Ariel
"Wear a dress." Tray said as she smirked, walking into my closet looking in the very back at my feminine clothes. I rolled my eyes and got up walking in behind her. I hadn't worn a dress in forever and I wasn't trying to wear one tonight. Tray is trying to take me out to dinner, and then to the beach. I love the beach, so I agreed. She strongly likes my feminine side so she's been trying all night to get me to put on a dress for when we go. I kept saying no, but I might as well just give in because she's not letting me wear anything else. She's going to keep on bothering me as long as I put up a fight. She wants to go out somewhere, because we haven't talked much since we had seen each other at the party, and she wanted to catch up and talk and stuff. So what other good way to talk at dinner and on the beach? Sounds pretty good to me I guess.
She turned around and showed me a short red dress, a big smirk on her face as she tried handing it to me. I made a face and grabbed it from her, holding it up to my body.
"Um... How about not."
"Yes, you're going to look amazing in it. Go get ready."
I groaned and walked into the bathroom, closing the door before staring in the mirror. This means I need to get all cute and stuff and really, I'd rather throw on some basketball shorts and go to McDonald's or some shit.
I put on the dress and took my hair out of the ponytail that it was in, fluffing it around making it look cute and curly. I dug in the cabinet that was in there for a while until I finally found my bag of lipsticks and such.
I walked back in front of the mirror and put on a ruby red colored lipstick, then some mascara and stood there smiling at myself. I hadn't gotten all dressed up feminine like in a while, and I must admit I lowkey missed it.
I walked to the jewelry box that I had in the corner of the bathroom and put on a gold chain with a small diamond charm on it, then put on some diamond earrings and two gold bracelets.
I slowly walked out of the bathroom and walked to my closet, grabbing some red bottoms sliding them on my feet. Once I finally walked out, I went straight to the mirror and jumped when I heard a loud, "Damn!"
I turned around and looked at Tray, her eyes wide and a big smirk on her face as she got up walking towards me. She wrapped her arms around my waist and stood behind me staring at the two of us in the mirror before grabbing her phone. She went to Snapchat and had began taking multiple pictures of the both of us, then moved away and told me to do certain cute little poses and took pictures of me. It was cute having my own little photographer.
"Okay now come on, I made reservations." She grabbed my hand and walked out of the house with her hand still with mine.
We walked out to the car and she opened the door for me, causing me to smile while letting go of her hand and getting in slowly. I placed my clutch in my lap and put on my seatbelt, smiling up at her while she closed my door and then jogged over to her side, getting in on the drivers side.
I licked my lips slowly and hooked my phone up to the Bluetooth, playing a random song.
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I moved my fork around in my pasta as I waited for Tray to come back from outside. She had gotten a phone call and stepped out, not telling me who it was from. In a way, I find that rude. But.. I mean I guess.
Tray quickly walked back over, stuffing her phone in her pocket while sitting back down picking up her fork and knife. She had gotten a NY strip steak, and I got chicken Fettuccine Alfredo. She cleared her throat and looked at me with a half smile. My face was somewhat blank, and I continued swirling my fork around in my plate while shaking my leg a bit.
"Sorry, it was an important call." She said semi-lowly.
"I see that." I said while putting my fork down, grabbing my wine glass and taking a sip. I'm trying to slowly drink it so that I don't overdo it and get drunk, then be all over the place.
"It was the college that I have been wanting to go to for a while now. I got accepted last week, and they called to go over a few things with me. I'd never step out on you like that if it wasn't important babygirl." She said while reaching across the table placing her hand over mine softly.
I didn't feel so upset anymore actually. I half smiled and set my glass down while looking in her eyes.
"Congratulations Love. I'm happy for you." She smiled big and moved her hand, beginning to cut and eat her steak. I took a few bites of my pasta, wiping my mouth with a napkin occasionally as Alfredo sauce was getting all on my face.
