You are my strength but also my weakness
You're bad in many ways
but also good in some
You are my life
while carrying me to the brink of death.
The bond we share is unbreakable
Yet still,
you always think to do the unthinkable.
Telling me you love me
But crushing my heart after committing unspeakable actions.
Pouring out your soul to me,
But still telling me lies.
I want to hate you
for the countless of times you've hurt me
But my heart won't give in to such inhibition.
You are my heaven
but also my hell
You are my light
but also my darkness
You are my everything,
giving me in return, nothing.
My love that was once a pure bliss
Is slowly changing into the darkest shades of agony
You treat me with the utmost pleasure at times
And the next, you throw out your frustrations.
yelling,
cursing,
Torturing me by leaving me alone at nights.
Slowly,
I'm starting to lose hope.
But the rush of adrenaline I feel when your near
is enough to set my soul on fire
So close,
you and I are to perfection.
But I know not what to do anymore
with these undeniable, inconsistent, mixed emotions.