"We been goin' back and forth, you think I only want sex
Of course I want it, look at you but that ain't my intentions
I've been tryna soak you up, maybe learn something
I said I would never chase but you keep on running"
Alix's P.O.V.
I was still holding her by her jacket when she put her other hand behind my head pulling me to her until she crashed into me.
She kissed me roughly, holding my head in place with one hand resting on my neck and the other traveling to grip my waist. At first I could not move, It was such a suddent action that I was just shocked, but when she started to suck and nibble on my lower lip, I let a moan slip my throat and began moving my lips with hers.
She took her left hand from my neck, cupping my cheek for a few seconds before placing it on the other side of my waist while I moved my arms to wrap them around her neck, pulling her closer to me. She passed her tongue through my lower lip asking for entrance and I parted my lips more, giving her what she had so politely asked for.
Our tongues fought for dominance and the kiss got heated, she pushed me gently against her bike, while her hands started to travel on my back and she began to kiss my neck. I was getting a wet mess by now. Before she could continue with her attack on my body, I pushed her away.
I had just realized something, I was making out with Harley, in front of our house, while our married parents were inside waiting for us. This was wrong on so many levels! But even if I knew all this and was now back to my conscious state of mind, I wanted more. I wanted Harley again, I wanted her and I wanted her to want me. Why does it feel so right? Why do I want her so bad?
Harley was looking at me, breathing heavily, she still had her arms around my waist but they had loosen around it and I was still against her bike, I got out of her grip and then it hit me, the panic.
- "This should not have happened..." I said in a whisper and looking at the ground.
- "Please don't say that, let's talk and figure this out, please! You can deal with it however you want to but please, don't just denie it. Just... talk to me, let's figure this out." Harley pleaded, gripping my hand and trying to get me to look at her.
When I finally did, I saw fear in her eyes along with desperation and pleadingness. But all I could think about was our parents.
- "I'm sorry Harley, I..., I can't do this. Just please pretend this never happened." I started to walk to the house leaving Harley alone outside and something inside me started to break with each step. I'm sorry Harley...
Harley's P.O.V.
She left.
She just left. I kissed her and she ran away. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I just fucked it up. She doesn't even want to acknowledge the fact that we kissed.
Just pretend this never happened.
I could forget my own name more easily than ever forgetting that kiss.
What the fuck just happened?? Was it that bad that she had to get away from it that hastily? Did she really hate me as much as I used to think she did?
I went inside to my room changing to a top and some shorts before going to the bathroom.
When I was returning to my room I stopped at Alix's door and put my ear against it but I heard nothing, she must be asleep.
- "You have no idea how much I fucking want you Alix". I said resting my hand on her door for a minute before going inside my rome and get some sleep. Or at least try...
Alix's P.O.V.
She pushed me on the bed looking at me with cloudy eyes and started to kiss my neck, I said her name between moans pleading for more of her, more contact, more friction, just... more.
Somehow, even though our bodies were pressing together like our existences depended on it, it was still not enough. I needed more.
I lifted her head to meet her eyes and I crashed my lips to hers, trying desperately to get more out of this, trying to tattoo her flavor on my tongue and memorize every inch of her lips.
-"I want you Harley, I need you so much. Please...". I pleaded once more while she looked me in the eyes.
Harley trailed kisses from my forehead, passing my nose and lingering on my lips while she lifted my torso to get rid of my shirt, once my shirt was no longer in the way, she kissed my lips again and continued her journey, passing my chin, throat, and colarbones before stopping in the valley between my breasts.
She licked and kissed the valley of my breasts profusely while working on removing my bra. Once she was finally able to take it off, something made her stop, like she had frozen. She had this empty look on her face, I cupped her face, making her look up at me and she traveled up again. When face to face, she looked me in the eyes with her hand cupping my cheek and her thumb tracing my lower lip. She looked at me like she was looking for answers in my eyes.
- "Please, don't forget me when you wake up, please...". She said in a whisper.
- "What? What do you mean when I wake up?". I asked confused.
- "It's time Alix, wake up. I'll go now and leave you alone." She said getting up and starting to walk away.
- "No! Harley! Don't! Please don't leave!". I tried to grab her and make her stay but my whole body was trapped to the bed, I could not move, everything went dark, I was alone, I was cold. I started to cry, it was hard for me to breathe...".
