Oh no! here we go again, fighting over what I said, I'm sorry.
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Jimin and Jungkook had their best years as boyfriends and nobody can deny their love for each other. However, every relationship has it's ups and downs; just like how a tire rolls.
They grew apart from time to time, nobody knew how it started but basically, one just got tired of the other.
++++Jimin++++
I was at home cooking dinner. I noticed that Jungkook and I talked less to each other now, whether he was busy for work or we would just fight over nonsensical things. I felt tonight was not the night for that.
I heard the door close as soon as I finished setting the table and I saw my stunning boyfriend.
"Hi baby, how was your day?", I shouted from the kitchen
I received no answer but I continued washing the equipments i used after I cooked. I guess he's too tired to talk, but I'm persistent.
"Sit down. Here, I prepared you dinner." I said, handing him a plate of beef.
I returned on washing, and I felt his hands snake on my waist.
"I've been waiting all day to see you, and talk to you." Jungkook whispered behind my ear which sent shivers traveling down my spine.
"I have been eager to see you, too. Go on, eat and we'll talk afterwards." I gestured him to the table.
"How about you?" He was nibbling my ear and it made ne giggle a bit.
"I'll join you once I finish this." I said and slightly turned around to place a peck on his lips.
"More please" He said and we both chuckled.
"Stop, come on, go back to the table and eat."
"I won't eat without you." He says, now letting go of my waist.
"Okay, if you want that, you can wait."
"Gladly baby"
"This kid" I giggled under my breath.
I quickly finished washing and drying everything afterwards and I just realized we were still going to eat, I could've washed all of that after dinner.
I settled myself opposite him and we started eating silently. He was the one who broke the silence.
"You know, I think we have not been spending a lot of time together."
"Yeah, I've thought of that too, that's what I've been meaning to tell you." I said while slicing a piece of beef and stuffing it on my mouth.
"Well, I was thinking if we could get day offs from work and just, you know, surrender to the warmth of the world." Kookie says with a sincere smile which brought one to my face too.
"Oh yeah, speaking of work, how was your day? I asked that earlier but you didn't seem to have heard."
"Oh sorry baby. Well, everything is fine and stable"
"That's good."
++++Third Person++++
"That's good." The older replied
"How was yours?" The black-haired male returned the question.
"Oh, it was fun actually. Me and Taehyung made a fun video at work and showed it to everyone and they all burst out laughing over our silliness." Jimin said with a smile from ear to ear, slightly laughing in between words.
With the mention of Taehyung's name, Jungkook couldn't help but feel jealous. He knows that Jimin was best friends with Taehyung since they were toddlers and Tae might've helped a bit in this relationship when nobody had the guts to confess, Jungkook still could not feel jealous over Tae. They would spend almost everyday together because they had the same line of work and was hired at the same company, Jungkook couldn't help but think about them being platonic soulmates and it only bring more knives to his heart.
Jimin noticed that Jungkook's expression changed and he knew why.
"Baby, please, I know what you are thinking and you're thinking it wrong."
Jungkook looked up, teary eyed. He could see that Jimin felt bad about saying 'he had fun with Taehyung without his boyfriend'.
"I wasn't thinking anything." Jungkook denied, but Jimin was not a person who you could hide your feelings from, especially when you're someone really close to him, like his boyfriend.
"I know what runs through your mind when I say something related to Tae but please trust me."
"It's just that, you always talk about Tae and it seems that you're happier with him than me." Jungkook says, slightly annoyed but still tried hard on making it sound calm.
"That's not true Kookie. Please, don't you trust me?" The older one said, tears almost falling from his eyes.
"Trust you? I trust you more than my parents and now you're asking me if I trust you? Are my actions not enough to show you?". Jungkook said irritatedly and standing up from his seat.
"No no no Kookie, please, I know you trust me, it's just that you always bring up this subject..."
"That's because you always bring up Tae whenever we would talk" the younger exclaimed, raising his voice a bit and walking away to their room
Jungkook knew he said or did something wrong that might've hurt Jimin, but his pride was distracting him from turning around and apologizing to him and stopping the possibility of losing their relationship.
He continued walking and slammed the door, which made Jimin jump from his seat.
Jimin was close to crying but he still held back his tears and slowly approached their shared bedroom. He knocked on the door slowly,
"Kookie, please, open the door and we can talk, please." Jimin's voice cracked at the end, still fighting back the tears that were forming in his eyes and threatening to flow.
On the other side of the door, Jungkook was crying on the floor already. His heart breaking more when he heard Jimin's voice crack. He wanted to stand up and turn the knob and just hugged Jimin, but again, his pride was preventing him from doing so.
"Kookie, please. I'm sorry, I won't say anything about Tae anymore just please let me in and talk to me." Jimin said, a single tear escaping his eyes and he quickly wiped it.
Jungkook knew that he should be the one apolgizing for being overdramatic and not Jimin just because he mentioned Tae in their conversation.
His heart wanted to hold Jimin and give him soft kisses but his mind did nothing near that.
He slowly got up approaching the bed, picking up a blanket and a pillow and went to open the door.
When Jimin heard the click of the lock and the door opening, he felt happy but he put his hopes up too high.
"You can sleep in the couch tonight. I want some space." Jungkook stated, giving Jimin the pillow and the blanket and close the door instantly.
Jimin just stood there, wide eyed, his brain was still processing everything. Until he was able to collect himself and walked towards the couch. The tears that he held, now giving it freedom to flow, sobbing hardly in his palms.
Jungkook's heart broke everytime he heard his boyfriend sobbed and sniffed. He blamed himself for not putting his pride aside and screamed in his pillow, dragging his arms on the side that Jimin occupied whenever they would sleep together. He don't know how to fix this and how to make this better, he just waited for tomorrow to come and pretend nothing was at his fault.
++++Jimin++++
"Kookie..."
I didn't notice I was saying his name in between sobs. I blame myself for everything. I hope he doesn't break up with me because of this.
Earlier, I thought tonight was not the night to fight but it was the night to talk and settle things.
I was wrong.
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So basically, I write shit so, enjoy. Btw, the sentence on the very top are song lyrics from the song which is the title of this story which also are the basis for the thought of the chapter. The same thing applies for the succeeding chapters. vote and share guys, luvya