"Stop talking nonsense Park Chanyeol." sabay tulak, with matching irap, bakit mo ba ako ginaganito Chanyeol?
"But I'm talking sense here, Park Baekhyun." i flinched. He just called me a Park.
Huhuhuhu. Iba feeling ng kepay ko--
"Wala akong kepa--- pake!, just go home already!" umiwas ako ng tingin, ayoko siyang tingnan. Not now. Nawawala ang poise ko. Ang init ng mukha ko, am I sick again?
I heard him breaking into a fit of laughter.
BAKIT SIYA TUMATAWA!?
"I'm serious Baek," tumayo ang balahibo ko when I felt his hot breath against my neck. "I'm going to win you back, no matter what."
And the next thing I knew. He was gone, and my heart was racing.
Pitingini nemen Chenyel eh!
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I was back into full health, after Chanyeol left, ewan, nung umalis siya alam kong magaling na ako, kaya nilinis ko ang unit. Susunduin ko din si Jesper. Come to think of it. Si Chanyeol ang dahilan kung bakit ako nagkasakit.
Why?
It's because I stayed under the fucking cold shower in the middle of the night, para ma relieve yung nararamdaman ako. I didn't want to jerk off. No. Hell no.
But it almost happened, kung hindi lang ako tinulugan ni Chanyeol, edi sana najugjug na ako--
I shook my head.
"What the hell are you thinking Baekhyun. Ang landi mo. Tsk." sabay kurot sa sarili ko.
I don't really believe Chanyeol when he said those. I'll pester him in signing the papers. As I've said, gusto ko na talaga tapusin ang kung ano man ang meron samin. I don't want to be associated with him anymore.
As if on cue, naalala ko ang mga sinabi nila Kyungsoo.
May connection pa rin kayo.
Paano si Jesper?
He's also Chanyeol's son.
Ah fuck, ang hirap naman ng ganito!
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It was time to pick Jesper up from school. It was said na half day lang sila ngayon. I was in the midst of locking the door when I caught sight of Chanyeol heading this way, with my son. Nanlaki ang mata ko.
"Eomma!" tumakbo ako papalapit sakanila.
"Jesper! How did you get here?" I asked, kahit obvious naman yung sagot.
"Si Tito Chanyeol po ang sumundo sakin! How are you po?" Jesper kissed my cheek at napatingin ako kay Chanyeol na nakangiti lang.
"I'm fine," Tumayo ako at hinawakan ang kamay ni Jesper. "You didn't need to pick Jesper up, Chanyeol." kinarga ko si Jesper. "That's my job."
He grinned. "I told you, I'm serious. I not doing this only because I want you back, I also want to make it up to you and get to know Jesper more, since he's going to be with us when you're in my arms again," Pitingini, narinig ko yung binulong niya! I glared at him in return.
"Mom? Why does Tito Chanyeol want you back?" Kinurot ko ang ilong ni Jesper.
"Hahaha? Sinabi niya yun?" Tumango si Jesper. I didn't get the chance to answer dahil nagsalita ulit yung higante.
"Anyways, I was planning on taking you out for lunch. I mean, if that's okay with you Baekhyun."
"Opo! Tito!" Sigaw agad ni Jesper. "Sama tayo Eomma!" I saw Chanyeol's eyes lit up.
My forehead creased. "Wala ka 'bang trabaho?" I asked. Umiling naman si Chanyeol.
"Jongin's taking care of everything right now, he knows that I'm doing something more important."
"And that is?" I asked habang nakataas ang kilay.
"Taking the two of you out for lunch, so are you in?"
In the end, sumama kami. I couldn't reject him, not in front of our child.
We used his car. Jesper was alone in the backseat habang ako naman ang nasa tabi ni Chanyeol. I was having a hard time putting on my seatbelt, naiinis na ako. Bakit ganito ang kotse ni Chanyeol?
"Here, let me help you." Napaurong ako nang biglang lumapit si Chanyeol para tulungan ako sa seatbelt ko. What the heck.
I can smell his perfume. Fuck, ayun pa rin yung pabangong gamit niya?
Chanyeol still hasn't change. Yung mukha niya, he's still handsome. I'm not even lying, sobrang lapit ng mukha niya sakin.
