Ariel
"You're so cute!" JoJo giggles while reaching up, pulling my curls. I chuckled and held onto the teddy bear that I had just won for her while holding her hand with my other.
"You know, I try I try." I laughed as I looked down at her.
We'd been hanging out all day, and honestly she's taken my mind off of Jaie and Chris. We've been shopping, out for lunch, and now leaving the fair. We went on all the rides and played some games and shit.
"You ready to go home?" I asked as I walked her to the car, opening her door for her and watching her get in. Once she was in, I handed her the big teddy bear and she nodded. I smiled and closed the door, then walked over to my side and got in
Once we got into her house, I lied on the bed with her. I played on my phone while my head was resting on her lap and she leans against the headboard while French braiding my hair and talking to me about random things. We've been hanging out constant for a few days, and I've really been enjoying it. I can tell she's feeling me and I'm not quite sure how I feel about her yet but I know somethings there. I haven't fucked with a fem like this, but her vibe is different. She's not needy and all over me. She's chill and she can just just lay with me and talk and play in my hair and shit and be cool.
I'm surprised we had so much to talk about actually. She even asked me questions about 'slim' and I. I answered them honestly, and the only part I lied about was the fact that we 'don't talk like that' anymore when we really do. She said she could tell that I still had something for Jaie, but I tried to convince her that Jaie is and will always be in the past.
What sucks is that Jojo is her friend, so if we ever did take things to the next level then I'd be risking losing Jaie and everything that we're building. Well.. We're not building anything but you know.
"You mentioned to me earlier that you were looking for a job, and I know it's not something big but my friend works at a real estate place and she needs an assistant. She pays $20 an hour." She said while finishing up my last braid. I sat up and smiled at her.
"Really? Damn, thanks for lookin' out ma. I'd like that."
"Okay I'll text her and let her know what happens." She smiled before reaching over picking up her phone. I nodded and licked my lips before grabbing the water bottle that was resting on my lap and took a sip out of it while watching her.
My phone vibrated and I pulled it out. It was a text from Jay. Woah I haven't talked to her in a while.
Jay: Hey, wanna go to the park with Armani or something?
I tried to hide my smile and texted back.
Me: Sure, in like an hour?
Jaie: Gotcha.
I slid my phone in my pocket and looked at Jo.
"Hey lu one I gotta go and pick up Armani. I'll come swing by tomorrow Okay?"
She smiled and nodded before sitting up a bit, wrapping her arms around my neck and hugging me. This girl is sweet and her hugs make me like her even more. I don't even know how.
I leant down and pecked her lips softly and her eyes widened while her cheeks got super red. I chuckled and got up, sliding on my shoes before grabbing my keys.
"So cute." I smiled before winking and turning, walking out of the room.
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"Hey love." Jaie smiled as she leans closer, pecking my lips. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her waist standing there staring at her for a second before letting go and walking into the house. I could stare at this girl for hours man.. she's so beautiful. And I wonder why I can't get over her. I see her underneath all her 'stud looking' outfits and I see her for the woman she is. And she's completely beautiful to me. She makes me forget all of the shit that's been happening and everything that previously happened because like.. Damn I don't even know. Her smile just distracts me.
"I came to get Armani. Imma take her to the park." I smiled as I walked upstairs, Jaie following behind me. When I opened the room door, Armani was sitting on the floor banging her toys together. She looked up and seen me, then dropped her toys and started clapping, a toothless smile on her face.
"'Mama!" She chanted while I leant down and picked her up, pecking her cheeks.
"Hey princess. You ready to go with mama for the day?" I smiled while walking over to her car seat, strapping her in. She took her attention off of me and began reaching up and playing with the toys that dangled off the handle of her car seat. Jaie smiled and sat on the bed while watching me. I walked over and grabbed the diaper bag and put it on my shoulder while Jaie stood up.
"Leaving already?" She poked out her lip and I nodded while chuckling and walking over to her.
"I'll be back tonight okay? I'm gonna being Armani back and you'll get to see me." I winked playfully and she giggled before placing her hand on my cheek, making me lean closer until our lips were pressed softly against each other's. I moved my lips in the same sync as hers for a few seconds, my attention drifting off of what I was supposed to be doing and onto her as I dropped the diaper bag and picked her up, my arms underneath her holding her up while what started off to be a soft quick kiss, turned into an aggressive lustful one. Finally, she had pulled away and bit on her bottom lip while I licked mine and smirked at her; putting her down.
