Hello! BubblyBangtan here!
This is a chapter about the songs that (Y/N) has written.
These 'raps' will be what (Y/N) performs through the story.
And even though they are bad, I did write them so please do not steal them or use them for anything. If you want to use one of the songs for any purpose please PM me!
*all songs except labeled parts are sung in Korean* thank you!! (Just imagine they are anyways XD)
Titled - Back then
I was only six that night
Dad left when I was tucked in tight
He whispered to me everything would be alright
I know- I know...
Don't tell me that it'll be okay
Because I'm not going the right way
I don't want to be your little toy
Someone for your eternal joy
I want you there to be the man I needed
But now my threads are loosened and I'm beaten
Back when I was younger there were no problems
But these days I can't solve em'
Especially on my own...
- Chorus -
Back- Then
Everything was fine
Got life on the line
But we smiled even through the dark
La la- la la
*in English*
Help me to decide
Why I laid there and cried
Even when it wouldn't bring you back
Oh oh oh ohhhhhh~
*korean*
Back~ then~
It was easy~
-
Mothers are the people that stand tall
Small through the things that would make you fall
Fathers get me pissed
Because they think that they are missed
Fucker I don't give a shit about you
Your words never stuck to me even with the strongest glue
I wanted you to look me in the eye and tell me you were back
But you didn't have enough balls to say it, didn't expect me to attack?
*english*
You left us and showed no remorse
But now I bit back with a frightening force
*korean*
You weren't prepared for what I spat
Get out of my face you disgusting rat
Before I show you what is truely inside
But you're the reason the happy girl has died
Because of you she stopped smiling
And instead replaced it with crying
For all she wanted was a father to love her
The days with mama were the ones she would prefer
A father?
I know who I would rather
A mothers word
Sacred like the gliding bird
But because you wanted to test me
I'll give you not the best, but the worst in me
Back In the days of youth
I still speak nothing but the truth
- Chorus -
Back- Then
Everything was fine
Got life on the line
But we smiled even through the dark
La la - la la
*in English*
Help me to decide
Why I laid there and cried
Even when it wouldn't bring you back
Oh oh oh ohhhhhh~
*korean*
Back~ then~
It was easy~
-
I don't want you back
So please stop trying to show what you lack
A sense of love is something you'll never bring
So you'll never become a thing
Ever in my life again
Because all you did was give me and mama pain
*music cuts and is slowly ending in piano keys*
Mama was the one there
When I knew you didn't care
Back then
About (Y/N)'s father leaving her and her mother alone to survive
Titled - Inside
You don't want to see
I promise you won't want to know
Inside something turns with glee
It's getting the better of me
Run- run
Before the morning sun
She tosses and turns plotting her evil fun
While I plaster my face with a smile
Trying to make it alright for the while
I promise you that she isn't nice
She may seem warm but she is colder than ice
The fucks given are zero to none
She'll use you only for utter fun..
You all act like you know me
You don't know shit
Pretending you get me?
Careful when crossing me, you might get bit.
- chorus -
Inside is dark
Lacking a light or spark
She is waking up I know
But I don't want you to go
It's selfish for me
But she is filled with glee
To keep her inside is a challenge
She is more than you could manage
-
Inside she calls my name
I hate myself for wanting to play her game
Her words are taunting
I can't help but feel her haunting
I don't want her to be here anymore
I want to grab her by the neck- throw her out the door
Apparently it isn't as simple as that
One has to have a compass and a pointed hat
To decipher the difference between
Reality and imagination, never been seen
You smile even though I know she is hurting you
Her words are sick, nothing true of you
Do not believe her sick twisted lies
I don't want her to take control
hopefully soon she dies
With the help of the people around me
I'll finally be able to become the person I wanted to be
She won't let me anymore
I can feel her beginning to bore
*english*
I don't want her awake...
- chorus - *korean*
Inside is dark
Lacking a light of spark
She is waking up I know
But I don't want you to go
It's selfish for me
But she is filled with glee
To keep her inside is a challenge
She is more than you could manage
-
I told you to run
But you stayed for the fun
You told me you wouldn't care
But I watched as she turned you in bare
The lines on your face show worry
It's not me I'm sorry
Please don't give me that look
You know she loves what she took
My heart isn't mine anymore
Don't act like I didn't tell you before
The tables have turned
It's my turn to get burned
But I'll take the fire for you
Because I can see that she has beaten you
I'll gladly compensate for my mistakes
And I'll do whatever it takes
To make sure I can watch you smile
Cause I promised myself it would be worth the while
I fought her, are you proud of me?
No I can be who I wanna be
But is that better? Or worse?