When I heard the clicking of the seatbelt. Napaiwas ako ng tingin, but napansin 'kong nakatigil lang si Chanyeol sa harap ko.
"Are you two done na po? Tito stop kissing my Eomma po." napaurong agad si Chanyeol at natawa habang ako naman ay namula.
Jusko Jesper, ano ba yang lumalabas sa bibig mo!
Sa Viva Polo kami dinala ni Chanyeol. And thank god maayos naman na natanggal ko ang seatbelt ko. Ayoko na ng ganun kalapit si Chanyeol jusko! Naunang bumaba si Chanyeol at pinagbuksan ako ng pinto at pagkatapos ay tinulungan niya si Jesper na tanggalin ang seat belt nito.
Buhat buhat ni Chanyeol papasok ng Viva Polo si Jesper. I can see a lot people staring at the two. Gosh, siguro iniisip nila bakit may kasamang bata si Chanyeol...
'Oh my gosh, sino yung bata?'
'Is he Chanyeol's son?'
'What? How can that be? Hindi ba comatose ang lover niyang si Nana?'
'Hindi ba yan kapatid ni Chan-Ah?'
'Chanyeol has a little bit of resemblance with the kid.'
'Look at the guy beside Mr. Park, he looks a lot like the child. Omg.'
'Hindi kaya anak nila yan ni Mr. Park?'
'What? So kabit siya?'
Nag-init ang dugo ko sa narinig ko. Ako kabit? Kung alam niyo lang! Kung alam niyo lang talaga kung sino ang kabit!
"Chanyeol, pwede 'bang sa iba nalang tayo kumain?" I asked while I shot a glare at the people on the table na naririnig 'kong nagchi-chismisan kanina.
"What? Ayaw mo ba dito?"
Sasagot na sana ako nang biglang dumating si Jongin.
He was smiling teasingly. Ano ba?
"So ito pala yung sinasabi 'mong appointment mo?"
"Shut up," sagot ni Chanyeol habang natatawa. "Ready na ba yung mga pagkain?"
"Yes," Jongin said. "Hi there, I'm Kim Jongin! Call me Tito Jongin, you are?" tanong ni Jongin kay Jesper na kanina pa siya tinititigan. Oh right, hindi nga pala kilala ni Jesper si Jongin, si Kyungsoo lang ang kilala nito.
"Hi po Tito Jongin, I'm Jesper po!" Sagot ni Jesper.
"You're so cute! Ang gwapo mo naman," sabay kurot sa pisngi ni Jesper. "Kamukhang kamukha mo si Baekhyun." omygosh, kilig.
Baby ko talaga si Jesper!
"Thank you po! Tito!" sabi ni Jesper. "Tito ang gwapo niyo din po!"
"Wow! Thank you! Buti ka pa, yung mga anak ko hindi ako sinasabihan ng gwapo." pagtatampo ni Jongin. "Thank you, gwapo talaga ako Baby Jesper."
"Ang itim niyo rin po Tito!" natawa kaming tatlo.
"Tampo na ako." natatawang sabi ni Jongin, at nag gesture naman ng yakap si Jesper kaya lumapit si Chanyeol kay Jongin. Matapos nila mag-hug, ay bumaling sakin si Jongin. "Hi Baek, enjoy the food ha!"
"Thank you, Kim Kai." nakangiti 'kong sabi bago kami pumunta ni Chanyeol sa medyo walang tao ng Viva Polo.
"I told them to prepare the food prior our arrival." tumango nalang ako. "Gutom na ba kayo?"
"Hindi pa." pagde-deny ko. Pero biglang nagsalita ng tyan ko. Making Chanyeol laugh.
"Right," inirapan ko lang siya. "How about you Jesper? Are you hungry?"
"Yes po~" walang hiyang sabi ng anak ko.
Patay gutom talaga ang anak ako, I admit.
Maya-maya lang ay dumating na yung pagkain, we did not eat silently, dahil ang daming kinukwento ni Chanyeol sa anak ko.
"Jesper, alam mo 'bang naihi ang Eomma mo sa pants niya yung college?" nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi ni Chanyeol.