"See you later!" She cutely said, and I smiled while reaching down picking up the diaper bag again.
"Gotcha." I said as I picked up the car seat also and walked out of the room and down the stairs carefully. Jaie followed behind me and ran in front of me when I was outside, opening the car door for me. I put the car seat in and then closed the door.
She skipped back up to the front door of the house and waved bye to me as I pulled out of the driveway with a smile on my face.
The whole time I drove, I talked to Armani and received her cute baby talks as replies, making me laugh sometimes. I looked in the mirror and seen that she was playing with her feet, trying to pull them up to her mouth to suck on her toes but her socks were in the way.
Once I finally pulled up to the park, I seen Jay sitting on the hood of her car smoking a blunt while playing on her phone. She looked to the side and smiled, putting the blunt out and placing it behind her ear while sliding her phone in her pocket. Good, cause she's not smoking around my kid.
I took the key out of the ignition and got out the car. Jay was already taking Armani out of her car seat and tossing her up in the air repeatedly making her laughs and giggles fill our ears.
I grabbed the diaper bag then locked the car and smiled as I walked on the other side to where they were. Jay had Armani in her arms and they both smiled at me.
"Haven't seen you in forever, beautiful." Jay smiled at me and I tried to hide my blush by rolling my eyes.
"Hush up."
She chuckled and grabbed my hand as we walked over to the kiddie playground. She placed Armani in a swing and began slowly pushing her as I sat on a bench in front of the swing, snapping multiple pictures of them two and of just Armani.
"How have you been?" She asked me, and I shrugged.
I wasn't planning on getting into everything Jaie and I were doing, but with Jay I didn't always have a choice because she could see right through me and she knew when something was happening.
"Something. Don't shrug girl, tell me."
"It's nothing Jay, I just-" I cut myself off when I felt my phone vibrate multiple times. I made a face and looked at it. Cam is blowing my phone up, and she doesn't usually do that unless she has something to tell me or she's worried about me so let's see.
I opened the messages and seen that it was a screenshot, but before opening the picture I looked at what she had said.
BFF💍: I really hope you aren't still messing around with her.
BFF💍: This is crazy.
BFF💍: didn't you just tell me the other day they weren't together?
BFF💍: apparently they have been. For a month now.
BFF💍: you're dumb if you keep talking to her.
Oh god.. it's gotta be something about Chris and Jaie.
I finally opened the picture and seen the long paragraph that Jaie had posted on her page underneath a picture of the two of them. My heartbeat sped up as I skimmed through the paragraph, a few words immediately catching my attention.
Jaie was basically saying that Chris is her last relationship and that she can't wait for their future together and that she's starting to fall in love and she talked about how much she loves her. She also talked all about Chris' amazing qualities and how she couldn't see herself with anyone but Chris.
So yeah, Cam is right about how I'm just Jaie's entertainment. And I already knew that but damn.. just.. I didn't know her and Chris were official and I didn't know it's been a whole month. Jaie and I have had sex twice this last month; she was a bottom both times. But yeah. If she's so in love then why is she cheating? What?
I guess I had started crying, because Jay walked over to me with Armani in her arms and sat next to me, pulling me in for a hug. I kept staring at the screenshot in disbelief while crying on Jay's shoulder.
"What's wrong? What happened?"
I shrugged and sniffled while using one of my hands to wipe my tears away.
"Jaie is with Chris officially.. And it's been a month and I didn't know. I don't check her social media for this exact reason. I didn't wanna hurt myself. Part of me felt like maybe Jaie would see who really loves her and come back to me but I guess that was my dumb ass heart thinking instead of my brain again."
I shook my head and she sighed while rubbing my back with her free hand.
"Come on.. Lets go home babygirl." She stood up and grabbed my hand making me stand up with her.
"I'm sorry.. I'm always ruining things when we meet up."
"It's okay, you have your reasons. I just wish you'd let the bitch go because she's not doing anything but making you even worse than days before. But it's gonna take time and I need to understand that." She shook her head and held my hand walking us back to the cars. She strapped Armani in her car seat for me and when she closed the door, she leans against it looking at me. I was chewing on my bottom lip and fidgeting with my keys in my hand.
"Things will get better but they're only gonna get worse the longer you keep her around. You think she's good for you because she makes you happy, but when you real look at the situation she isn't doing anything but making you worse and worse Ariel. That's not good. I feel like neither of you should be taking care of Armani while this shit is going on. You're too emotional and as long as she's around, I bet you're gonna go on another emotional roller coaster. Watch. I'm here if you need me, okay?"
