Colby's POV
I woke up with arms around me, I smile this is actually perfect. He pulls me closer to him but I turned over so I could look at him, he's so perfect the way his hair fell in his face the way his lips were slightly parted, even though his eyes are closed I still knew what they looked like they were dark green and when the sun light shined on them they sparkled like stars at midnight, his lips are the perfect shape and shade of pink, not to mention they Are so soft. I could look at him forever he makes me so happy, his eyes flutter open they were a little pink but mine probably are too "morning" I say my voice was raspy because I haven't used it all night "morning Colbs" he says, his voice is deeper in the morning not as deep as mine but it's nice "I know you were staring at me" he says chuckling, I blush "well don't be so bootiful and you won't have to deal with it" I say covering my face with the blanket "you're adorable"' he says laughing "yeah well I'll be back in a second I need to use the bathroom" I say getting out from under the covers and stumbling into the bathroom, I flip the switch it hurt my eyes but soon I got used to it.
Ugh I look gross
You are gross
I know
You know he doesn't love you right?
Yes he does!!!
Okay keep telling yourself that.
What if he really doesn't love me? What if this isn't real? What if he's just doing it because he feels bad for me?
I feel tears come to my eyes "i just want him to love me" I whisper to myself, I hear a knock at the door "Colby are you okay? Brennnen asked "y-yeah I-I'm o-okay" I stuttter out "no your not what's wrong" he says worried, I decide to open the door and I just looked at him "please love me" I whisper "Colby I love you " he says pulling me into a hug "promise" I whisper into his shoulder "I swear" he says pulling out of the hug and cupping my cheek rubbing his thumb along my cheekbone, but then I feel his lips on mine, I kiss back I throw my arms around his neck and he puts his arms around my waist but he breaks the kiss "I love you baby never forget that" he whispered but right as I was about to say something I heard awes coming from Corey and Elton "you guys are like 12 year old girls" I chuckle "SORRY ITS FRIKN CUTE" Corey yelled and brennen and I laughed "you guys can go now?" I say to them "yeah yeah we are going" he say walking downstairs "you sir are very attractive" I say to brennen putting my arms around his neck again "so are you" he says kissing me "we should go get ready" I say pulling away from him "yeah" he says following me into my room "shit you don't have anything to wear" I say looking at him " it's alright I'll just wear what I wore yesterday" he says grabbing his shirt "you sure" I ask him raising a eyebrow " yeah I'm sure" he says putting his shirt on "okay" I say turning back to my closet, I pick a pink hoodie and black skinny jeans with rips in them.
I decided to change in the bathroom but I come back out and grab my phone off the nightstand "you look hot" brennen says staring at me, I blush and giggle "thank you" I say putting my phone in my pocket "what do you wanna do today?" I ask him as we walk downstairs "WE ARE GOING TO TENDER GREENS BITCH" he yells and I laugh "YASS" I laugh/yell "are you even hungry" I ask him "starving" he replied I nod "GUYS WE WILL BE BACK LATER WE ARE GOING TO TENDER GREENS" I yell to the rest of the house as we leave.
We got in my car, the song that was playing on the radio was being me to life by Evanesces (I think that's how you spell it) I've always loved this song so I turned it up And started to softly sing to it but I guess I got so lost in the song I started to sing pretty loud because I looked over at brennen and he was just smiling and I blushed out of embarrassment "so Colby Brock can sing" he says raising a eyebrow I can? "Can I?" I ask him "hell yeah" he says putting his hand on my thigh which made me blush a deep dark red "we are here" I say while parking "yesss" he says getting out and I do the same.
We sit down at our normal spot, we ordered our food already but usually takes a lil bit getting here so we just talked.
"So how are you feeling?" Brennen asked I knew what he was talking about "I'm a lot better, but I still have....bad thoughts sometimes" I sigh looking down, he grabs my hands in his and makes me look up at him "Colby if those thoughts start call me or come get me if I'm with you tell me and I'll make them go away, I love you more then anything in this world okay?" He said while still holding my hands and rubbing his thumb on mine (I dunno what to call it so) "okay" I whisper and smile, this man makes me so happy, he pulled his hands from mine and checked his phone I think it was twitter or that's what I'm assuming but the waitress comes with our food she's Being really flirty with brennen like she undid her top button and bent down so her boobs were basically touching his face, I was nervous about it but I just looked at him with that Brennen please (THAT SOUNDED SEXAUL) look he nodded "thank you for the food Ms my boyfriend and I will enjoy it" he said smiling, she sighed and looked grossed out and walking away "whore" I mutter to myself "yeah she was" he says laughing.
~Time skip~
We got home it was around 4:30 pm so we went out in the backyard and just sat with our feet in the water I payed my head on his shoulder "I don't think you'll ever understand how long I've wanted this" I whisper looking at the water "I think I do because I've wanted this just as long" he says looking at me and I look at him, he kisses me and I kiss back because how could anyone reject him I mean fuck "what would you do how I pushed you in the water right now" brennen said into the kiss "you wouldn't" I say pulling away "you don't have your phone right" he says smiling "n-no but you don't have to push me I-" but before I could finish I was in the pool "I HATE YOUUUU" I yell laughing "no you love me" he says he's right, imma get him back "get in with meeeeee" I whine "no I'm okay" he says laughing I look over I see his phone so it's not on him "okay" I say coming closer to him, I grab his hands "I love you but I have to do this" I say then I pulled him in "I never should have trusted you" he says hugging me "nope" I say smiling, I already took my shirt off and so did he because why wear your shirt in the pool? I don't know anyways, I kissed him softly but soon became deeper I wrapped my arms around his neck and his arms were around my waist like earlier but this time I wrapped my legs around his waist so he was basically holding me, at this point we are full on making out, he pushed me up against the pool walls "I love you" he muttered into the kiss "I love you too" I say back "GET A FUCKING ROOM GUYS DAMN" I heard Elton yell "or you could go in your room" I say laughing he sighed "you guys need to fuck like my god" he laughing I blushed a deep pink "he's right you know" brennen whispered into my ear which sent chills down my spine "your a perv" I laughing Getting off him "can u blame me, look at yourself like damn" he said I blushed "thank you" I giggled "we should get dressed and take a shower because of all the Corine" brennen said getting out with me "yeah" I say "we don't have towels and I'm freezing" say say looking at brennen shivering "aww come here" he said putting his arm around me and I hugged his side, why he always so warm.
We walked up to my room "do you wanna take a shower first orr" I asked him awkwardly "or we could take one together" he said smiling I laughing "maybe later" I say walking to the bathroom.
Brennens POV
"Maybe later" he said walking away well alright then, I'd be lying if I said I didn't wanna go all the way with Colby but I wanted him to be ready I wanted him to be comfortable with it first and he's obviously not yet but that's okay...
Heyyyyy so is this a cliffhanger I don't know I just wanted to end it here.
AND THIS IS THE FACE REVAL..... DRUMROLL PLEASE
YEP THIS IS ME SORRY IF IM NOT WHAT YOU THOUGHT I WAS BUT YEAH
(October 14th, 2019 update; first things first, I changed the picture so if some comments don't add up, that's why.
Second; Im human, pronouns left the chat a while ago .
Third; no I'm not 12