I wanted to say this and tired to find courage but I just couldn't knowing that he wouldn't be in this world not only left me devastated and heartbroken but also all the Shawols but when I first found out by scrolling through my social media I thought that it was just a joke and I am dreaming I couldn't believe this and couldn't admit and when SM conformed it I had to believe and admit myself However for the last two days I was trying to find courage to write and send my deepest respect to his family,friends and mostly the members and the fans as one of a fan I was trying to write but I just couldn't find the courage everyone was posting and sending their respect I look through and read all of them crying because to all of the fans and all the kpop idols were left speechless knowing that one of my bias died i thought a lot and I know he wants us all to be happy and I cherish all the videos of him even more than before he was this beautiful singer who didn't just touched our hearts with his voice but also our souls he was always over there for all his fans and would do anything for them who would make us smile if we were upset if we would cry his voices would make us smile he was this one person that no one can forget because deep down he was suffering himself but he didn't care about himself but only his members and fans he is an amazing person rest in peace we all now know not only did we lose a beautiful star but we lost a beautiful soul you will always be loved and remembered I give my deepest respects to all his family and friend and also I give my deepest respects to all the members and fans and the whole of the kpop industry we love you and miss you our beautiful star hope you have finally found the peace you needed
A/N I was going to update two new chapters but I am really sorry to say I am going to need a few days to redeem what has happened sorry again and hope I make better ones so you guys are happy please guys keep our star in your payers and his family and close friends even the members and the fans thank you