Houston, Texas
October 13, 2013
Monday
Windell High School
Rihanna Pov
"Good morning class." Mr. Somerhalder greeted the class coming into the classroom. "I'm sure you guys know what to do when you come into class. Get your laptops out and start working on your bell ringer." He instructed going over to his desk.
I got out my laptop so I can do this light work. Its not that hard since it Culinary.
Plus, I get to eat.
While going through this bell ringer my mind can't help but wonder off about Bey.
What she's doing? Is she thinking about me? What do she feel now? Is it stronger than yesterday?
I really can't stop thinking about her now. I have to occupy myself to not think about her.
That's how much I think about her.
I'm not going to lie. I'm scared. I don't know how this secret love affair is going to play out. It's a possibility that she can still choose Shawn over me and I don't want that to happen. It can't.
But I can't choose that for her. She has to make that decision.
She been going with Shawn since freshman year, I believe. They have history.
But what we have more, I know we do. If we didn't, that kiss we shared wouldn't have left us feeling the way we do.
High.
Delighted.
Affection.
Wet.
That what the kiss did to me. I don't know if it left Bey wet but hopefully it did. Yesterday when I went home, I looked up lesbian porn to see if I even kissed her right.
It was weird for the first time watching the same sex have sex. But it became interesting. More than what it is.
That's love itself.
Not the porno's, I'm talking about Bey and I. What if we make it to that stage of love?
Which I why I started watching multiple ones. When we do--if we do get to that moment--then I want to be prepared, ready. More than her of course. I want to be the one who brings her pleasure.
Shaking my head getting rid of my thoughts, I click the last answer to the semi-quiz he gave us for bell ringer.
"Okay." He dragged out. "You guys should be done by now." Getting up from his chair he approached the board. "Some of you....still don't know the kitchen knives." He put the cap back on the marker. "So we have to go over it. Again." He added.
Some kids would've groan but the guys was half sleep and the girls were drooling over the teacher.
I quietly laugh at some of them blank expression as he goes over it. I never seen them so thirsty. Especially for a teacher.
Beyonce Pov
During Geometry class I couldn't really focus how I wanted to focus. Rih kept glancing over here making me look and blush, turning away.
I had to stop looking over there before people think we do have something going on.
"You know Bey." Nicki startled me. "If you keep looking over there I'm going to start thinking you guys have something going on." I cut my eyes towards her smiling. Hopefully not awkwardly. She giggled going back to her work.
I don't know it she knows or not. She's really smart to pretend that she don't know.
She probably do.
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"We need to catch up, Bey. I'm starting to think you don't want to hang out with me anymore."
"No, no...it just that...you know, I have–"
"A lot on your plate. Yeah, I get it."
"No...it..." I pause not knowing if I should tell her.
"What is it, Bey?" She ask pulling us towards the locker so she can hear better. "You know I'm your best friend right? I don't care if you was robbing the damn bank, I want you to tell me. And besides if you do rob a bank, you better include me in it." We laugh together.
But I'm still iffy about it.
"Look, Nic. Can you give me time? Please? I'll tell you...just in due time." I promise. She crack a smile before nodding.
"I'm still here for you. No matter what."
"No matter what." I repeated, using our sayings.
"I'll call you later. Love you." She dismiss herself walking backwards waiting for my response as always.
"Love you too." She nods with a smile and went on to the bus ramp. Me being me I watch her walk out the building and saw get on the bus, through the glass door.
"You ready, Bey?" Robyn voice appears behind me making me shiver. I turn around, smiling some.
"Yeah, I'm ready." I replied.
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"What did Ms. B wanted?" I ask about her staying in there longer than she intended to.
She raise her shoulders as we cross the street from the parking lot.
"She ask me why wasn't I doing the homework in her class." I face her in disbelief.
"Rih?!"
"Have you noticed that you use my middle name when you're mad?" She ask changing the subject.
"Yes, and why haven't you been doing them? You know it's Geometry right? It's kind of hard to make up." I warned.
She pouted. How adorable.
"But BeyBey....it's hard."
"Then ask for a tutor." I suggest as we make our way closer to the park.
"What you got in there?" I furrowed my eyebrows in curiosity.
"A, B–"
"Then you can tutor me." I shook my head disagreeing.
"Nope–"
"Come on, Bey. Don't you want to help me succeed?" She challenged as we made our stop.
"Yeah, but..."
"But what?" I squirted my eyes scanning them around before looking into hers.
"Nothing."
"Exactly...then you should tutor me. That will only give us more time together." She mentioned. "I wish I could kiss you." I look away, biting my lip. "I know you want to do the same." She added. "Lets go to the field."
"Robyn I'm on punishment."
I would love to go but I can't. The more I get in trouble the longer I'm on punishment.
"Bey I'm on punishment too."
"Then you should understand." I quickly responded back.
"Then you should understand that I don't care about that, I care about spending time with you."
I kept quiet.
"Robyn." She looked away. "I understand that you want to spend as time with me as possible. But if we keep getting in trouble we not going to never get off of punishment and be able to go else where. Like The Diner Miner."
Clenching her jaw, she nodded in understanding.
"Okay."
"Besides, you just mentioned tutoring. We can do that at your house." We surely can't do it at mines if my mom wants to accuse people.
"Yeah...we do." She responded.
"Exactly. Now lets go home before we get in more trouble than we already are." She nodded again staring at my lips this time. "And who knows she might let me off the hook this evening. Then we'll be able to go to the field." I added.
"Hopefully."
"Yeah. I'll catch you later."
"See you later too." I back away blowing her a kiss.
"Really?" I laugh at her expression and turned around.
I later felt my body being picked up.
"Rih!" I busted out laughing as she put me down and gave me a kiss on my cheek.
"Now, I'll see you later."
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