***this is totally unrelated to the story. Just a random vkook one shot I have in my mind. This is so long lol
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"Time flies so fast right TaeTae? "
How long it's been? 2? 3 years.
"It is Eomma" - Tae can't agree no more.
He sips the remaining tea from his cup .
"I'll be heading now. Please take care of yourself Eomma".
Mrs. Kim looks at her son with so much concern.
"Taehyung son. I would like you to meet someone"
"Eomma no how many times do I have to tell you I'm not interested? "
Taehyung is so annoyed at his mother . She keeps on setting him on a date. Ever since he's gone,
Taehyung winced painfully.
"I only want you to be happy Taehyung. It's been 3 years. 3 fricking years of wasting your life grieving. "
Taehyung remains silent.
"I'm sure he'll understand. He wants you to be happy. He'll love you no matter what. You need to move on. He's gone for good"
His mother's words hit a home.
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Standing in front of the graveyard , holding a large bouquet of tulips, is not Taehyung's idea of valentines date.
"Hey kookie. "
He inhales softly when the air grew colder. He can feel him.
"My mom is trying to set me up with another boy again. How annoying. "
"You know what? I miss you. I miss us. Everyday. "
"Yoongi hyung and Jimin hyung are getting married.can you believe it? After all they've been through, ? And Jin Hyung and Namjoon Hyung adopted twins! "
"I wish you were here. Why did you have to leave me? "
Taehyung sobs quietly. Unable to control himself from crying.
"Happy valentines day my love, Kim Jungkook".
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Yoonmin's wedding.
Everyone is happy and beaming at the new married couple. Yoongi and Jimin looks so in love. Almost everyone squealed when Yoongi gave Jimin a kiss before the priest can say the complete wedding vow.
But Taehyung is not.
Don't get him wrong, he's really happy for the couple but seeing their happiness is tearing him apart.
Why can't I just be happy just like them?
He felt a tap on his shoulder .
"Hey you're cute. Wanna hang out? "
Taehyung looks at the stranger 's face. He's handsome and his smile is wide, that it makes taehyung blind for a while
But
"No thanks"
HE Squeezed in the crowd to get closer with the newly weds and congratulated them.
Jimin hugs him tightly.
"I want you to find this happiness again Taehyung. You deserve it. Please do it for me".
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"Son! I am really glad you came just in time. The Jung's are waiting inside.! "
Taehyung smiles half heartedly. He don't want to meet his mother's friends son, but he was obligated.
He just hope that this night will be over.
"Omg you! The cute guy in jimin's wedding! "
Taehyung was greeted by a super hyper boy and hugs him like a koala.
"What the fuck dude? " he groans when his mother pinched him.
"Son this is Jung Hoseok, he's a year older than you. And Dear hoseok this is my son Kim Taehyung".
"No wonder he's so cute, he got your beauty Mrs. Kim! "
Seriously? This dude is so annoying.
Mrs kim shooed them away. Hoseok grabs his arm.
"Hey dumbass what do you think--"
But hoseok ignored him and pushed him inside a car.
"Your mom wants me to make you happy. And I want too"
There is about 10 seconds of silence when Hoseok decided to start the engine.
*****
"What the fuck are we doing here? "
To say that Taehyung is mad is a huge understatement.
There they are, standing in a front of cemetery. Not just an ordinary one, but a cemetery where Jungkook's body was buried.
"Let's talk to him"
"No let's get outta here. "
Taehyung is trying his best not to break down in front of this guy.
How dare him?
"Taehyung"
Suddenly Hoseok's voice became softer (more soft?)
"I know what you've been through. Trust me I know. I've been watching you for the last 3 years. "
For a while Taehyung looks so confused.
"What do you mean? "
Silence
"Remember what happened 3 years ago? "
Taehyung smiled bitterly. Of course, how can he forget?
But it has nothing to do with this guy in front of him, whom he barely knew.
"Jeon Jungkook"
Taehyung breathes sharply at the mention of his boyfriend's name.
"I have his heart".
Taehyung felt like someone hits him so hard.
"What are you talking about? "
"The incident that happened 3 years ago, when you lost him . He gave me his heart. I have a heart disease and I was about to die, when He was sent to the same hospital with me, he was brain dead already but heart is still beating . "
"One thing led to another and now I'm alive. The first time I heard his heart beating inside my body, I swore that I'll do anything for him. I owe him my life. "
"This is impossible " is the only thing he can say.
"I'm sorry Taehyung, I know how hard it is. I've been with you, watching you from afar. I promised Jungkook that I'll make you happy again"
"Le-leave me alone"
Seeing the look on taehyung's face, hoseok decided to step aside.
Taehyung went to Jungkook's grave.
Tears running in his eyes like a waterfall .
"Kookie. I need you right now"
He knows its hopeless, He will never come back. But his heart cant accept it.
"Jungkook what should I do? "
"Should I let you go ?"
He felt an awfully cold air around him.
Funny, but he thinks Jungkook is hugging him.
Be happy hyung.
Taehyung felt that all the hair in his body stood up and shiver. The wind blows again.
"Jungkook? You're here right? Oh God I miss you baby" - he shouted like a mad man
Call it crazy or not but he believes that Jungkook is here.
"You want me to be happy? How can I? You're my happiness, my world, and everything will never be the same without you"
He felt the cold embrace again.
He cried and cried all night.
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-****
"Time flies so fast right TaeTae? "
How long its been? 7? 8 years.
Taehyung beams and held hoseok's hand lovingly
"It is" - he can't agree no more.
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Letting go of someone is never easy , specially if that someone will never come back. But the beauty of letting go is when you learn to accept.
Acceptance and New life. That's what Hoseok offered to Taehyung.
He may be a different person but his heart is still the same.
I know it's mehh. But hey I cried while reading this.
I am dedicating this to my niece who passed away last 06/29/2017 :(
And oh. Please comment :*