Colby's POV
i felt better today, Brennen knew that but he still was making me Rest.
which i thought was cute, annoying, but cute. [if ya ever wanna know how to explain Brennen there ya go]
We were cuddling on the couch watching Youtube.
The only thing that's been bothering me is when i called him Daddy without it being sexual.
and how he treated me so sweet.
almost childish?
the fact that it felt so comforting. it was so strange.
it felt calming almost as if i was in a total different state of mind.
i really can't explain it, but i wish i could, i mean how would i even bring this up to Brennen. he'd probably think it's weird or creepy, some shit like that.
"baby, you alright?" Brennen asked, no i'm kind of not, i'm hella confused with shit that'd probably just be annoying because i've got no idea what it means.
i kind of still feel like shit.
"i'm fine, why do you ask?" i smiled, that's the thing about me, people can't ever tell when i'm lying about being okay.
"just because you seemed out of it, i guess" He shrugged, i faked a giggle, "i'm fine, silly" i said pecking his lips.
he laughed.
that's what i mean.
nobody ever knows.
and in my opinion i think i'm lucky that i can lie like that, it's so much easier to just smile like you mean it then have to explain why you're not okay..
i'm not depressed, actually i'm very happy, i live with my boyfriend and both of our dogs, my life isn't bad anymore or anything.
it's just annoying not having any idea why calling him Daddy felt comforting.
then again, i was pretty ill yesterday, maybe it wasn't actually like that. maybe i'm remembering it wrong.
probably..
my phone rang in my pocket, i grabbed it, it was Corey, he doesn't call me often we really only text.
i stood up walking into a different room, not that i cared if Brennen heard my conversation it's just habit.
i answered the phone, before i even said something he started talking.
"Colby! Bro! you need to get here now!" i couldn't tell if he was panicking or if he was excited.
"wait what's happening!? if this good or bad? can Brennen come the fuck is happening, Dude!?" I asked looking around the room for my keys and shoes. i found both. i put my shoes on and shoved my keys in my pocket.
"yeah, Brennen can come, and yes it's fucking good now hurry up!!" he said, we didn't even say bye he just hung up.
i ran out of the room into the living room, Brennen stared at me vEry confused
"put your shoes on now Corey is freaking out he said we need to get to his house, so hurry the hell up" i rushed him. he did as i said putting his shoes on.
"but what's happening!"
"I don't fucking know"
Dear god, at that house anything could be happening i mean fuck for all i know this could be a set up and ima bout to get smacked in the face with a huge hand again.
a little cliffhanger :))