The first day were not that much....
Just got hit by balls,tripped,got proposed by a Mohawk,turned it down,and got hit by balls again...
Quite simple,right?
'Why did I approved of being a manager again?'
I sighed.
"Are you okay?is the work too hard for you?"
Just hearing that voice makes your energy flow again and you totally recovered.
"YES!I'M NOT THAT TIRED!I CAN DO PLENTY OF THIS!" you shouted, while your hands is in a fighting-pose.
"I-I see.." The setter said quietly,he was a bit startled by your shout.
"Goodluck." He said,as he bowed a little and walked away.
You smiled a little and thought, 'being a manager isn't that bad!'
As you turned around just to meet a familiar friend.
Another volleyball.
"I'm totally okay..." You smiled,as your nose bleed.
"WAH!"
And the team panicked.
First day done.
Or not...
"WHERE DO I SLEEP?" You whiper-shout
"HEY!HEY!HEY!"
You heard a voice said.
"Ohoho bokuto what you doin' here?"kuroo asked.
" gonna fetch my sis,(y/n)"bokuto said.
"Oh,you two are not so alike I forgot." Kuroo said.
"But,bokuto-san doesn't have any siblings?" Kenma asked.
"What are you saying?" Bokuto chuckled.
"(Y/N) time to go home!" Bokuto called out to you.
"Yeah,wait." You plainly said.
After that you went home,you looked at your body making sure that it's still normal,and none body parts are missing.
Because well,the guy's conditions.
'My feelings didn't increased,huh.'
One week have passed since then.
'One month and..23 days huh'
You thought to yourself.
"I need to do my best!"
~Time skip brought to you by tsukki playing with dino stuff toy~
"Kenmaaaaaa good morning!" You said.
"Ah,morning" he said,as he sat down on his seat.
You sat down,too.
'No "good morning,(y/n) and smile?'
You thought.
The whole day kenma acts strange,you sighed at walked in the gym,you stopped as you heard his name.
" since (y/n) came here,kenma socialized with her more."yaku said proudly.
"Must be love?" Kuroo chuckled
And that didn't stop.
Until kenma walked In the Gym.
Hearing what they were talking about made your heart flutter.
But you remembered what the guy said,"the more your feelings get stronger the more that mark I put on you will disappear and the more that mark will disappear,the more your time will reduce"
~time skippu brought to you by shirtless KARASUNO boys~
After the practice
"Hey,kenma are you okay?" You asked worriedly. Well,the setter is acting weird the whole time.
He just nodded his head and walked away.
You sighed you decided to change into your uniform.
"Actually"
You said someone spoke and you stopped.
"Can we go home together?"
Kenma said.
You excitedly turned around to face him,and jumped then said,"YES!WAIT FOR ME!"
You quickly changed into your uniform and ran towards kenma.
You were so excited.
The walk however was silent.
"But kenma you live in the apposite way right?" You asked breaking down the silence.
'I'm getting used in being a human now,wow.'you thought.
"It's fine,I'm going to buy something.Also bokuto-san can't walk you home,right?" He replied.
"Kenma,can I ask something?"you asked.
" sure you're already doing it though "he said.
" why do you talk so much when I'm with you?"you asked.
"Well,because I'm more comfortable with you" he said.
You blushed because of his answer.
That you didn't notice that you both arrived to your house.
"Then,bye." He said,as he turned around,ready to walk.
"Bye bye!" You waved as you opened the doorof your house.
"But isn't he going to buy something?why did he go back?" You asked yourself.
And you got the thought, "maybe he's worried..." And blushed.
But shrugged that thought.
As your time passes the more you got close to kenma.
Walking home together,exchanged email address, exchanging emails,and eating lunch with him.
You didn't realized that you only have one month left.
But what you didn't noticed was......
You decided to take a bath,you took your clothes off,you stopped when you saw yourself on a mirror,
"The...the mark!" You shouted as you touched it,"IT'S ALMOST INVISIBLE!"tears formed in your eyes.But then decided to value your time.
But then,you can't just be okay.
You went to school completely not okay.
But you decided to keep it all in yourself
But it seems like you reached your limit.
Your in the gym,watching the boys,with smile on your face.
"You have exactly two days.After that,it'll be over."
You heard someone said.
Tears fell in your eyes.
Two days?
Just like that?
Really?
Now?
When I have everyhing?A bug dorky brother but a caring one? A warm family,a loving one,the one that teases you?when I have this team,A sneaky captain,a mom-like libero,a intimidating Mohawk,a dog-cat,a tadpole Russian,really?now?And a cat-like setter that I love?it'll be over?so soon?
I got so happy that I remembered what I was....
That I don't belong here..
That I'm originally alone.
Strayed.
I'm such an idiot '
Tears fell from your eyes.
But you quickly stopped it.
"Coach,Gonna go to toilet." You said as you ran.
Kenma,however saw your tears falling.He's worried so he decided to leave too.
"OI!KENMA WHERE ARE YOU GOING?" coach nekomata yelled at kenma.
"Check my psp"kenma said and ran.
" HEY-"
But kenma already left.
You're crying beside the vending machine
"(Y/n)" kenma called you.
You looked up,
But then looked down again,embarrassed
Kenma isn't the type of person to ask something like,"why are you crying?"at times like this.
