You know it's awful
Seeing something that once hurt so bad
But now there's nothing to feel anymore
It's done it's damage
Now everything is just, numb
It's like yeah I want to feel something and you keep thinking about it hoping to spark some sort of feeling. Doesn't matter if it's anger or sadness or love as long as you feel it. And there's nothing at all no matter how much you fucking try and you keep thinking what did I do to make myself this way and why can't I go back to the way it was when I was normal?
Don't know.