?(he ran his hands up her thighs)
E<"jay, we have a late case"(she whispered as she felt her body heat up)
J<"we have plenty of time,(he kissed her jaw),just let me take control and we will finish quicker then you think"(he bit her bottom lip then connected their lips. Hands were wandering, moans and groans were made every second. Lips moving over every naked part of each and every one of their bodies. It got heated to the point they totally forgot about the case and having to get ready. That was until jays phone started ringing from the coat rack)
E<"ignore it"(she said into the kiss, wrapping her legs around his waist and pushing his hips against hers)
J<"I can't babe"(he pinned her arms above her head)
E<"yes, you can,(he slowed down the pace),jay dont..just-ignore-it"(she said in between kisses)
J<"babe I can't"(he pulled away and walked towards the coat rack and grabbed his phone from his coat pocket)
E<"are you serious right now"(she smiled, out of breathe)
J<"hold on"
E<"your kidding,(she chuckled as he lifted the pointer finger and walked into their bedroom and she flipped him the middle finger),oh my lord"(she laid her head against the cabinets, trying to catch her breathe. She then threw the dish towel on the floor since it was bothering her, just laying next to her)
J<"babe"(He walked out)
E<"what now"?(she groaned, still out of breathe. He smiled)
J<"case is early, we gotta get ready"
E<"mhm"(she didn't move)
J<"babe"
E<"ii--heard you"(she looked at him but still didn't move)
J<"let's go..."(He laughed)
E<"don't rush me"
J<"alright,(he walked over towards her and threw her over his shoulder),we will just do this the easy way"
E<"jay,(she chuckled),put me down"
J<"fine,(he set her down in the doorway and gave her a kiss),get dressed"
E<"fine mr.controlling"(she walked to the closet all mopy)
J<"um, it's mr.halstead actually"(he sassed back. And all she did was look at him and bite her lip smiling)
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