So he thinks of a way to stop you from crying.
And only one thing came to his mind.
He put his hand on your head,and gently pats it.
"It'll be fine" he said.
Your tears became more warm,
'Ah...this is like when I fell in love with him'
'The kind warmth, I fell in love with'
After that kenma walked you home.He seemed so worried but didn't speak up.
'One day left,huh...'
You woke up early.
You wanted to value this day,
You made lunch for kenma,You baked an Apple pie
"I have to do my best!"
You said,as you left the house.
"Good morning kenma!" You greeted him.
"Good morning." Kenma said.
"Can we have lunch together?I made you lunch..since you always buy at the cafeteria.. And um I baked some apple pie!"
"A-apple pie?" He gasped
"Yup!then,bye!" You said as you returned to your seat.
~timeskip~
You guys were eating lunch together.
"Kenma..do you have someone you like?" You asked him out of nowhere..
"Hm..."
"You don't have to tell me if you want!"
"Yup,I have someone I like."
You felt your heart broke.
'Game over,huh?'
"W-what she's like?" You asked
"Hm...she's weird." He said
"E-ehhhhh..."
You felt jealous,but then,she's probably someone that can make kenma happy.
After that you decided to leave early saying,"I don't feel well."
You went to the place where you originally belong.
That lonely place.
'It's over huh...'
You opened your phone,as you emailed kenma.
To:kenma
Title:goodbye
Hey Kenma,
It was fun meeting you guys.
It was really fun.
Thank you for having me as your manager,for putting up with me,for walking me home,for being worried about me,for talking to me.
Thanking you by talking to me seems weird,right?
But it was my wish,it was my only wish.
But I didn't expect that it can be granted,
Talking to you was my only wish,but I got to be with you,I got to eat with you,I got so close with you.
It was so much fun.
That I forgot that this happiness would end.
This is my last day,
My last day,my last chance.
I'm so stupid I got coward.
You said you liked someone.
It hurt me.
But even so,I thought that,"Ahh,that's great you won't be lonely when I'm gone."
But then,
I was really the one who was....lonely.
I love you,kenma.
I'm sorry for telling it like this.
But I hope,even if I won't get to talk to you,to eat with you,to laugh with you.
I'll continue to watch you.
I'll continue to love you...
Goodbye.
End.
Tears begun to fall from your eyes.
But,rain fell too.
You were glad.no one can see how weak you are.
You sat there,to the place where you belong.
Thinking about it,you don't really fit in a beautiful place like that.
You belong to this dull place.
Rain stopped.
Oh..it's not.
You looked up at the man,that you loved.
'This scene-'
"This scene is like when we first met,right?" Kenma said.
"I read your email"
This scene isn't quite the same.
Why?
Because you can understand each other now.and...
"You forgot something at the email.And you're wrong about some things too.And you should apologize to me,this is the second time I ran and got wet by the rain,y'know" kenma said.
"I-"
"You dummy" kenma said,as he let go of the umbrella, and patted your head.
"I love you,too." Kenma said.
"B-but-"
He kneel down as he hugged you
"I knew that you're the cat back then,I knew how you would follow me all day after that,I knew that you love how I oat your head.I knew about how you're not a human,I knew that you'll leave someday, but even so,I still fell in love with you."
He closed his eyes as he held your face,your nose touching each other.
As tears fell from his eyes.
"I love you..that's why,please don't leave." Kenma said,as his voice cracked.
"K-kenma...but- this is my last day..." You mumbled.
"Then spend your last day with me..this may be sound selfish but..please.." He said.
"Let's stay here, together.." He added.
He sat down beside you.as you two watched the sky,watching your time lessen every moment
"Kenma... Can I hold your hand?" You asked.
Kenma held your hand
The boy was blushing but didn't mind it.
Soon it became dark,where the stars is visible,
It rained but the sky is beautiful right now.
What kenma didn't noticed was,you slowly fading.
Your time is close to over.
"H-hey kenma..."
"Hm?"
"Can you pat my head again?"
Kenma patted your head as he smiled.
You smiled back.
You stood up.
"P-please say you love me again..."
Kenma looked flustered for a second but,as he blushed he smiled and said,"I love you."
You looked down,your feet can't be seen now.
"I love you,too" you said as you smiled,tears fell from your eyes.
Kenma noticed it too,tears were forming in his eyes.
But he kept a straight face.
"Kenma...."
"Yeah?"
"THANK YOU." you shouted as you ran towards him,an hugged him tightly.
Kenma hugged you back.
Tightly. Tightly.
As you disappear, your clothes remained,
But a letter can be seen.
"This is my last wish,I was talking to the guy who turned me into a human while we were watcing the sky,
'Please, reincarnate me as a human and let me meet him and be with him again.together simply watching the sky together,holding each other'
That's my wish.
Please wait for me,okay?
Thank you for loving me back,thank you.
Even if I can't remember you the time when I will return,surely...
Surely,I'll fall in love with you over and over again,
I love you.
Thank you so much,again."
Kenma hugged the letter as he quietly sobs.
"I'm the one who's thankful,idiot."
'You better come back,quickly.'
"I'll wait for you."
....................
I IN ALL HONESTY PURPOSELY DIDN'T PUT AN ANGST WARNING.
YOU'RE VERY MUCH WELCONE.