she put her phone down and went to eat dinner
with santiago
santiago: ahh fuck i think shes mad haha
scrappy: fucking dumass why would you do that hahah
they where passed drunk he had tatted her name on his chest at 12 years old..
santiago: i did it cuz i fucking love her fool i wanted to show her
scrappy: and look at what she said she aint happy fool
santiago kept texting her but she want answering ..
with emma
she was mad but she knew she couldnt tell anybody so she went on with her night they talked and watched movies together
erica: see i told you you would like it up here
emma: its nice i give you that
estephanie: oo and its quiet and nobodys getting shot
erica: come on you should transfer the private schools out here are soo good
emma: i dont know...
erica: i know you love him but your young just give it till you start high school??
emma: let me think about it ok its alot to handle
they nodded
erica: well im gonna knock out im super tired see you guys in the mourning
they hugged and went there ways emma went up to her room she looked threw her texts
santiago-babe forreals im sorry please talk to me
emma-ill talk to you in the mourning im tired ok
santiago-ok then i love you
emma-night
it hurt him to see those words he didnt think he had made a mistake but yet again he was drunk and being dum with his homies.. mourning came santiago woke up on the couch
creeper: wake up loco haha got to crazy last night?
santiago: fucking scrappy got me all types of drunk huh i hate it i swear
scrappy: ay i did not force that bottle to your mouth you took it from me haha but ay santiago take off your shirt real fast
Santiago: why you wanna see me naked for joto? haha
creeper: haha let me see that placaso andale
santiago had forgotten that he got emmas name he took off his shirt his dad covered his mouth he was surprised
creeper: oooo wooow haha fucking lil creeper haha boy why!!
santiago: what are you talking about?
scrappy looked at him laughing
scrappy: your dum as fuck go look in the dam mirror haha
he walked into the bathroom he couldnt believe it he looked at his phone he saw the texts
creeper: you told her didnt you stupid
santiago: fuck she hates me haha look
creeper looked threw the texts
creeper: you fucked up son you should know better but you love her we all do stupid things for love
santiago: im gonna call her hope she answers
santiago walked outside the guys saw his tats they where more shocked than surprised
javier: fucking jr you would!!
santiago:shh haha
he tried to call her but she didnt answer he sat on the curb
santiago:fuck ..
javier: no answer?
santiago: yea and i was reading the texts to huh shes mad why would i fuck up so hard and she just left to
javier: aint nobody perfect yea your fucking crazy for doing that but she'll come around dont worry give her some time to breath a bit
he nodded and walked back inside
he kept looking at his tattoos
with emma
she was up and saw the calls and texts but she didnt wanna deal with it she couldnt believe he would do that she didnt care that he did it she loved it but what bothered her was he was drunk and it reminded her of her dad and his drunk decisions ..
emma sat on her bed looking at the school deciding on her future ... looking at the pros and cons they where all good but she didnt know how she would tell santiago ...
she wanted a good future it would only be 2 years away from eachother she thought maybe it all could work for the best ..but who knows if it would.. she wanted to grow and get a real education while he went the hood way selling dime bags and blasting up the enemy she wanted a career and to make a name for herself but something deep down just kept her tied to him .. she just didnt know what to do but she knew what was best she was staying and attending the private school .. now the difficult part how does she tell the love of her life shes moving 6 hours away for more than a year and she wont be seeing him anymore..
the days went by she wouldnt answer his calls he thought that was it but that wasnt true she couldnt talk to him she didnt know how to tell him she wasnt going back ..
the week passed
santiago: i fucking lost her cuz of a fucking stupid decision pops ..
creeper: mijo itll work out you have to give her space its ok
santiago: what if i go see her ive saved enough money i swear
creeper: jr haha do you hear yourself? shes far away mijo just let things cool down ok just kick back and handle buisness itll distract you
he nodded and went on with his day
with emma
erica: i havent seen you on the phone everything ok?
emma: yea hes been calling but i dont know how to tell him about me stayng out here
erica: you cant just ignore him emma i know i havent agreed with all this but he has feelings too he should understand just talk to him and send him a letter
emma nodded
she grabbed her phone and went outside she made the call it didnt ring twice before he answered
santiago-emma
emma-im sorry really iam
santiago-dont be baby girl i fucked up big time its my fault the texts the tat shit i thought i lost you forever im fucking sorry
emma wanted to cry she missed him badly
emma- its ok dont worry its beautiful you are fucking crazy for doing that
santiago-then why did you get mad?
emma-cuz my dad drinks and makes stupid decisions i started to remeber things i just let my feelings get to me i needed a couple days to cool down i didnt wanna tell you something stupid
santiago-i get you so how is it? do you like it up there?
she explained it all to him
santiago- so what does that mean for us? if your gonna be gone for that long? come on emma you havent been gone for that long and they convinced you to leave me? i thought you loved me! i fucking love you ...
emma- i do love you! but babe think about this we can still stay in contact write to eachother and do what we can im just gonna do school out here
santiago-until you meet another guy and forget about me
emma- wow you really gonna say it like that? forreals?
santiago- i didnt mean it like that its just i dont wanna lose you i love you but i understand your right your education is more important more than anything and its only 2 years .. i just hope i get to see you again soon emma
she wanted to cry so badly
emma-you'll see me again dont worry your the only person that has my heart and i have yours i know we're far from eachother but we'll make it work
so they thought..