"Thank ya. I leave next week." She said softly, and in a way I felt my heart actually fall to the pit of my stomach. Damn, someone who actually seemed interested in me for my crazy ass feminine side was leaving.
"Well, that's pretty close." I sighed, and she nodded.
"That's another reason I wanted to bring you out tonight. To show you that you're special and that you deserve a great night every night even though I won't be able to give that to you because I'm leaving." She tilted her head to the side and I nodded, pushing my plate away from me a bit indicating that I was done.
"Thanks." I fully smiled and she nodded before flagging down the waitress and asking for the check. She brought it over and Tray quickly paid, then we got up and walked out with her arm securely around my waist.
"Instead of the beach, I wanna take you somewhere else." Tray mumbled against my lips as I leaned against the passenger door of the car with her in front of me. My arms were around her neck and hers were around my waist. I stared up in her eyes while smiling.
"Hmm.. where?"
"It's a surprise. Get in the car babygirl."
I let go of her and she did the same, then I turned and got into the car. She walked over to her side and did the same before starting it up and driving off. I didn't even turn on any music or anything, I was too busy looking around at the surroundings wondering where we were going.
Tray reached over and grabbed my hand, locking our fingers together. I looked down at the both of our hands as they rested on my thigh; a smile appearing on my lips again. Tray did make me a bit happy, but it sucks that she'll be leaving for college next week. Then, what am I gonna do? Man.
After a few minutes had passed, Tray pulled into a parking lot of a hotel and I scrunched my face up. I hope this girl is not trying to bring me up to a room with rose petals and shit, because I'm going to have to kindly decline her offer.
I stepped out the car and she walked up next to me, grabbing my hand pulling me into the hotel. She walked straight to the elevator and pressed the very top floor which was floor 25.
The doors opened and she stepped out with my hand still in hers, pulling out a room key with her free hand. We finally walked up to a door, and she scanned the key. When she opened the door, I tilted my head a bit. It was dark. Like a dark, plain hotel room.
I know this girl did not-
"Come here."
I followed her to the sliding glass door that had a balcony behind it. I know that much. Tray reached to the side and pulled open the curtains. I looked at her, then at what was in front of me and I gasped, placing my hand over my chest.
"I know it's not a damn trail of rose petals and shit. But I remember how much you liked simple things and I remember you always loved to lay outside and talk about random things with me. You always talked about the vibe, and how you loved the conversations we'd share. So, I decided to just do a little something. And I got your favorite type of wine. Morgon." She smiled and looked at me, a blush on my cheeks. I wanted to cry. It was simple, but it's been forever since someone has done something nice for me. It's odd how she remembers that about me, and we haven't seen each other in years.
She opened the sliding screen door and we both stepped outside. I kicked off my heels and crawled onto the little pallet thing, and she did the same. She handed me a wine glass and poured some in the both of ours, then sat the bottle down before sitting down next to me. I moved closer, my head on her chest a bit and her arm around me as I looked around at the scenery in front of us. It was beautiful and I loved how the town was well lit up.
Tray and I had talked for a bout an hour, just catching up and just about random things. That was the way I liked it.
"You're so damn beautiful. This is so much better than the damn stud that you try to be." Tray chuckled as she grabbed my wine glass from me, sitting it to the side along with hers. She grips my waist and pulls me onto her lap making me straddle her as she licks her lips, staring in my eyes. I smiled and wrapped my arms around her waist as she slipped her arms around my waist to behind me, sliding them under my dress and gripping on my ass, smacking it roughly causing soft whimpers to escape my lips.
"Gimmie kiss." She muttered, and I chuckled softly before leaning down placing my lips against hers. I could feel a smirk forming on her lips as she flipped us over laying me on my back, moving her lips in a slow pace with mine while hovering over me.
I closed my eyes and let out a small whimper while biting on her bottom lip, pulling and sucking on it while she moved her hands, gripping on my panties and beginning to pull them off of me. I quickly broke the kiss and opened my eyes, placing my hand on her chest pushing her chest a bit. She licked her lips and stared at me, disappointment written all on her face in the dim light. My heart was beating fast as hell and I reached down, pulling my panties up more so they were back how they were supposed to be.
