I feel so numb.
Seeing Khian again after a long time brought so many memories. Even though kaya lang siya bumalik is for our marriage annulment, okay na sakin yun. He looked well, handsome as ever.
I hate this. Damn. I tried so hard to bury these feelings tapos nagpakita lang siya. BAM. Balik lahat. I feel so pathetic. Ako yung nang-iwan pero tignan mo, sino yung di makatigil sa kaka-isip sa kanya?
Bzzzzzzz.
I checked my phone. Someone's calling pero unknown number. Ayoko munang mag-entertain ng customers fuck. I feel such a mess.
Bzzzzzzzz.
Bzzzzzzzz.
Kung sino ka man, I swear.
"Hello?"
"Sino nagsabing umalis ka?!" Galit na galit yung boses sa kabilang linya. Hearing his voice brings me shivers.
"Well, you didn't tell me to stay." I don't want to stay in that house. Nakakahilo.
"I didn't huh? Remember I told you to stay many fucking times before?" Damn he got me there. Visions of him pleading came into my mind. Begging me to stay. Di na lang ako umimik.
"I need to take care of our annulment and I want it done as soon as possible." Narinig niyo ba yon? Well, that's my heart breaking.
"Oh, okay."
"I'll email you the details, mostly yung lawyer ko na yung mag-cocontact sayo. I can't fathom the sight of you at yung kalandian mo." Di ko na napigilan yung pagtulo ng luha ko so I hung up the phone.
Kung hindi ko lang kailangan gawin sayo to. Fuck my life. I guess this is my punishment.
There are so many things that I want to say to him.
I miss you.
I still love you.
But I swallowed it down. No time for regrets, I have something more important to do.
I need to get my son back.
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THIS IS A VERY SHORT UPDATE IN A VERY VERY VERY LONG TIME.
ANG TAGAL NA AND NABAON NA YUNG STORY NI YURIKA AND KHIAN AND TROY. BUT THEY ARE BACK AND TULOY TULOY NA YUNG UPDATE!!!!!
PEACE OUT