"No swan songs for me"
(Hara-kiri- in Japanese is also known as self a destruction
Its either between me and you.
Crowded mind with a raunchy heart.
This world is such suffocating
That I feel the roots of it
Strangling me to death
It could catch the whole out of me.
Its seems that its too late,
to realize that I am worth more than an amount.
I am just a thing.
No. I am nothing.
Said my head.
Did you asked yourself a thing.
What If you die?
Who would do the things that youre doing right now?
The activities in the school
The reports
The researches?
---Who will?
Just please give me the same amount of love I kept on giving you, too
Because today, I am drowning.
I am not in myself anymore.
---My soul is in haywire.