I woke up panting and sweating, sitting up so fast, that I gave myself whiplash. Oh Harley, you have no idea how much I want you...
I used to have more than a normal amount of these "wet dreams" starring Harley. I would never admit it to anyone before, not even myself. Even though most times my drenched panties and morning horniness would try and slap it in my face. But this time, it was different. For once I wanted it to actually happen. Admittedly this time I mean. And for the first time I actually felt terrified that she would dissappear.
I sighed, knowing "us" was not possible. I just decided to go to the kitchen to get some water.
Harley's P.O.V.
I couldn't sleep for the love of god. I can't get her out of my head. I would rather have her rejecting me, telling me she doesn't feel a thing towards me than just walking away, leaving me to figure all of this out.
- "Fuck it!". I got up pacing around my room for a second and deciding to just get some water, since I couldn't sleep. Once I got past my door, my eyes automaticly traveled to Alix's closed door. I sighed, envying her for being able to sleep when this should have affected the both of us.
When I reached the kitchens door, I heard whispering.
- "I don't want to hurt you Harley, I really don't, but I don't know what to do so I think it's better if we ignore this and just forget it ever happened... oh Alix, who are you kidding, you can't even get her out of you head, how are you going to tell her that?"
A small smile appeared on my face. She was feeling the same way I was and she couldn't sleep either.
- "Forget it Alix, you can't do this, not with her, so just forget it and go to sleep." She said putting down a glass on the counter.
I hid behind the curtains of the dinning room that were long and thick enough to cover me in the dark of the house as fast as I could and just waited for her to go back to her room.
After she left I simply drank my water and went to sleep.
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Alix's P.O.V.
When I woke up, scared shitless of getting out of my room and seeing Harley, I texted June asking her to spend the afternoon with me. I did not want to come home after school.
As I breathed in one last time, I got out of my room and went to the dinning room. Harley wasn't there. Only her mom and my dad where having breakfast.
- "Morning sweetie! Are you having breakfast with us or are you going to be like your sister and abandon your old folks? She got out really early in the morning to meet Liam." My dad said trying to be funny.
- "She's not my sister! And no, I'm not staying, I'm going to just eat something at school. Bye." I said walking out of the house without saying anything else. I was freaking the fuck out just listening to her name. How am I going to be able to look at her ever again?
Harley' P.O.V.
I woke up really early so that I could avoid the whole awkward morning after thing. I told my mom I was going to Liam's, but actually he was going to meet up with June, so I just went to ride around town for an hour before going to school.
When I got to school, Ruby walked up to my bike. She waited for me to get out and take off my helmet, before she spoke to me.
- "Hey babe... I missed you. It's been a while since we had fun. How about today you make up for it?" She said seductively, grabbing the hem of my tight white top.
I didn't feel a think, I did not feel aroused or excited. I haven't had sex for almost two weeks now, and trust me, in my time table that is way too long. I removed Ruby's hands from my top.
- "Look, Ruby..., we had fun but it is time to stop this, I don't think we should see each other again, sorry."
Her seductive smile turned into a frown.
- "What? What have I done wrong? Did you get a girlfriend? Of all the girls to break-up with why me? You know damn well I'm the best! No one will ever be as good as me at making you cu...". I stopped her by covering her mouth with my hand.
- "Hey, hey, hey Ruby, calm the fuck down ok, don't make a big deal out of this, I said it from the start that this was not supposed to last and I'm not ending it with just you, I'm ending it with all of you. I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to have every girl chase me while I take advantage of them. I'm done." I said gently moving Ruby off of me.
- "Oh Harley, you are going to regret that decision. I know you, you can't spend more than a day without getting into some girl's panties, and when you finally break, I will be the one who's panties you'll find yourself in." She said leaving and winking at me.
- "Whatever...". I said in a muffled tone.
By now there were a few eyes on me, I looked at them and found Liam and June looking at me. I let out a sigh while I made my way to them.
- "Hey L, June." I said.
June was looking at me with a quizzical look on her face while Liam had a smile on his.
- "Morning bestie, it's good to see you not beating someone up to death. Anyways, I really have to go now, I have P.E. and Mr. King asked us to be there half an hour sooner. Something about a tournament, have to go. Bye!" He kissed June on the cheek and winked at me, still smiling, before running away.
