Insecure [rochan]

By katzmotelrm

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"I'm too old for a babysitter." "I can be more than your babysitter." More

Prologue
Did
You
Change
Or
Not?
You're
Acting
A
Bit
Awkward
It's
It's
A
Fact
I'm
A
Bit
Strange
You're
So
Dazzling
I
Can't
Look
At
You
So
I'm
Closing
My
Eyes
My

Obvious

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By katzmotelrm

"And I suddenly realized I was lost, but then I found a dog, and it was a very friendly dog, but when he lead me out of the woods, he disappeared," Juho explained to Rowoon as they walked to school together. 

"Where'd the dog go?" Rowoon asked, trying to sound interested but he really wasn't. 

"That's the thing I have no idea where it went. The dog was white so I think it was a ghost dog," Juho said to him. 

Rowoon laughed a bit at the ridiculous statement. 

"I doubt that it was a ghost dog," Rowoon said with a headshake. 

"I'm telling you it was a ghost dog," Juho said simply as they walked into the school. 

Lots of people were on their phones, some of them were giving Rowoon looks, some girls giggling. 

Rowoon just looked at Juho with confusion. 

"Why is everyone looking at us?" Rowoon questioned. 

"I don't know," Juho said as he looked over to a boy who was glancing at his phone and glancing at the two. Juho looked at the boy's phone and his eyes widened. "Rowoon."

Rowoon went over to them and looked at the phone. His eyes widened as well and his heart stopped. 

It was the video of him and Chanhee when they kissed in the hall. 

Rowoon said nothing and ran down the hall as fast as he could. He needed to fins Chanhee, cause he knew the boy would flip out. 

Chanhee was currently sitting at his desk with his head down trying to read the book that Rowoon gave to him. It wasn't that he couldn't read, it was just that he had a hard time making out certain characters so he'd give up, but so far with this book, he hasn't struggled too badly and he's already on the third chapter. Even when he struggled with some words, he'd try his hardest to figure it out, maybe it was because he wanted to make Rowoon proud. 

"Chanhee!"

Chanhee shut his book quickly and looked to the doorway to see a panting Rowoon staring at him. 

"What is wrong with you?" Chanhee questioned with shock as he tried to hide the book. He was embarrassed to let Rowoon know that he was reading the book. 

"Come with me," Rowoon said sternly as he grabbed Chanhee's hand and dragged him out of the room, the book fell to the floor. 

Rowoon took Chanhee down the hall where a few people were looking at them and whispering to each other with smug looks on their faces. Chanhee noticed and he became a bit insecure. 

Rowoon took Chanhee up the stairs to the roof, that was supposed to be off-limits. Rowoon let go of Chanhee's hand and looked him in the eyes, causing the boy's heart to skip a beat. 

"Okay I have something to tell you but please don't lose your temper," Rowoon said to the boy.

"I won't," Chanhee said with an eye roll. 

"Okay, somebody took a video of you and me kissing and now it's on the internet and somehow everyone in the school has seen it," Rowoon said rather quickly. 

Chanhee froze and his eyes widened. He knew exactly who took and sent the video.

"I will fucking end him," Chanhee said with anger just as he was about to run off, but Rowoon grabbed his wrist. 

"Wait, you know who it is?" Rowoon questioned with shock. 

"It was fucking Sanha," Chanhee swore. "That fucking son of a bitch wants to fucking die. He told me he was going to fucking delete the video. I'm going to beat the shit out of him-"

"Whoa, Chanhee I thought you weren't going to get mad on me," Rowoon said to the boy. 

Chanhee looked at Rowoon and suddenly calmed down. His heart started to beat fast and his cheeks started to turn red. 

"You know you swear a lot when you're angry," Rowoon said with a smirk. 

Chanhee looked down to see Rowoon was still holding onto his wrist. He pulled his arm from the latter's grip.

"I'm going to find him," Chanhee said as he ran off, leaving Rowoon alone on the rooftop. 

-

"Sanha!" Chanhee yelled with anger as he came into the classroom seeing the boy drawing at his desk. 

"Chanhee," Sanha said softly when he looked up at the boy. He knew something was wrong and he knew exactly what it was.

Chanhee was about to go off but he remembered what Rowoon said. Maybe he does get angry too much. 

"Why did you share the video, I told you to delete it," Chanhee said, trying his best not to get angry. 

"What?! I would never do something like that," Sanha said with shock. "The video that was posted wasn't even mine it was shot at a completely different angle. I can't believe you would accuse me of such a thing, I mean I know I'm nosey and I'm sometimes sassy, I would never lie to you, I'm not the type of person. After I watched the video another like fifty times, because I think it's adorable, I deleted it, just like you asked."

"Then who else saw us and took a video?" Chanhee questioned. 

"I know who did," Sanha said. He motioned for Chanhee to get closer, which he did. "It was Haechan."

Chanhee looked at Sanha with a bit of confusion.

"Haechan? What did I do to him?" Chanhee questioned.

"Well you see, I heard that Haechan actually had a crush on Rowoon for awhile and he's always doing things for the other, but Rowoon had been ignoring Haechan lately because he was hanging with you. This probably made him jealous," Sanha explained. 

Chanhee just let out a sigh. 

"Don't worry Chanhee, I'll get him to take it down," Sanha said as he got up from his seat and went to find Haechan. 

Chanhee just sat down and rested his head on the desk. He was embarrassed, angry, sad, and scared all at the same time. He felt the lump in his throat grow as he was on the verge of tears. He wanted Rowoon. 

~

Rowoon was walking down the hall. A few people gave him looks, he didn't like that. He suddenly was stopped by a boy he knew. 

"Rowoon hyung, are you okay?" the boy asked. 

"Not right now Haechan, I need to find Chanhee," Rowoon said about to walk past the younger, but he stopped him again. 

"Why he's not important, can you just hear me out?" Haechan questioned. 

Rowoon let out a sigh and rolled his eyes.

"Fine, but make it quick," Rowoon said with annoyance. 

"I really like and I was wondering if you'd be my boyfriend?" Haechan asked really quickly. 

Rowoon just looked at him with furrowed eyebrows. 

"No," Rowoon said simply and started to walk away. 

"I'll take down the video if you date me," Haechan called to him. 

Rowoon stopped in his tracks. He turned back to face Haechan again. 

"You put the video up?" Rowoon questioned. "I thought Sanha did."

"No, I put it up. I saw you guys and decided to video tape it, then when you guys kissed I thought it'd be a good way to blackmail," Haechan said with a devious smile. 

"Everyone has already seen it," Rowoon said with a head shake. 

"Actually only half of the school has seen it," Haechan told him. "But if it's not taken down, everyone will see it."

"If I promise to go on one date with you, will you take it down right now?" Rowoon questioned. 

"Take me to get bubble tea after school today and I'll take it down right now," Haechan said simply. 

"Fine, I'll take you out," Rowoon said with a small sigh. 

Haechan smiled brightly. He took out his phone and deleted the video. 

"There," Haechan said with a content look on his face. 

"Lee Donghyuk, you better take down that video right now or I'll-" Sanha came storming towards them when Rowoon cut him off.

"He already deleted it," Rowoon said, he didn't sound too happy. 

"Oh, why?" Sanha questioned. 

Rowoon looked at Haechan who looked very happy and then back at Sanha.

"Because I agreed to date him."

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