"I did not! Imbento ka!" sabi ko sakanya, jusko Chanyeol! Bakit mo ba binabalikan ang nakaraan?
"I'm not lying!"
"Tito Chanyeol ahhaha, bakit po naihi si Mama?"
"Jesper, wag ka maniwala sa Tito Chanyeol mo!" nakakahiya! Pinapahiya ako ni Chanyeol sa harap ng anak namin!
"Excuse me, you were crying too at that time!"
"Ha???? Don't believe him baby!" sabi ko kay Jesper.
"Tell me more Tito!"
"He was crying at that time dahil na-mimiss na daw niya ang highschool life, walang stress, then he wet his own pants when he saw a big needle! I didn't even know why he chose to be a doctor when in fact he was afraid of a syringe!" natatawang paliwanag ni Chanyeol.
Tsk! Bakit ba ako pinapahiya nitong gagong toh!
"Chanyeol!"
"Hahahaha! Eomma, daig mo pa po ako! I don't pee on my pants!" I glared at the two of them. "I also saw mom crying, Tito Chanyeol." napatingin naman ako sa anak ko. What?
"You did? When was that?" Chanyeol then looked at me. Gusto ko sanang pigilan si Jesper sa pagkukwento, but I know na hindi ko naman mapipigilan ang anak ko. Matigas ata ang bungo nito.
"I don't remember when, but when I came to hug him and ask him why, he just said he misses my Appa..." Chanyeol shot me a look. Kinabahan naman ako.
I think I remember this...
Yun yung mga panahon na... I don't know, I felt lonely and i miss his presence so much. Jesper caught me crying in the room while I was clutching our wedding ring. Yes, nasakin pa ang wedding ring namin. I kept it.
"Really?" Chanyeol asked. "And.. sino ba yung Appa mo?" Oh god, why?
What did I tell Jesper? Fuck! Did I tell him that Chanyeol was his other father?
Hindi pwedeng malaman ni Chanyeol na siya ang tatay, no! Call me selfish but I don't want Jesper to know that Chanyeol is his other father and as well as Chanyeol
Jesper pouted, he then looked at me, as well as Chanyeol. Nakakunot ang noo ni Chanyeol, I know he wants to know kung sino ang tatay ni Jesper.
"Mom didn't tell me his name, he just told me that he's not coming back..."
"Not coming back? Bakit naman?"
"Nalunod daw po sa sabaw eh.." jusko? Sinabi ko talaga yun? Oh my god nakakahiya! Nawala yung pagkunot ng noo ni Chanyeol but I can still tell that he wants to know who the father is.
And I'm not going to tell him.
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We finished eating, at pansin ko din ang pasulyap sulyap sakin ni Chanyeol, alam ko yung ganung tingin niya. He really wants to pry some information out of me.
"Do you want to watch a movie, Jesper?" nagliwanag naman ang mga mata ni Jesper.
"Opo!"
"Chanyeol," Banta ko. "You already treated us to lunch, this is too much. We're going home." I didn't miss the pout on Jesper's lips. Ugh! It's making me guilty.
"Baek," bigla naman siyang lumapit sakin, completely ignoring other people and also Jesper.
"I told you, I'm going to do everything to make you come back." Chanyeol eyed Jesper, and whispered "I'll accept everything about you, kasama na dun si Jesper, I'll treat him like he's my own." then he ruffled our son's hair
"Ano ba," I tried to push him away from me, nahihiya ako sa tingin ng mga tao. Even Jesper is looking at us, but he looks happy na sobrang lapit ni Chanyeol sakin. "Don't bribe my child just because you want me back." Naiinis 'kong bulong.
"I'm not, I'm not really being nice to your kid just because I want you back," He leaned in, "I'm doing this because I want to know him better, be close to him and Jesper reminds me a lot about you."
"Shut up, Park." Was all I could manage to blurt out.
"If you want me to get the moon for you, then I'll do it, if it means getting you and Jesper to be with me forever."
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A/n: hello bishes, I'm back with another weird and boring chap! Hope you enjoyed it kahit boring! Hoho!
Btw, have you listened to Universe? 😭 Its sooooo amazing i cant-- the gender neutral lyrics and all--- I'LL SEARCH THE UNIVERSE---