Because my inside might just be who I am on the outside
Where (Y/N) performs about her inner fears and anxiety/depression and refers to it as 'she'
Titled - Bite
I was eighteen
I made everything a scene
Everyday was a battle within my brain
I couldn't differ from love and pain
I would always come back to mama
The only one who was there to save you from the drama
Her smile would make a dull room bright
But I loomed around and picked the wrong fight
She was getting worried
I didn't wanna do that to her so I hurried
I got out of the house and went on my own
Tried to show her how much I had grown
But before I could my mama was on the phone
I found out that Papa was coming home
My fists clenched and my mouth began to foam
Like the wolf on its prey
I was bound to make him go away
"How are you my girl?"
Where were you when I was in a whirl
Between love and pain
I had nothing to gain
And the sight of him made me fucking insane
- chorus -
Didn't I tell you?
I'm pretty sure you already knew
Don't act like you want me back
Pick up those bags and take a pack
If you're looking for a fight
I've got a heavy bite
And I'll tear you apart
Before you can even comprehend what's in my heart
With my bite, bite, bite
*in English*
My bite, bite, bite
- *korean*
"You've grown so much"
He wasn't ready for my not-so-gentle touch
I laid hands on him in front of mama
She looked almost as terrified as papa
I didn't want her to be scared of me
But this man just made me be
Who I am today
He left us, don't you have anything to say?
Why the fuck did you leave
I've got a few more tricks up my sleeve
But I promise no pleasure
Only the rememberance of a precious treasure
That you were to greedy to ever find
So instead I write this down in the hope that you find
Whatever the fuck you wanted
Even though mama is old and tainted
I'll never forgive you for the shit you've done
And now you're in the hospital
Maybe I've finally won
- chorus -
Didn't I tell you?
I'm pretty sure you already knew
Don't act like you want me back
Pick up those bags and take a pack
If you're looking for a fight
I've got a heavy bite
And I'll tear you apart
Before you can even comprehend what's in my heart
With my bite, bite bite
*english*
My bite, bite bite
- *korean*
I thought I needed you
But I don't anymore
So get out the fucking door
Before your head gets smashed into the floor
Where (Y/N) speaks about the time when her father came back, and she flipped out at him.
Titled: Mother
A mothers love is proved
To have words that can make you moved
To be born without a choice
But she gives us a loud and powerful voice
A mother can produce love
To be carried high up above
The rest of the competition
I'll be the latest edition
To be released over the television
Without the hate from surrounding religion
A mother can carry you to the top
And they wouldn't dare allow you to drop
From their arms they nurture us to who we are
Before we are ready to fly from their care
They stay and always listen to us rant
Our words might as well be shouted like a chant
In the hope that we can make them proud
Mothers are different from the crowd
I make sure that mine is still smiling
And I be sure to keep her number dialing
So I can call her and speak of my success
And leave her free of life's stress
When I tell her I love her
A meaning to which I'd prefer
I'd rather give her the world
It would be too much to be hurled
But instead I'll tattoo her signature
On the thumb of the hand she held for the adventure
Mothers are your best friend
They won't leave you when you feel at the end
They'll raise you high above the clouds
She is the one voice you can hear above the screaming crowds
I make sure to be the daughter she wanted
Even though she would never be dissapointed
My mother is a friend that I'll keep
Because without her all I'd do is weep
About how much love (Y/N) has for her mother (her shortest rap, but has a lot of meaning to her)
Titled - High Times
It's me, you know who I am
It's time for something new
So sit down and listen to me
From a different point of view
It was smiles all round
Everyone was already found
They are the happiest family I've seen
And there are a lot of places I have been
But this family was different to the rest
They strived for the best
But didn't leave one another behind
Came back and carried them like their own kind
Each had a talent to differ from the rest
But staying together was their ultimate test
And they passed with an A plus
A conversation to which they did not discuss
A boy from the group came to me
Asked me what my music was to me
I told him it was a story
He chuckled and told me sadness will never get me glory
He helped me to see that in order to make an impact
You need to have a reason behind your contact
I needed a story that brung people together
Not one that made sides that fall at the balance of a feather
He told me to respect myself before I learnt to thrive
I needed to find a bigger drive
For success in order to save lives
Be in a position where I can strive
For greatness when no one else would believe!
- chorus -
High times are all round
Smiles are always bound
May we all be able to live in harmony
Strive for greatness and love internally
Before we make a change we have to ask
If it's going to be a simple task
But those things are called rhymes
And without them we wouldn't have High Times
-
The work I put into the songs are breaking me
But he taught me to open up and express me
Who I was to the rest of them
And even express to em'
What I really feel about the music I make
And where my talents could really take me.....
*cuts to silence and has (Y/N)'s single voice echoing*
I'll try to make you smile
Just as you've done for the while
(Y/N)'s first song about BTS and Yoongi
((In no way, shape or form are these raps designed to offend anyone at all, these are purely for the story line and are not directed at anyone at all
For now these songs are all I have prepared. I might create more, (even though they are trash) for the storyline.
Please enjoy his story!
Thank you very much for reading!
Until next time!
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