I turned to June, she was still looking at me weirdly. I still felt guilty for fucking up her gig last night.
- "Look, hmm... June I'm really sorry about yesterday. You know, for the whole thing. I just, I couldn't help it..."
- "Harley, you know what? it's ok, I know what happened. The bartender told me everything, I would have done the same, I just didn't know YOU would've done it, but I guess I don't know you that well." She said comforting me but making me feel exposed as well.
What the fuck do I respond to that? Oh yeah, I actually am falling for Alix who you thought I hated and I think she might like me too, oh! And yesterday, after we left 4tea, I kissed her, yeah... I don't think so.
- "Yeah, well, anyways, I have to go now so... see you". I mentally face palmed myself but still kept walking away.
This is going to be a long fucking day...
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Alix's P.O.V.
The whole school day was torture, me and Harley spent the whole day playing a game of cat and mouse.
Every time she saw me she tried to talk to me and I just fled the scene. I decided that the best way to get her out of my head was to avoid her at all cost. But I couldn't help myself to take a few glances at her since she was always looking at me either way. I felt watched and it was intense, like out of this world sexual tension intense.
After school, me and June decided to head to the cafe square to just spend some time.
- "So Alix, what's been happening between you and Harley actually?" What? Why is she asking about her? Did she notice something?
- "Between me and... Harley? What do you mean?" Fuck I didn't denie it, shit!
- "Yes! You have been looking at each other for the entire day and it's like really weird, what happened?" Fuck, she noticed it.
- "Those were hate looks."
- "That's the thing, those looks had anything but hate in them. Look, if you don't want to tell me it's fine, but something is definitely going on between the two of you, I just don't know what."
- "Ok! We kissed!". Word vomit, great.
- "What!??" She looked at me for 10 seconds not saying anything, with a wide mouth and wider eyes.
- "Please say something June, you're making this harder than it already is..." I asked feeling smaller by the second.
- "Well... hum... do you like her?"
I nodded looking down and bitting my lip finally admitting it, more to myself than her, but still.
- "What about your parents?" She blurted.
That made my head shot up again.
- "They have no idea, and they never will know because it's never happening again." I said trying to convince myself.
- "But, you like her." She said smilingly.
- "Yeah, but she is not like the one, it's just a crush June." I said trying to get her hopes down.
- "You don't know that and I think she likes you too, I mean she did end it with the whole being a player thing and she beat up James because of you." She said.
- "What? What do you mean she ended the whole being a player thing?" I asked feeling slightly hopeful and happy inside but still confused.
- "Me and Liam saw her ending it with Ruby today, she said she was done with the whole thing, with her and every other girl." She said looking at me expectantly.
- "Yeah, well, that doesn't change anything, nothing is going to happen between us again." I said stubbornly.
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Harley's P.O.V.
When I got home, Alix was still out. My mom said that she and George wanted to talk to us but that they would wait until dinner to talk to both me and Alix.
When Alix finally arrived and we sat down at the table the awkwardness between us settled again. George cleared his throat.
- "So, as you know it's Julie's birthday this weekend..." He looked between me and Alix and continued when he was sure he got our attention.
- "Since I wanted to do something special for my beautifull wife, we are going away for her birthday and that means you two will be alone until Friday and we hope you are both mature enough to behave while we are away and be able to cooperate with no arguments or trying to kill each other at all times."
- "When are you going?" I said almost cutting George's sentence.
- "Tomorrow morning. We arranged for two days off at work. Ain't that great?" My mom asked us holding George's hand and smiling at him.
Fuck, tomorrow already? How in the fuck are me and Alix going to be able to ignore each other for two whole days living alone in the same house?
Alix didn't even lift her gaze from her plate, she just stood up and said:
- "I'm not feeling so good, sorry, but can I go to my room?"
- "Are you ok honey?" George asked, concerned.
- "Yeah, I'm just feeling a bit nauseous, can I go?" She asked still not sparing me a glance.
- "If you think you will be ok by yourself, yeah, go. See you tomorrow sweetie." George said still looking at Alix, concerned.
- "Thanks." Alix said leaving and closing her room's door.