»Crying is like breathing, the more you hold in the more you let out«
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Royalty|TyTy👑
"Mal." I said walking down the last stair. "Wat's goin' on wit' Trace?"
"Ion kno' man." He said. "Yo her best friend , how do yhu not kno' dis."
"Yo her boyfriend, shockingly yhu have no idea." I said as he just sighed.
"She'on kno' wah she wants." He said before I took out my phone calling her number.
Surprisingly, she declined the call.
I got up and went to seat outside. I carried on calling her, which went for about 10 minutes.
That's how much I love one of my best friends. I don't give up.
"Royalty." Her voice cracked. Oh fuck.
"Hey Hey.....baby girl." I said
"Hey." She said sniffing.
"Why yhu cryin'." I said once my smile into a frown
"I'm not." She said. "I have ah cold."
"No yhu don't. Yhu weren't fine when yhu was here.." I said
"Ahhh Royalty not yhu too." She quietly groaned.
"Wah I do...." I questioned
"I'm not inna good mood." She said hanging up..oh damn...... that was rude.
I sighed before I walked and walked back inside the house....
"Is ev'thang ok?" Malcom questioned standing up before I hugged him...
"No." I whispered in his ear, as he nodded.
I let go of him and sat down next to Tay and cuddled with his.. I felt so damn bad, that you wouldn't understand. His girls acting like that.
He always gives her the space she wants.
His the greatest boyfriend any one can find, to be honest.
"Babe." I whispered in Tay's ear.
"Mhm." He said
"I feel real bad fo' Mal." I said once he stood at him.
"It's love Baby." He replied.
"I kno'...buh we needa help him." I said
"Ah'ite imma talk ta' him ." He said. "I'll get him ta' check up on her."
"Ok." I said once my stomach grumbles.
"I'm goin' ta get somethin' ta' eat. Actually Danny!-"
I stopped and realise Danny wasn't around. "Neddy yhu left yo' man upstairs." I said.
"Iz showering." She said once I nodded laying back....
Danny is taking me out to eat by force.
||Next night||
Tracey|Trace😍
Ahhhh. My life is messed up. Ive just betrayed the people I love the most, to the people I hate and would hate all my life. Yes. I did i know you know what I did. I sold their informations out to Clinton.
And that passes on to Victoria. It's just messed up.
I'm sorry. I know I sound stupid apologising to myself but I don't know if the others would ever forgive me.
I was threatened to get killed.
Once GDK say sumthin , they mean sumthin. Imagine me dying just the moment I said no. I wouldn't be able to build the future I was planing to build, I wouldn't be able to be with my friends physically but spiritually..... my life will be so fucked if that's how I will have to live. Don't you see it!
I looked around for my pills, I don't take pills, I never did. But I recently got them.....I'm not sick but, life has just done me so wrong and obviously it's leading me the wrong way . I looked in my cabinets..
I took out about ten of them and held it in my hands. I filled up a glass of water and made my way to my couch slowly siting down.
"Time ta' end yo misery Tracey Watkins." I said looking at the pills, before I could even break down into tears.
This went on for about 3 to 4 minutes. I placed all pills in my mouth, as bitter as it tasted, I grabbed the glass of water, before I heard the door freak open and my name being shouted out.
Someone had forced the pills out of my mouth. And slapped the glass out of my hand.
I looked up and saw Malcolm staring at me with so much confusion.... "Are yhu fuckin' crazy."
"Why did yhu do dat!" I screamed
"Are yhu outta yo'mind." He yelled back. "Wat da fuck are yhu trynna do."
"Go where I belong." I cried "nowhere."
"Baby." He tried to touch me as I flinched.
"Don't fuckin' touch me Malcolm." I yelled falling onto the ground.
"Trace yo' not fuckin' well." He said
"Wat da fuck do yhu kno' 'bout me." I said. "Yhu no nuthin'-"
"Yes! Yes, I kno ev'thang. Yhu being ma girlfriend fo' 7 years now and I think I kno' yhu mo' dan yhu kno' yo'self."
"If yhu fuckin' knew, maybe yhu'd also kno' wat I've done!" I cried. "To yhu! To us!"
I screamed was he groaned walking to my opened cabinets and taking out all my belonging pills and putting them in a plastic bag he held on to. He took away all my knives, forks, scissors and any other sharp equipments before walking back to.
"Now tell me wat yhu did." He said placing the plastic bag on the table
"Ohhh give me ah break! " I yelled.
"Trace....I'm here fo' yhu!" He said
"Yo' not here fo' me." I cried. "Jus' leave , leave me alone."
"Baby." He coming closer as I lifted my glass up warning to hit him.
"Leave befo' I hurt yhu." I stood up.
"Ight." He grabbed the plastic back. "I luh yhu."
He walked away with the bag, towards the door.
"Where are yhu takin' ma fuckin' shit." I said before he had twisted the door knob looked at me and walk out.
I chased after him but end up falling at the door.. "Please come back with my pills........please come back."
I heard the car drive away after I sobbed. "Please......"
"Naw little princess why are yhu cryin'." A male voice spoke from the stairs scaring me as I stood up.
"Who are yhu! What do yhu want." I said
"Why are yhu yellin'." He calmly said. "I jus' decided to pay yhu a visit."
"What is dis visit fo'." I moved back.
"Fo' not givin' Clinton all da information he needed on da day he asked." He said.
"Clinton said if I hear anythin' I tell him." I said
"Well we got someone dat is doin' better dan yhu now....And yhu won't have ta' kno' who...." he said
"I'm ah smart person buh dumb ta' i was fooled by fake gangs." I said once a hot slap went across my cheeks.
"I didn't come ta' inform yhu." He said unbuckling his belt
"Wat da fuck are yhu doin'." I said once he grabbed my hair and threw me on the couch hopping on top of me.
"Malllllcccooooollllllmmmmm." I screamed and cried trying getting out his grip
"Ohhh don't even think about it, he's too far." He said as I scream....
"Yhu chased him away remember."
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