Colton Hayes is now William station instead of Ken Baumann.
First at the mall we went straight in to journee's kids store to the sneaker section and bought a bunch diffrent colored high top, low top, and slip on' s. We then went over to the ugg shoe section and bought some boots of all variety.
After we finished in journeés kids we went over to the normal store and bought me some high tops and boots.
Julia chose the next store which was a paternity store.
Charles came 20 minutes later and basically stole Julia from me. They went on and did their own thing. I bet they had some valuable family time.
Mean while I was left with Brian.
I continued shopping until my feet started hurting. I was suppose to meet back up with Julia, charlie, and Charles at the food court.
So we headed that way.
"May I hold her?" Brian asked as if he was a child about to hold their new born baby sibling for the first time. So innocent yet, I knew he couldn't have been innocent...
The man that my daughter was Destine to be with wasn't gonna have his virginity. They wouldn't experience their first time together.
All those years he's been alive. He's had to have had lost his virginity to some random whore.
...
We were at the food court and I told Brian what I wanted from Chinese express (this is really restaurant in the mall where I'm from). He took Julie with him.
as he walked away Charles was walking up to me. Where's Julia?
"Charles! Oh how I missed my new found step brother who is never around!" I walk over and give him a hug. He hugged back.
I pulled away and slapped the shit out of him.
'I love the satisfaction I get when you slap someone. Their reaction just cracks me up. '
"Why is it always me that always has to slap someone to get them to do right? Got dammit Charles do you know what your girlfriend had been threw?"
We stared at each other for a second then I continued through the link. I can't say this stuff out loud due to humans being around. That's why I called her his girlfriend instead of mate. I was screaming at him so everyone was looking at him with that 'damn, what did you do' look
'She's been raped by her exmate, he got her pregnant. She was abused by him physically and verbally. The moongoddess gave her a second chance! YOU! She probably feels so shamed because she has his child and not yours. Oh and she told me you guys did it. You need to start showing her love or she just might leave you. I know that would break you but not as much as it would break her. So for the sake of your family speak to her YOU DUMB HEAD ASS' I closed the link after I finished saying what I needed.
"I'm sorry" he told me aloud.
"Your telling the wrong person, sorry. Brother"
He walked off to find her.
She was sitting down at a table eating with Julia, Charlie, and Brian. Brian and were laughing. She looked so happy. I want her to always be happy.
'She probably will never be because of your brother' London knew the truth, I knew she was right.
'I wish Brian was her mate.'
'But that's your daughter's mate...'
'But he would make her hap--'
'Do you want to ruin your daughters happiness? For your own selfish reasons? You just want him to be her mate because not only would it make her happy he'd be in love with some one else. But guess who else would be getting hurt in the process? Charles and Julie. You selfish bitch, Stop being so selfish. Let them be. Stop making decisions that aren't yours to decide or to decide by your self.'
I thought about what she said.
But that's what I do... I fix things.
'But you try to fix things that aren't broken and things that are broken. You can't do both. Pick one'
I chose.
I walked over to Julia. "Do you have the keys to Charles car?"
"Yes, why?"
"Give them to me I'm going to put the car seats in Charles car."
"Okay" she was a bit hesitant.
I ran out to the ran and put them in Charles car. It wasn't that hard to find his car because I had parked my car at the back of the parking lot and he has found my car and parked next to mine.
After I secured them in place, I ran back in and give her back her keys.
I walked over to brian who was holding Julie.
I kissed her on her forehead "mommy will see you later, princess."
I ran back outside to my car and pulled off back to pack lands.
This was it.
...
'William where are you?'
'At home. Where are you? Why haven't I seen you all day. Are you still mad at me?'
'We need to talk. I'm about to pull up to the house. I was with Julia, Brian, and Charles all day.'
'Okay, I'm in my room'
Before going into his room I went and got the pregnancy test I took. And hid it in the deeps of my pants pocket.
...
I walked into his room. He was laying on the bed playing a game on his phone.
He looked up at me and instantly smiled. He sat up and got off the bed walking towards me. He picked me up by the waist and kissed my lips passionately.
I was gonna let him greet me passionately but that it. It wasn't gonna go that far. I had a tell. A secret and I couldnt keep it any longer.
When he sticks his tounge in my mouth I don't give him access to explore. He pulls away and looks at me confused.
"Why are you denying me?"
"We need to talk"
"Why are you denying me"
"Because I need to talk to you."
"About.... Why so serious?" He whined. He put me down on my feet and walked over to the bed to sit.
I came and sat beside him crossing my legs I turned my body towards him.
"How do you feel about..." trailing off I prayed someone would walk in and save me from this situation but no one every came.
"About what Caroline this is pissing me off. What are you not telling me?" He ran his hands threw his hair frustrated.
"Kids"
"Kids?"
"Yeah"
"I'm not ready yet. We can't have one yet. Go ask my other brother for one. Liam wants one." He caught an attitude for no reason with me.
"Well your gonna have to be ready william." I grabbed his hand and held it with both of my hands.
"Why?"
"I'm pregnant."
"But we...wha... how???"
"That night where, YOU thought we had did the deed but you had just forgoten and so you woke me up out of my sleep to do me. That's why I've been mad at you. That was the first time we had sex and you couldn't remember if you had did it already. I guess you forgot about a condom."
"DON'T PUT THIS ON ME LIKE IT'S MY FAULT!" He got up from the bed and started yelling.
"I'm not blaming you"
"You WERE BLAMING ME! can you please caroline get rid of it. We can have one another time. I promise."
"I don't believe in abortions. Why would you say That? I'd be killing a mini human. Should have check for a condom."
"STOP PUTTING THIS ON ME!I don't want the baby. I'm not ....IT'S NOT MINE!" He yelled in my face
"I'm pregnant and it's YOUR BABY WILLIAM!" I stood up and yelled back in his face.
"BUT I'M NOT READY TO BE A DAD! YOU GET RID OF IT OR I WILL!"
He pushed me backwards, making me fall on in my butt.
"Keep your hands OFF ME!" My eyes flew.
Pow!
He slapped me across the face.
My Mate hit me.
I couldn't believe it.
But I love him.
But I wasn't raised a bitch.
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