This one's a longer entry bear with me
I'm starting to forget
All the things that brought me joy
Memories I have met
Are starting to become coy
Your voice I fail to recall
Though your smile is still there
Is making this a harder fall
That I don't think I can bear
I'm starting to remember
Why I've blocked everything out
Because this love never lasts forever
It is always consumed by my doubt
It doesn't hurt to remember
And it doesn't hurt to forget
It just hurts now thinking
How unimportant I was
Whenever our eyes met
I'm actually getting scared because I'm starting to forget things and idk if that's because my brain's overworked or what but idk.
I miss people and I hate them because I miss them because I used to love them until they left now I hate them because they left me with nothing now I can't feel anything anymore without immediately shooting it down because I don't want to get fucking hurt again
Sorry if you read all that lol but comment if you relate or not idc