P!ATD/Ryden Conspiracy Theori...

By RydeninCapeTown

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1-House Of Memories
2-Sun & Moon
3-The Calender
4-Casual Affair
5-Light Blue Gutair
6- this interview
7-The Other Girl
8-Where I Belong
9-Impossible Year
10-Coachella 2016
11-Back In?
12-He tagged them
13-Ryden
14-A interview
15-Kiss
Why must you do this Jon Walker?
16-Ryan Ross liked
17-!IT WAS A RUMOR NOT TRUE!
18-Cape Town
19-Ryan's Guitar
20-Sad Interview
21-Nicotine
22-Lyrics
23-Starting Over?
24-Golden Days
Little Fact
You Don't Have To Read This
25-Ryan
26-Summer
Rant
27- Northern Downpour
Do you ever just
28- Lonely Moonlight
29- Sun & Moon lyrics and meaning (?)
30- 2015 Halloween
31- Weird
32- !DON'T Read if you LOVE SARAH URIE!
33- Sad
34- Lie To The Truth
35- Love
36- Fake Brendon
37- !READ PLEASE IF YOU SHIP RYDEN!
Little Fact! [Again]
38- hOw?!
39- The Real Theory
40- The Overture
Sorry Jon
Is that a seat?
41- Sarah Smiles
42- Take A Vacation!
43- Jon and Spencer
44 - Strange recording...
45- Brendon's kink list (!NOT REAL!)
Oh
Jon Walker
46 - Is Panic! getting back together? (p.1)
Sorry!! (again)
Hands
47 - Those interviews
48 - β€’3β€’
49 - Brendon and Pretty.Odd.
50 - Why I think Ryan Ross is sun
51- Is Panic! getting back together? (p.2)
52 - More Sun & Moon
53 - We're in love
54 - Holding Hands
Just a reminder
56 - Jon Walker interview
57 - Do You Know What I'm Seeing?
58 - Slow Dancing
59 - Is Panic! getting back together? (pt. 3)
60 - That Green Gentleman/Immortal
61 - New bass player
Important
62 - Drifting apart
63 - ?
64 - πŸ€”
65 - Myrtle Beach
67 - Collar Full
68 - Is Panic! getting back together? (p.4)
69 - Defiance
70 - Folkin' Around
71 - Behind The Sea
72 - Jon Walker and Ryden
73 - Brendon's ex girlfriend
Thanks
74 - Bittersweet
β€’β˜†Β€β˜†β€’
75 - Vices & Virtues
76 - Bandmates
77 - Reinvent Love
Jon Walker's Q & A
78 - Walls
79 - Strange
80 - Is Panic! getting back together? (pt.5)
81 - Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die!
82- What really happened? (pt.1)
83- The Curse of The Bassist
84- More sun and moon
85- This Is Gospel/ Emperor's New Clothes/ Say Amen (Saturday Night)
Happy Birthday Pretty.Odd.
86- What really happened? (pt.2)
87- Ryan and Brendon experimented
???
(another) ???
88- The Cabin Album/Cricket And Clover
89- Ryan and Pete
90- What really happend? (pt.3)
91- Kaleidoscope Eye's
92- The split
93 - The Calender Business
94- A theory I thought of but isn't true
95- More sun and moon (King Of The Clouds)
96- King Of The Clouds (again)
97- another King Of The Clouds
98- Hey Look Ma, I Made It
11k???
99- was Ryan even really invited to the wedding?
100- Alone by Jon Walker
Cricket And Clover

66 - The fear of falling apart

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By RydeninCapeTown

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I know This Is Gospel is for Spencer Smith..
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Sat, Jun 24 2006

I'm the ghost in the bed. You can touch because I can't rest. And the light's are always off so I can mold you in the dark. I can shape and pretend. "I just want to have a good time, just like everybody eles, but I don't want to fall apart."

- Ryan Ross LiveJournal, Saturday, June 24, 2006

Okay, June 24 2006, the day of whatever happend in Myrtle Beach.

",but I don't want to fall apart."" Sounds a lot like "the fear of falling apart," from This Is Gospel.

It's kinda a match.

I mean, if Brendon took sentences from Ryan's livejournal and said them during band practices, it wouldn't be a suprise that he also took some and made them into lyrics.

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