I nodded and she kissed my forehead before walking to her car and getting in. She looked frustrated, and it makes me feel slightly guilty. I don't like when other people get upset because of things I do. I'm sorry I'm dumb and I keep staying with Jaie, but I can't help it. Y'all don't understand because you weren't in my shoes.. I love her so much I swear I do.
I drove home and lied in bed with Armani for a few hours before niyah randomly popped up over at my house. I had let her in and we sat on the couch talking about her problems while Armani was sleeping on my lap.
"I just don't see why Kelo won't come back to me." She sighed and I nodded.
I didn't really feel comfortable talking to Aniyah about much anymore. Well, my problems at least. I didn't even really wanna be around her at all, because of the shit she tried to pull. But I can tell she just needed someone to talk to so I guess I can just be here and listen and give my advice.
"I know how you feel." I sighed, then continued. "It's going to take time to get over Kelo girl I promise. But you can't just wait around. You have so many people who want and like you. You tell me about it all the time and I see y'all all on Instagram and Snapchat. All these girls that like the fuck out you." I know that what I was telling her, I should be telling myself. But I feel like her situation is different. Kelo is completely done and moved on. Jaie is still holding onto me and being all cute and shit and we're having sex and all of that. So it's harder for me. It wouldn't be so hard if I would've let her go a long time ago, but my dumb ass didn't and now I have to deal with that alone.
"I know but like.. ugh nobody gets it."
"Don't ever say I don't get it, because I do. It's hard and I understand that. But it's up to you to be happy. There's lots of people who'd like to make you happy and shit like that. Go for it. You don't even have to date anyone, just talk to them and get out and go have fun and shit. You know? Don't sit around and mope. Because I can tell you from experience it doesn't do shit but make you even more sad." I chuckled at the end and she nodded.
"I hate slim. I can't believe she let such a good girl like you go." She said while shaking her head. I rolled my eyes. I don't wanna talk about Jaie, and I also don't want to hear a word that Aniyah has to say about me and Jaie because I now think that every damn word she says is a lie. She doesn't 'ship' Jaie and I. She wanted Jaie to herself. Girl take ya lying ass on.
I shook my head also and cleared my throat while picking up Armani. I guess I should take her home now anyways, it's late and I don't know how much longer Jaie is gonna be up. Usually sometimes id keep her for some days but I'm gonna go with Jojo tomorrow and look for jobs and shit and just hang out.
Niyah continued to talk lots of shit about Jaie while I had tuned her out and focused on not waking up Armani. It took a lot to get her whiny ass to sleep, and I'm trying to keep her asleep. I'd occasionally nod at Aniyah to make her think I was listening, and when I finally finished strapping in Armani I stood up and looked at her.
"I'm about to take her home." I said and niyah nodded, getting up and grabbing her keys.
"Okay. I'll see you soon." She smiled as she hugged me, then walked out of the house. Finally. I picked up the car seat and grabbed my keys, then walked out.
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Once I had got to Jaie's house, my plan was to just drop off Armani and keep it moving. But we all know that I ended up staying over for a little while. She had said that she missed me and you know, I felt bad so I had ended up lying with her and talking about anything that had come to either of our minds.
But once she brought up Aniyah, I had begun to get annoyed. Like why are we speaking about her?
"She still keeps trying to get at me. Like chill sis." She laughed. And I shrugged. I sometimes don't even want to talk to Jaie anymore either. The fact that she's with Chris and she acts like everything is alright and she even was messing Aniyah and lying to me and telling me that she wasn't.. Just wow. But my pussy ass doesn't wanna fight with her so I just go with whatever she says. Like if Jaie was to kill someone and she was to sit here and lie to me and tell me she didn't then oh well. Ima act like she didn't even though I know she did. If I argue with Jaie or act like I know something, she'll get defensive and leave and I'm not ready for that yet.
"Still tryna get at you huh? Well she was over my house today and that's not what was said. If anything she talked mad shit about you. But okay."
"What? That fake ass bitch- what did she say?"
I smirked and shrugged, then began to spill everything Aniyah ever said about her. Of course I said that I was talking about her too, but Jaie didn't care because she already knows that I talk a lot of shit. Especially about her. But she was mad that her 'friend' was talking shit.
Jaie picked up her phone and called Aniyah, then began cussing her out and I lied there silently laughing to myself while Aniyah denied everything and Jaie was getting even more fired up.
She shouldn't have been being fake then.
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