Tray sat up and ran her fingers through her hair as I sat up also, fixing my dress while I was at it.
"What's wrong?" She asked lowly. I looked at my hands that were resting on my lap, whispering.
"I just.. I don't feel it. I haven't had sex as a sub since Jaie and I And.. I don't know.. I don't wanna do it with anyone else yet."
I licked my lips and looked in her eyes, searching for answers since she wasn't speaking.
"Jaie huh? Ain't y'all been broken up for like months?"
"Yes.. What's that supposed to mean?"
"Why are you saving yourself for her still?"
"What the hell? I'm not. I just don't want to have sex with you right now."
"I understand that."
"Okay.."
Tray leaned back and stared at me while I reached over grabbing my wine glass, awkwardly taking a small sip of the wine in it. I hadn't even drank much and I'm actually proud of myself now.
"When I'm a sub, I get attached. And I don't want that."
"Yeah, you cant be doing that because I'm going to college and I don't do relationships while in college. I don't wanna be tempted to cheat."
I made a face and shook my head while chuckling softly.
"Damn, everybody cheats on me. I mean, it wouldn't be much of a shocker."
Jaie and I have a bad past of her constantly cheating on me, and I took her back each and every time too.
Tray stayed quiet for a while, But somehow, we had gotten on the topic of Jaie and I's actual relationship and she didn't seem like she wanted to talk about that. She's the one who brought it up, asking about what had happened between us. I tried to change the subject repeatedly though, and she wasn't having that. She wanted to know. And now, she's trying to tell me about myself.
"I'm not going back to her, stop saying that." I made a face while sitting up, holding my wine glass on my leg a bit.
"You are. Watch. You love her."
"You can love something and not go back to it. She broke me."
"You broke me and I'm here with you on a damn balcony."
"I never broke you."
"You did. And it fuckin' hurt, Ariel."
I felt like a big bucket of guilt was dumped on my heart. I tapped on my wine glass while chewing on the inside of my lip, looking away. I cleared my throat before whispering softly.
"H-How..?"
"Back when you left me for Kyla? I needed you Man. I really did. Every time I'd cry, you'd be ready to leave me and one day you finally did. And the very next day you were already in a relationship with Kyla. The girl you always told me not to worry about. I was hurt. So hurt Ariel. You're my first love, and you just left like it was nothing. You never even-"
She stopped and I began chewing on my bottom lip again as I heard her sniff. No no no, please. Please don't cry..
As much as I didn't want to, I looked up at her and sighed while placing my glass on a small nearby table before beginning to speak again.
"I didn't mean to hurt you.. I was young and Childish Tray. You can't hold that against me forever. I'm honestly not even worth your tears."
Now that I'm beginning to think on the past, I did leave her. Just like how Jaie left me. But, Tray was making me miserable with her constant suicide attempts and her crying every damn day. I always tried to make things better and I felt like all she was doing was bringing me down even more. Our relationship wasn't even good, and no matter what, it couldn't ever seem to be fixed so I was feeling beyond done with her, and with the whole damn relationship.
"I'm still not even all the way healed from that shit man."
Maybe this stuff with Jaie is my karma? But it's not like I intentionally just.. up and left. I couldn't take the sadness and pain. But, maybe that's how Jaie felt with me?
I looked over and seen Tray crying..
I don't want to talk about this anymore.
I got up and grabbed my heels and clutch, walking into the hotel room and then out into the hallway. She didn't get up to try and stop me or anything.
Once I was finally outside, I pulled out my phone and got an Uber, waiting very impatiently. I just want to go home man. Now my heart is heavy and I feel even more guilty for leaving her up there. But I don't know, I can't just sit there and listen to her cry because.. ugh I don't know.
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•This wasn't very interesting, but oh well.
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